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2009-12-31T12:37:00.002+08:00

Whoa,finally i'm back to update my blog after like 10 months of hibernation! =x

hahah where should i start? hmmm...perhaps a reflection of the past year...2009 (:

2009! haha i have alot of stuff to say,but sehh...dont really know where to start =x

Olevels! haha,after months & months of preparation work,tests & exams..all the sec 4s & 5s are done with a major milestone in our education journey (: hahah i wanna Thank God for his faithfulness to me, well at least i'm happy that i could at least cope with my COE & studies..(: hahah can still remember,always after school i would quickly pack my bag & rush out of the school,then go off for training (:

OH YES how could i forget! haha i wanna Thank God for my DSA as well! =) SAJC!!! whooaaaaa!!! haha i could still recall that joyful feeling i had in me,:D!
Thank God for answering my prayers! x)

Well yes thats my bowling! (:
As i look back at my bowling journey this year,though it has been kinda short,but somehow i feel like i've accomplished something.
Well,
- B div! hahah thats where i got my first bowling pin! (: Thanks Uncle Billy! oh yes & my juniors =D(sighh...come to think of it,its my last year of B div!) =(

- the whole entire COE experience! hahah! i guess i'll definitely miss the fun our group had during training! =) cant help but smile as i think back :D

- National Age Group 2009! well =) my 2 medals! (: & of course the exposure i gained in the U21 squad...well if u know what i mean,haha i feel very blessed to have that experience..bowling with them (:

- Singapore International Open 2009? HAHA this year is finally the first year which i attended the victory banquet! (: the food was really nice..& there's free flow of drinks..woots! haha lol!!!

-Inter Con games at OCC...
Well, although our team didnt win this year,at least we managed to scrape past the qualifying round & enter the finals! =)..but still i enjoyed the whole experience! LOL!

- COE circuit!
I guess the whole entire circuit taught me a good lesson..as in during my games, & that is to learn how to effectively manage your emotions,& dont let it overcome you,& affect your performance.
Yeah,was quite disappointed actually during the finals =(...but well,failures are meant to make you stronger right? Yeah its gonna hurt abit, but well, this is how we learn from our mistakes & put it to good use in the upcoming tournaments

- National Bowling Championships!

FINALLY haha,O levels are over by then..

Had quite a good experience, (: but though i didnt get anything from masters (except that piece of cert =x) i still had much fun competing..(:

- MILO OPEN 2009!

(: it was really really memoriable!! SHINBOHYUN!!! AHH!!

the whole entire tournament was really a fruitful experience for me, though i didnt qualify =(, it was a total eye opener for me to see how good the Koreans are. I think i got some sort of inspiration from them, to train hard & to mould myself to become a better bowler.

Gosh! i bowled beside shinbohyun during one of my MQs,& mann!!! i love her follow through! her ball speed is also quite fast,spares are super super accurate! she never did miss any spares,but well splits are exceptional including baby ones.
Yep,i must learn to be like her!
SHINBOHYUN's A PROOOO :O
i had fun with the SAJC peeps! ahhhaa!! yes school training also started with the saints =)

Thank God for my entire bowling experience i had this year (:
haha well i made new friends as well,from COE to milo at the end of the year

Alright,guess this is where i'll stop blogging (:

Have a Blessed 2010 ahead! =D

2009-03-29T19:29:00.002+08:00

Wow haha its been ages since i last blogged =x,almost 2 months ago,well okay where should i start? hmmm...

OKAY well first i shall blog about COE trainings as well as b div! haha! COE training have just been the usual,uncle sandra would take a video of us bowling & points out our mistakes to us, for me its tension in my backswing,& my finishing position,keep bending too low! Ball placement is also another problem for me, cause i think i either push too late or i push the ball away too far out. =(...

Well yeah,haha anyway, B DIV! =)...Thank God IJ got 4th!! haha wow! at least we got something this year =),Thanks be to God! B div was really fun! really enjoyed it! te team bonding and all...haha,if i had a chance,yes! i wanna go back & play b div again,but sigh unfortunately for now,its just full speed ahead for studies..=(...

NAG! during the march holidays from the 17th of march to the 20th of march at occ too! To me its like another repeat of b div..haha! yeah, really enjoyed it too! i had fun bowling with yingxin,mich hwang & of course jaime my doubles partner! yeah & of course i had fun bowling with kawai,gina & angeline! =D haha,its really an eye opener for me... & from this tournament, i learnt an expensive lesson, that is, i need to have the proper set of equipment before going for any kind of competition, because when the lanes dried up, yeah i struggled...=(...
I wanted to qualify for masters actually...so i felt rather disappointed with myself =(...but nevermind at least God has blessed me with 2 medals for both team events! =D...hahah i should count my blessings =)

Well for now, i gotta work hard on my studies, bowling & all can be kept aside, i guess the next tournament for me to look forward to is AIA open, which is in november! =D! Thank God that its right after my O levels! ^^, yeah,so all the more i should just focus on my studies =)...& just keep training till i get better & better! especially my ball speed! haha! i really need to work on that! =)..

I just hope that i'll be able to cope with my COE trainings..cause from what i know, i'll be having extra lessons everyday starting from june i think,so i dun know whether i still make it for trainings...=( without trainings, i'll seriously feel like something is lacking in my life...LOL! without bowling as so to speak..haha..=)

Well,i guess thats all i have to say for now...haha i finally felt like blogging today! hahah lol...

2009-02-04T22:19:00.002+08:00

I'm back to blogging after 2 months =D haha...

Many things have happened recently & gosh! haha i duno where to start!

okay okay first of all, i seriously feel the pressure of sec 4...really pressurising, & i really need to work hard if i wanna get into SAJC! i really really wonder...how on earth did my seniors do it? seriously! =(...they make 10 pts seem so easy to get...like O levels then O levels lor,nothing much...no big deal...sigh!

BOWLING! guess what,B div & NAG is coming closer & closer...& i need to get prepared quickly!! there's not much time left! time is seriously running short,B div,NAG...O LEVELS!

I got back my literature marks today...yeah my teacher this year is mrs mag low for short...she's somewhat the most strict teacher for lit & very experienced too...=) which is good...yeah....& i failed very badly...& its going into my report book i got a 7/25...& yeah she pointed out my mistakes during lit....everyone saw but i dun mind...if everyone can learn from my mistakes i wouldnt mind showing it...& ensure myself that i wont make those mistakes again...=) at least Thank God that she pointed out my mistakes....so that i know next time =D.... =)..

Erm...u know now...i think i'm having a problem with my vice chair position...somehow in one way or another...i feel that people disagree with the fact that i'm vice chair..okay i absolutely agree with the fact that i'm really quiet...the kind of person that dosent like much attention...cause i'll feel so uneasy...seriously now i understand that being someone who "leads" isnt easy at all,experience it & u'll know yourself...

well today, i didnt my chair person didnt come,so i didnt take the attendance sheet down with me,then to my surprise,i saw bernice & alycia approaching me saying...christabel didnt come today...& i caught a not so pleasant look on one of their faces =(...i'm sorry that i didnt know...so i ran & took the newsletters from the GO,& rushed up to class to take attendance...=( & ran back down to submit...=) Thank God that i reached on time for emaths class =)

oh well,i need to stop here cause i need to sleep soon...as i've got an amaths test tml =)...bye!

You truely fail when you stop trying & not when you keep failing =)

2009-02-01T21:08:00.003+08:00

Yep here's the emaths TYS question 5.... xD...

Qn5. The variables x & y are connected by an equation y= x square/6 + 12/x - 6, the table below shows some corresponding values of x & y,
the values of y are given to 1 decimal place when appropriate (draw your own table i'll just say the values)

when x=1, y= 6.2
when x=1.5, y=2.4
when x=2, y=0.7
when x=3, y= -0.5
when x=4, y= -0.3
when x=5, y=0.6
when x=6, y=2
when x=7,y=k

(a) calculate the value of k corrected to 1 decimal place.

(b) using a scale of 2cm to 1 unit on each axis, draw a horizontal x-axis for 0<_x_<8, and vertical y axis for -1<_y<_7.

(c) by drawing a tangent, find the gradient of the curve at the point x=1.5 & y=2.4

(d) show your method clearly, use your graph to find the values of x with the range 1<_x<_7 for which x square/6 + 12/x = 7

(e)(i) on the same axis, draw the graph of the straight line y = x/4

(ii) use the graph to find the values of x in the range 1<_x<_7, for which x square/6 + 12/x - 6 <_ x/4

yeap thats all....xD

2008-12-30T13:03:00.003+08:00

Okay those are the pictures taken during my malaysia trip to genting..haha =D...

i shall blog about it =)..

WEDNESDAY:

At first,the trip wasnt confirmed...& i knew about the trip only on christmas eve,my dad said why dont we go Genting tml after church service..it was really shocking to me,haha cause we havent packed our bags & all..XD,

Yeah,& that night i even went to safra tampines to watch people bowl....& they were having cosmic bowling!! haha so fun!! the lights were nice & there were many prizes to be won,like a golden bowling pin!! =(...i wanted that,haha but i didnt bowl...lol! so yeah went back soon after...

We went back home & started packing our bags...till about 1 plus before i went to sleep...haha..xD

THURSDAY:

Woke at around 9.30am to get ready for church....Thank God we reached church on time! haha & the service started,pastor dorm & sister gwen were the so called preachers for the day,though it wasnt really like the usual,=D but quite funny haha..whoo!!! sister gwen is gonna get married next year!! haha =x... yeap & church service was only an hour,before heading off to malaysia..=)

Before that, we dropped by toa payoh central to eat wanton mee...our lunch that is,before heading off...=D...we went by the 2nd causeway which is tuas as the traffic there was smooth sailing...& it was! we crossed the causeway in about 10-15 mins,& yep before we knew it,we were already on the north south highway heading to KL..

First stop was at ayer keroh,we temporarily stopped there for toliet breaks & a snack at A&W...yum!!! sadly A&W cant be found in spore,=(...haha but we actually took away our snacks,bought 2 cups of root beer & 2 packets of curly fries...=D...i need to go lose some weight when sch reopens =x...

Yep & we headed straight for KL...we stopped at sunway lagoon first,cause i wanted to watch people playing at MILO!!! XD,pyramid mega lanes there =),it was super packed with overseas players,& many national bowlers from other countries were there,so fun to watch them bowl sia...haha xD, oh yes i saw this indonesian national bowler,AHHH!!! i love her realease & her rev man!! so smooth...& the pin action is like as if the pins at the deck were feather light......LOL!!...xD..

haha,i saw derrick,ching ee,& all the agape peeps like shengyao,john,andy,wanting,alec...also saw celine...etc..haha,many singaporean bowlers were there too..=)..had my dinner there & went to shop for a new pair of jeans...LOL! yeah went "shopping" at parkson! & my jeans cost 54RM..x)

--------------------temporarily pause awhile...i gtg...lol!!-------------------------

2008-12-18T00:24:00.002+08:00

Finally i'm gonna update my blog again,LOL! i admit i'm a lazy person..=x, yep..

Actually nothing much happened this week,no training or whatsoever,school training has stopped ever since erm...well....about 2 weeks ago? =(,sigh,& yet other schools still have training,but its okay,i'll just have to wait patiently,& guess what...B DIV STARTS NEXT YEAR 18TH MARCH!!!! its getting earlier each year,oh man...i wont be surprised to find it at the beginning of february of 2010...=x...just joking ^^,

Well,okay since i have nothing much to say,let me just blog about my day today...LOL!...

I went to my grandmother's house at around 2.30pm,bought lunch & after that i started to squeeze orange juice...LOL? okay thats random...but i really did that..-.-..for fun,then i went on to do my amaths work,started to refresh my memory on differentiation,XD continuation from yesterday's revision,yeah,i somehow got the hang of it but i will still need to practice,otherwise i can find myself forgetting all the stuff i've learnt by the start of next year...

Then claris called me in the afternoon,asking me what homework there is for the holidays,haha i told her all the stuff we were supposed to do,and Thank God she reminded me a few,it totally slipped my mind! =(..sigh! i'll get to work ASAP...yes yes yes,but not for tml & friday cause i'm going out =),later(cause its already midnight =D) meeting ky,jan & amelia for bowling,& tml meeting MMC for an outing =)..
uh oh,great,i forgot what time i'm supposed to meet them! T.T...got the timing mixed up!! eeks!

yeah & after that i went to take a short nap before waking up to watch my 5.30pm chinese drama show,yeah it was shown like around 2-3 yrs ago if i'm not wrong,but its okay i dun mind watching it all over again,haha! lol...so we left house at 6.15pm & bought macs for my dinner,FILLET-O-FISH! =D..i think i'd better watch my diet man..haha xD,so we took a train from toa payoh all the way to city hall & we changed train from there to the east west line...all the way to tanah merah station,where we can catch a shuttle bus into NSRCC,=)...yep & we did exactly just that...

Reached there punctually at around 7.50pm,enough time for me to get ready & all,before the practice throw started,saw loke chor playing,angeline teo,& even REMY ONG! haha i was kinda shocked but later learnt from uncle john that he coaches club training there,so,i guess its kinda normal to see him around there,i'm abit shocked cause he was in Qatar last week,& back this week? its like so fast? haha maybe can stay there longer for a holiday or something =)...

Bowled lousily today,sigh,all my games were 14+ except a 186 game,stepped on the foul line twice,sigh,got scolding again...okay i'm so sry! but here comes the emo part,yeah my mum scolded me for not taking all my single pin spares like pin 10 & pin 7 etc...my spare ball just hooked away,& i was quite frustrated during my game,all i had in mind was " use your index finger to create rev...rev,rev,rev,rev,rev,rev,rev,rev " =(...saw how angeline(national youth) released her ball,so smooth,so zai! heard that she didnt bowl for quite some time,but still very zai,haha =(,i just wanna get into NY!!! =(...i really want to!

Oh yeah,& its confirmed,i'm not going anywhere for holiday this year,no milo or whatsoever...i dun dare to ask cause its too paisei =(..probably next year when i get better...yeah & when i go for competitions,its no more fun...its just focusing on winning..xD yeah....okay i'm gonna ban myself from competitions...i really dun want to donate anymore,i've already have enough exposure....now is just focusing on winning...

hmmm i shall say my goals for next year....

1. Work hard for O levels! i really want 10 points & below...(of course pray hard & work hard!)

2. Cope with my COE training!

3.Qualify for masters in the national schools B division championship...&...enter the stepladder finals! i really really want to experience that myself! its so fun! & kanchiong!!! =x

4. see IJ get a super solid third for the national schools! =) i really want to see it!!! =(

5. Get into the national youth squad at the end of the year! =).....if i actually get in,by next year...it's really God grace! i'm serious!

6. Read the Bible more often =)...

& last but not least, try to go milo next year? =D

okay thats all i'm gonna post =) gonna slp now haha =D

2008-12-13T01:49:00.005+08:00

=) Finally i feel like blogging,haha its time to update! ^^... Well this past holidays has been quite okay for me,been catching up on my Amaths lately cause apparently i've forgotten how to do differentiation & equations of cirles...sigh....=(...clean forgotten...thats the worst part...but Thank God i did my revision & manage to remember some =)..

I guess i'll be going for my holiday soon,going up to milo...not to play but to watch them bowl.....its only a MAYBE...haha,even if i play...i know i wont qualify as i'm just not good enough...its just like AIA man,i wasted all my money on MQs....cant donate anymore...haha,i just plan to train & train till i get better,then then moment i'm in for compeition,i'm just set to win it...& not donate...=)

Gosh...i guess it's gonna be a post on my thoughts again,haha i just feel like typing out my thoughts about the past...hmmm....

there are some ppl who ever asked me whether i regretted joining IJ...well...the answer is no! of course not,i've always wanted to come to this school & finally God granted my desire,& yeah i'm really happy about it haha! But yet i remembered praying saying that i'll face whatever consequences that may come in the future,cause like u know when u transfer sch & everything starts anew etc etc.... so yeah...

there's also another question someone onced asked me,whether i like the bowling team...sigh...i duno where to start,

the answer is yes & yet no...sadly...

well yes is because first of all,i get to BOWL! ^^,haha first thing's first yeap is just plainly bowling,plus uncle billy & vincent,& yijing & chesna & abby & alicia & nicolette & celine & debra & eunice etc... yeah i seriously dun regret knowing all of them,if i didnt go to IJ i wouldnt have known them,neither would i know my classmates,my school mates & everyone whom i know right now...haha =)...

but sadly is also no...because...i just feel that i cant be myself mixing with my peers,well if u knw what i mean haha,but yet..if i didnt get into a sch with bowling i seriously wouldnt have started competitive bowling...& i wouldnt have known the ppl i know today..=)...

but anyway,i'm almost graduating so i should just play along with it,i just wanna do well enough to get where i want to...=)...i need to study & bowl hard...as 2009 is gonna be a busy year ahead =D... okay i shall stop blogging here =)

Testimony: okay guess what,today i was frantically finding my chinese electronic dictionary around the house cause i forgot where i put it,then i just prayed silently in my mind & suddenly i was prompted to look inside my bag that i used to carry during b div,seriously the thought just popped up inside my head...& it really was inside there!! Thank God i found my dictionary! =D yay!

2008-12-02T12:55:00.002+08:00

Can you believe it!? its already DECEMBER!!! *panic*!!!!

=(...i need to study harder!!! i'm forgetting everything i've learnt in sec 3...okay maybe not that bad...but each time i try to remember something new....i will forget all those old info.....LOL!...maybe its because i dun make an effort to remember..=x..

GOSH! Once january starts next year...its full speed ahead for me,bowling trainings zoom up to 4 times a week...plus extra class & O LEVELS at the end of the year...wow..i heard sec 4 there's a test every single week,& some may come as a surprise! with new topics to learn & all,its gonna get tougher man..so i must make sure that all my sec 3 basics are solid..=(..

Havent been bowling recently..school training has already stopped...with our rolloff for B div next year =(..no more bowling trainings until next year!....& guess what...our national school championships are earlier this time...its gonna be in March! **panics**

Cause C div is also pushed earlier...so B div is even earlier...=(..MUST TRAIN HARD...i wanna see IJ get third before i leave man,otherwise its like so sad...every year ever since i transferred in...we always struggle to just get 4th...& its really frustrating to see that...sighh...

But in order to win...we need to have the morale support from our teammates...& if no one actually bothers...everyone will lose hope...sigh...unofortunately till now...i've yet to experience the team bonding...its not really from the heart...its only just an act...its not obviously obvious...but obvious enough to see it when u're inside the team for a certain period of time..sighh...

sigh sigh...time flies so quickly! I'm already in IJ for 2 whole years now...wow...haha in last year & out next year =x...LOL!...xD..okay just joking...anyway i stop blogging here =)

2008-11-22T16:03:00.003+08:00

YAY holidays are here,& yeah its time to slog...lol..

sigh actually its quite sian,there's nowhere to go...& i'm not even going for any holidays =(...next year O levels...sigh... u knw sometimes i see my life as a cycle,not really a cycle but rather a routine..=(

OH YAH..till now i was supposed to meet up with vivian & the MMC ppl! =(....sry...maybe dec? =D.. & it only seemed like yesterday when i transferred school...only seemed like yesterday when i got my PSLE results...only seemed like yesterday on my first day in school at primary 1...=)..so sad..

I also realised something...okay no offence...sometimes when u make new friends,u tend to forget the old ones..i duno whether its the same for others...especially when 2 ppl drift away from one another....its very hard to be good friends again...for example...different schools...when they meet up..there's nothing much to talk about other than...oh so how r u? long time no see...everything just changes... then when u see a person has changed...for the good of course is good lah haha...but for the worst..its actually quite sad...like example..a person turn more dao...or more serious...when last time that person tend to joke alot..

err i'm not talking anyone in particular...its just a general statement...something i've observed for quite some time...haha..& this is really quite sad...when this happens...sigh...u cant help but be disappointed...=(..yeah & also...especially when that friend is someone whom you really treated as a good friend....

oh well that is life...i remembered someone once told me...there are different types of friends..

There's one type of friends who only crosses your path in life...which means u only know them for a certain period of time...& suddenly poof! they are gone....lost in contact...

Another type is one who walks u through your life a while...like...maybe u keep in contact up till a certain age...& they just slowly disappear...for example...i know this friend from primary sch till now..then suddenly she just migrated or something...& lost contact...which shows that u arent really that close?

The last type is those who walk you through life's journey no matter what...the kind where u meet & remain as good friends for life...hahah of course everyone would want to meet this kind of friends..but sometimes when u think that this particular friend is of this type....it may not be the case...because they might only cross your path in life...

haha okay i'm saying it till its so complicated...lol...

2008-11-18T00:40:00.002+08:00

SIGH SIGH! =(...i just cant qualify for the AIA,& i'm giving up! i really cant donate anymore...i couldnt even bowl a 700 series...seriously.... i just cant...& i need at least a 19 avg to qualify..wasted 6 MQs...i guess i'm not good enough...

I'm also not going milo anymore...many reasons...i cant win novice...cant qualify for AIA...if i go there i'm just helping the overseas bowlers to pay their airfare & their accomodation..

=(....i just duno what to do..sigh!

2008-11-12T14:32:00.003+08:00

Recently,i've been having dreams of getting into NY...seriously...i'm not kidding,then i wake up thinking that it seemed quite real,=(...but its just only a dream...& u knw,sometimes dreams can be actually happen in life( as in REALLY REALLY happen the exact same thing)...but most of the time it dosent..=(

i dun really have anything to blog about now except that...haha AIA starts tml! xD,from the 13th-22nd...=)

THANK GOD!!! hahahah!!! I GOT INTO AAA FOR MY COE SELECTIONS! HAHAHA THANK GOD!!!!!!!! its really a miracle...xD....seriously....believe in Christ & he'll never forsake you,even if He seems silent...stick to the faith.....because those who are faithful to him will harvest fruitfulness...really! i'm serious...i've experienced this....miracles...everything....THANK YOU LORD FOR EVERYTHING! =)

2008-11-11T00:11:00.002+08:00

Today was rather a normal day for me,=) except that i went bowling with yijing today...okay...i shall blog about it...

In the morning it was raining kinda heavily,so i called yijing & told her that i might be late cause my mum wouldnt let me go if the rain was too heavy,so i agreed to meet up at 2pm at yishun mrt station,but i think we met slightly earlier if i'm not wrong..

yepp dragged my bowling bag out of house and took 59 all the way to bishan...before hopping on to a mrt to yishun...haha met her there & saw yijing coming with a cup of chocolate brownie fudge ben & jerry's ice cream from 7-11...& 1 small cup like that was already $5...super expensive...haha,but its okay i mean its worth it anyway...cause its yummy!

After that we took the OCC shuttle bus to OCC...and had lunch at the bowling alley,i was the only one who was eating as cream already eaten her meal,ate horfun today ^^...so long never eat already,really enjoy it..=)...After that we got a lane to bowl..and it was lane..erm..15? yepp...but the lane was wayyyyyyyyy to dry to bowl...its like almost impossible...the kind of lane which looks it hasnt been oiled since yesterday night? or probably ALOT of ppl bowled...then dry the lanes up till like that...so we transferred to lane 3...haha,& it was much better...the purpose of going there today was to practice my spares...somemore AIA venue is gonna be there,so might as well..killing two birds with one stone...^^..yepp and halfway during our game,we saw regina and gracesin...we waved like siao to them,& it was really funny,cause they had the blur blur look,like thinking...who are those ppl? haha & waving to who uh? zzz...

After that we had to move again,all the way to lane 23,cause SBF were having training there,& as i was bowling,i was looking in their direction,thinking to myself,"woah...somehow i wish i could don national colours one day,just one day...i get to be there,bowling with them,going for competitions outside the country..wherever u go,u just own the lanes,no worries about qualifying...worrying whether your name can stay by the time the last squad is played,worrying whether masters you stand a chance....etc.." sigh,but its gonna take me a miracle to get me there,a very very big miracle....so I must have faith!

Soon,it was time to go home,cause yijing had to go home & vote for a new condo! hahah! polling session! =x....i played a total of 6 games if i'm not wrong...& yijing played 4 games? i think so..^^.. yepp & we ended at the same time as reg & gracesin...oh yes,& yijing & reg decided to join NEBO! hahah! cheaper bowling rates...$2.50 per game,& memebership fees is only $20 for 3 yrs! walo...last time i paid $29 for 3 yrs,then the deals also not so good,=(...nevermind..i shant dwell on the past...zzz

Oh yes during bowling,me & yijing were singing all the songs from hsm 3...like a night to remember...now or never...actually i think its almost all of them,especially can i have this dance and right here,right now...-.-....we were singing a duet! haha like troy & gabriella...awwwww...=x....dun get the wrong idea please.....we are just hyper about hsm 3..^^...& so happen we like the songs...so we started singing! ^^

yepp...after bowling i took MRT home...all the way back to TP..=),& thats how my day ended...

=(,tis thurs AIA starts! yes i'm happy,but as i was bowling today i realised that my strike rate is pretty low,i always have 1 pin left on the deck..its not frustrating or what,but my ball speed is relatively slow...its been so long..guess i havent improve much,but at least today i got to practice all my spares...pin 10 & pin 7..my 2 weakest pins...and of cuz pin 5..haha..=)..

Guess what,there's also NY selections coming at the end of this month...29th nov..sigh,i'm in a dilemma whether i shld go for it or not,i mean,first of all its not cheap its $160......secondly...i'm really thinking to myself,do i have what it takes to become a national youth player?.....only God knows =),& i have faith in him

2008-11-08T20:14:00.002+08:00

There are so many things i wanna say,& i dont even know where to start...

TODAY--> i had novice masters...first of all wanna congratulate celine for the 279 game! =),yepp! haha well done!

That was supposingly the only " happy thing" that happened to me today...i've been feeling sad for the whole day....& yeah i got over the disappointing performance today during masters.....wait or maybe not, but....but...i cant help but feeling sad,there are so many things i wanna say...but words wont be able to express how i'm feeling...its like...frustrating...sad....depressed?? not only on bowling...but on studies as well..

sometimes i just wonder.. What is His purpose for me in my life? i really wanna know... & the more i think the more i feel like my heart is heavier...its just SOOOOOOOOOOO hard!

TODAY....during my masters event...i missed SUPER easy spares! pin 10....7...etc...really easy ones,REALLY REALLY EASY ONES...i'm just wondering...what on earth is wrong with my sparing.....how come i cant take??? if this goes on...how am i gonna do well in bowling? seeing the ball passes the pins without hitting it down just feels like my heart is being stabbed with a sharp knife,& the worst is that sometimes u cant stop thinking of it...like thinking why why why?

Now i have to go & retrain everything single thing.........& i need to go and study too,O levels is next year..& I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY wanna make it to SAJC......GAH!!! Pray hard,work hard & play hard man...somemore nxt year is my last year in b div...=(...its just my last chance already...its seriously "now or never"....

GAH holidays i'm gonna chiong bowling! & studies as well! AIA is just this coming thurs....MILO is at the end of the year...& i really wonder...is it worth going?

2008-10-25T23:46:00.002+08:00

Just came back from novice today....sigh,i couldnt take single pin spares,yes,& everytime u see your ball miss that pin....u could just feel a sharp pain in your heart,& after that...i could feel myself shivering...its a super scary feeling,cause it just happens so sudden...sigh! overall avg 165 =(...

-random-I just realised something also,maybe its hard to believe,but...i feel like as if i have a split personality,cause,1 min...i can be hyper like siao...the next....i'm super emo....i duno why,sometimes i feel i just cant control my emotions...gosh! whats happening?

Sometimes my thoughts can go really random,for example,i can just randomly think where life will lead me? etc...If i dun study hard...well i'm very clear of the consequences...yes...sigh...or maybe i'm thinking wayyyyy too much...=(

anyway cant blog anymore,gtg there's church service tml =)

2008-10-25T01:04:00.002+08:00

TODAY was the premier of HSM 3!! so we went to cineleisure to watch...=) watched the 4.15pm show,& it was really nice...except that the plot was abit blur..but overa,l the songs are great! =),OH YES & there's one kissing scene (troy & gabriella).....& it was the longest one so far out of all the movies...yeap...i cant tahan lah...hahaha...felt super uncomfortable...

XD....after the movie,we walked around orchard before we went off...yep...thats basically my day......

i admit i'm lazy to blog from morning all the way to night...T_T

2008-10-21T21:44:00.002+08:00

Today. I stared out at the window when we were on our way to OCC,i could not help but to think of the memories back in sec 1,as the cab drove past whitley sec..i was reminded of the times & memories i had in sec 1,the carefree life,the bonded class spirit,where friendship was not based on popularity or status....& i started to miss those moments...

I was thinking,why didnt i treasure those moments when i had the chance,its true u see,you will only truely treasure something after it has disappeared,unfortunately,by then its too late...

Earlier in the afternoon,we sang a birthday song for celine. An happy occasion indeed. i was happy for her =),happy 15th birthday celine! hope u enjoyed the cake =)

As we were gathered together as a team,i just dont feel the bonding spirit,its only on the outside,outward appearance,there's no serious team spirit,even if there is...i dont feel that its genuine...i just cant feel it...i'm left out...

anyway,gratz to yijing for becoming the vice capt of the team =)

2008-10-13T22:29:00.003+08:00

There's this empty feeling inside my heart,recently i've been feeling kinda down,& i just dont know why...

there's this heavyness in my heart,though exams are over,i still dun feel the "freedom",maybe...maybe cause Os are next year! & i need to buck up,i guess...its a warning sign from God

=(....

2008-10-13T00:22:00.003+08:00

Today was rather a busy day for me,i woke up early today & went to church =DD,went to adult service today =),& the topic was on God's grace...its like,in everything u achieve, its by God's grace! =) actually there's much more to that,but i'm just giving a overview...=) & today also happen to be the second part of the "no limits" series =) another 2 weeks x)

Well after that i came back home,as my squad for tonight's inter constituency bowling tournament was at 7.30pm...so i used the com for a while before my mum & i left the house,=) took no 5. all the way to tiong bahru & then hop onto a 195 to safra mt faber..=)

Reached there rather early,saw many ppl there,& its really alot,cause the 4pm squad was still on..

Soon i saw vincent,was kinda shocked that he was under my CC too,haha lol...then went to the lanes to warm-up...started off with a 195 & ended off with a 156,it was a total of 3 games only and i bowled 131 for the 2nd...in the end we got 1st because thanks to vincent! haha he bowled super well 22+ avg,yepp...

When i went home,i was doing some self-reflection...

especially the 2nd game,my whole game was full of 9 pins,but i JUST JUST JUST couldnt take that spare,its that kind of feeling,whereby u JUST JUST cant bowl,its so disappointing,=(,i really felt super lousy then,because this thing is not an individual event,its a team event,so your scores will affect the whole team's total pinfall,& every game really counts! sry not every game,its every PIN! when i couldnt take my spare i could feel fear gripping me,its just so hard to explain,u need to have first hand experience...

but all i can just say is that its a very lousy feeling u r having,confidence all gone that kind of feeling,sigh... but Thank God Vincent bowled well sia,at least...we got into the finals...

& u knw...guess what,out of this 3 games,i only had 4 STRIKES...yes! 4 strikes in 3 games! No matter how hard i bowled,where i shift here and there,its always 1 pin left...2 pins left.....etc...whereas when i see all the other ppl bowl...woah strike like no one's business....

Actually when i went there i saw some NY ppl,saw the way they bowled....and the pins fall so easily! their basics are rock strong,their release is smooth,their stepping is ideal,their sparing is accurate,their rev is so nice... i hate to admit this oh Lord(i know its wrong),but....i do feel envious of them,i admire them for their confidence....their release,their stepping,their rev,their scores especially...their mental,so how i asked myself....how do u be THAT kind of bowler? i know the solution,trust God & work hard(seriously...i hate to admit it,its easy to accept christ,but tough to follow in his ways)

I really feel so sad with myself,i admit i get impatient very easily...sigh.....
just now when i was bowling,i kept missing simple spares too,like pin 5 etc...i cant keep myself properly balanced,my timing is way off,my release kept changing,Oh God please help me! =(

Nowadays each time i bowl i feel a mixture of feelings in my heart, the feeling of fear,fear of failures,lack of confidence and many others,seriously i cant put it into words...its tough,not only for this,exams too,=(

i just hope for the best,cause by having faith,i know it'll see me through this tough period,even if it takes a really long time,just hang on to God & seriously everything would be fine =)i just know it.....i just know it...

till next time...............................

today's performance left me feeling very disappointed with myself,

2008-10-10T20:57:00.002+08:00

HEY ITS BACK TO BLOGGING! hahaha =) its been so long since i last blogged,& and its before the exams...xD...

Anyway,now exams are over...=( but its a weird feeling, i dont feel that "freedom" kind of feeling i used to have,there's no freedom...like i'm still stuck...in the midst of exam..=( gosh...i'll make a promise to myself,i dont care...i'm gonna start mugging even after the exams are over...i really really want to make it to JC!! =(

Today was my last paper(AMATHS) & the last day for sec 4s to be in school... =(, sigh, i really feel sad...i'm gonna miss the sec 4s,especially abigail,alicia & nicolette! hahaha seriosly i'm gonna miss you guys! thanks so much for everything! for all the memories,liek national age group...B div...C div...everything..=),i'll treasure those memories & i'll never ever forget them =)hope they can come back to visit us xD

2008-09-14T16:08:00.002+08:00

Seriously,time passes too fast...=(...its already the EOY period...and its only 11 days away...gah!! mug mug mug....stressful time of the year man...but after exams i'll be totally free...yay! no wait....school will confirm have extra classes one...oh no! O levels are coming next year! =(..

i shall start blogging from yesterday-->woke up super early in the morning as i had the sec sch league masters in the morning at 10am...and had to reach there by 9.30am otherwise when the reserves are called out..i wont be able to play,=(...but yeah i reached there on time. Checked in and went down to my lanes,when i reached there,realised that i was bowling with stacy lian,grace tan and rachel wong..haha x),the lanes were rather nice to bowl,and after every 2 games,we had to shift to the right... and while we were bowling at lanes 35 & 36,the lanes there kept breaking down...=( & stacy had to run all the way to the counter to call the technician =(,had to wait for quite some time...

bowled and bowled...until my last and final game where i lost focus,which gave me a price to pay,but still...i also made a mistake...i knew that i was going to church the next day but yet i forgot to bring my bible along...=(,i guess...this is.....God's way of punishing me,for forgetting him whenever i have bowling...=( & i know that i deserve it....haha oh well...nevermind then...

i have a free stay in OCC lodge yesterday...so after my masters...went to the room to shower,then went off to church,thought service started at 5.30 at adam rd,but in actual fact...it started at 5! as a result...we were half an hr late...sigh....after service...went to the adam rd hawker centre to eat my favourite prawn noodles...XD...yummy!! ^_^!! thought of buying it back to the room to eat for supper...but nah...forget it haha...XD,then after eating,we went all the way back to northpoint to meet my sister,bought some snacks and took the shuttle bus back...

watched some TV and fell asleep....haha zzz...

TODAY-->woke up at 8am....for i duno what reason...cause i just woke up..then slept back again...then woke up at 10 and had breakfast...then we checkout and went home..so yeah...thats basically my weekend...haha

must go back to mug now...wont blog till after my exams...=)

2008-09-02T13:46:00.002+08:00

Felt like blogging, and i dunno why,...i suddenly feel so emo sia...probably its stress? nahh i dun think so,i've been slacking wayyyyy too much,just started my revision,and right now the most worried subject is Amaths...=(

My CA2 results is out...and guess what....my L1R5 is like 25 points...=(!!! i cant even go anywhere,no JC no poly...and i found out that my O levels is pushed forward again next year...if i'm not wrong...its the end of september..=(..

School training also stopped,due to the upcoming EOYS...which means...no trainings at all till like after exams...and thats gonna be a long time...or not? cause my exams are starting at the end of this month....yeah....around 20th...=(...

sigh...i feel so down now....but i know it'll all be over soon...=)

2008-08-31T23:06:00.002+08:00

Hmmm...let me start from yesterday...

SATURDAY--> had to wake up early in the morning again for my sec sch league..=) and this time it was all the way in west coast..super far away....yeah and the scores were quite okay...i guess...i mean...i really dun dare to expect too high otherwise...i'll just get disappointed time and time again..

yeah and after that,went all the way down to suntec for the comex fair, super crowded sia...really was a nightmare..haha,when i reached that time,we couldnt even enter the hall,it was too packed...but managed to get in after dinner...

went to check out the price of the PSP....but i thought of not buying it,cause my sister said that it was gonna be out of date...so yeah,might as well save money..haha yeah and went to safra tampines after that to bowl...

yeah when i got there,saw chin kiat...and its like finally now i know who he is...i mean now i recognise him haha...lol

TODAY--> woke up kinda "early" also today, went to church! =),and saw my cousins today...haha...havent seen them for quite some time though.. =)...

went over to bugis after that,haha,bought a new spare ball!! =),shant reveal which one i bought....its a gift from my sister for my early birthday present...haha,and plus a skin patch and a new pair of creative earpiece!!! xD....thanks!! haha,

yeah thats basically my weekened...although it was much more detailed....but i'm lazy to type all out...=x...

Gee....i just realised something,on friday when i went back to peichun,saw some of my old classmates and friends,or supposingly ppl i recognised...haha its like...so many of them change lah...all the guys now all so tall....gah....compared to me...i'm like a mouse...gotta look up 45 degrees!! AHH...haha...T_T,so sad right?
yeah...and i also realised...that many of them are into BGRs...hehheh.....-.-...

SAW VIVIAN! haha,yeah and found out that she was leaving for perth that night(geography field trip!!! so good!! =(,my sch wont have at all...cause the sec4s this year went last year already...ever alternate year then have field trip...=(...school apprently cant afford...=(...)...and her flight was 11 plus (pm)...so late,haha and she told me,that by the time she comes back,EOYS will be in a week's time...wow...how time really flies!! T_T,guess what,i still think that i'm a sec 2 girl....-.-... =(...so sad...

OH YEAH! haha i heard there's a latest show called camp rock right? haha i heard one of the songs called "this is me"...haha,i kinda like that song,its really nice...and i realise that its something like high school musical like that...u know the girl like the guy and the guy like the girl? haha something like that...and then they have a same passion for singing!! then they meet and they fall in love? is it something like that? pardon me if the content is wrong..haha cause i havent watched it yet...no wonder a couple of days ago..Joy asked me whether i have watched camp rock or not...haha..=)...

okay i shall stop here...=),i'll post another one next time...x)

2008-08-24T01:09:00.002+08:00

Back to update! =), okay where should i start? hmmm....

TODAY--> woke up really early in the morning..haha,cause of the sec sch league..x) had to go all the way to chevrons...=(,which was super far away.....yeah left at 9am and reached there at about 9.45am? saw debra there first...she was the earliest...then followed by me....then panya and eunice...=)....

Went to our lanes to do warm-up and to get prepared....this week we were bowling beside marist ppl...haha...yeah....

First game i bowled a 167,then followed by a 166...=(...and the last game...i dropped like siao...dropped to 144...sigh it was truely a wasted game sia....my whole thumb was stuck...as in....my complete NV kept giving me splits...and i couldnt use my total inferno cause the thumb was too small, i tried to use my sandpaper to "expand" my thumbhole,but i was no use at all,tried one shot and my ball flew.....i guess that if i had continued...i would probably fly inside too..haha,its too big a risk to take..xD..

but i really felt super wasted for myself.....in the end...my avg was only a 159,sigh,but nevermind...at least its much much better than last year... =),well i mean,it could have been worst right? =)...i have to try and look on the bright side of life...hahaha...XD

I just wanna thank God for letting me bowl better as compared to last year... =),still have alot of tratining to do....and alot fo stuff to work on..xD

After that, went to bukit batok to eat duck rice...haha and went the westmall after that,walked round the mall and played the arcade there,xD...wanted to catch a show but we thought AMK hub would be a better place to see,haha,XD yeah,then we took a mrt down all the way from the west...tried to slp although i was tired but couldnt....sigh...dunno why,haha..

sadly when we reached there,there wasnt any other timeslots for journey to the centre of the earth,it was at 4.50pm..way way way too rush haha,so didnt watch in the end...oh yah...went there and saw chiew pang? i mean,though i dun really know him,but i still recognised him...haha...so funny,like see him there? haha lol...

Went back home to do my work,after all i was quite sleepy though,yeah and slept for a while at home before i started to do my homework...=),studied chem and had sushi for dinner,2 pieces of crabstick sushi and 3 pieces of salmon sushi...haha OISHI!!! >.<...

went off at 9.45 for safra tampines to bowl there,sigh...i guess now i know my mistake and my reason for my slow ball speed....

Slow ball speed is because i...

1. do not dare to accelerate
2. scared thumb stuck
3. u know the clot on my thumb there? it hurts if the thumb comes out fast,cause it always cuts that area...yeah,its awfully painful after a long while...
4. stepping got problem,as in my 3rd and 4th step...which equals to drifting alot and slow ball speed...

actually i combined all the advice ppl gave me,haha,from uncle billy also..yeah,but i mean all is interlinked,now i really duno where to start...

feel like going under a personal coach,but just duno who to go under only,or maybe go under COE? but is it too late? i duno,i'm in a mess here,i just cant decide my mind, i also thought of joining a country club for club trainings, haha,cause i heard there's a coach at each club to guide the club bowlers...

the club training sortta gives me more chance to practice,i feel rusty everytime i bowl, i also feel sad sometimes,like...my release has changed,yeah...now is super straight, =(,my spare ball can even be a back-up...i just duno whats wrong with me man...i need to know the answer!!! =(!!!

nevermind,i must have faith

FAITH--> faith is believing in the things which u do not see, but instead,u trust...yeah trust is the word....

i trust in the lord XD,

and who knows....i hope that the dreams i hope for in life will come true one day...=)

2008-08-21T21:53:00.003+08:00

Yay! i;ve finally convinced myself to blog,haha after a long long time....must admit that i'm kinda lazy to log into blogger haha!! XD.. okay,finally common tests are over...well i hope, but i guess...i expect more test to be popping by soon,haha i mean after all...sec 3 isnt a slack life anymore...=(....its full speed ahead to O levels...T_T.... only God knows whether i can achieve my goals after O levels for next year...xD must have faith!!! =)

Time flies seh!! olympics gonna finish already, so sad leh..TV keep advertising the closing ceremony...makes me feel sad haha,cause its 1 in a 4 yrs thing..=(..then have to wait so long before the next one comes along in 2010...XD..

gee...haha all random stuff,but just feel like blogging it out after a long time though..xD

TODAY--> had training and came back kinda late..=(...kinda tired... and it has really been a long day for me,TGIF tml!!! XD Actually,i've been considering for quite a while on whether to join uncle billy for personal coaching,cause i hope that probably he can help me to improve on my speed and all the little mistakes i have...like drifting,release...how to create more rev etc...but unfortunately, my mum says cannot,cause like abit too ex lah haha, and have to pay all at one go,so yeah...abit heartpain...

told uncle billy today,then he was also saying that he agrees that his training is abit expensive,yeah,apologised and he said nevermind...haha...lol!! & he also said to make full use of the school training hours,have to change my stepping and all...now thinking about it...i seriously have a long long way more to go....& must train till i get everything right!! XD

But as i think ahead,its...almost impossible for me to get into NY...cause at the rate i'm going... its really really hard to picture myself...there? NY? haha....u know hahaha...that kind of feeling...like...err...val? NY??? errr.......... really ah? haha,yeah yeah....that kind of feeling...it feels weird...i everything also dun really have...although some ppl say my speed has slightly improved...but i still think it isnt enough, and i guess selections are very near soon...after the EOYS...so fast... sigh............... =(

thats why i keep saying i really need a miracle somewhere,gotta train hard...but exams are coming!! ah!! GRRR....so sad!!! =(..how to train....school training is gonna stop next week...=(... no training=no bowling which means my "training" will only be reduced to once a week.....it seriously isnt enough! =(, sigh.....

guess i need to pray hard and work hard...must have faith!! cant doubt God!! XD, and hopefully someday, that miracle will come... =)

okay shall blog till here,haha,shall update again some other time =)

2008-08-09T14:01:00.002+08:00

Its been a long time since i've blogged...haha,and many things have happened(good and bad) this past whole week...x)

LAST SATURDAY-->woke up very early in the morning to go back to school for honours day,haha...=),felt really God have blessed me with this award...i got a outstanding performance award for bowling..=),its was kinda scary though...cause i had to go up to stage and get the award from the guest of honour...it was really a formal occasion..=)...a really memoriable experience..and gues what...on stage...i almost forgot to bow...=.=! haha,so embarrasing...but i did anyway...xD

after that...everything was per normal...

SUNDAY--> went to church xD...and after that went back home and study....as per normal..at night, went to downtown east to bowl...xD

-shant blog about the whole week-

FRIDAY--> yesterday,had national day celebrations...and school ended at 11.30am,we had a sec 4 farewell for bowlers only...

after the celebrations,i went down to the canteen to wait for the bowlers to come down...then saw courtney,panya and debra coming down..so walked with them to the canteen,amanda came down not long after...

we left the c div ppl at the canteen cause it was still early,we booked pizza hut at 1pm,so the sec 3s thought it would be a good idea to walk around toa payoh central for a while..so yeah walked around there...saw michelle tang on the way out of school, and she was also walking to the interchange...xD..well many things happened...sad stuff..

went to library and borrowed some books...etc etc...then went to pizza hut...ate,and paid $10 xD..the rest of the bill was paid by mr yap..haha xD...

then after that i went home...

sigh...actually when i was walking...i was thinking of this...why must we all act just to fit in into our group of friends? why cant we just accept the way we are? each of us are unique in our own ways...u dun judge ppl by their popularity...so what if this person is popular,so u mean that he/she is perfect in every way?

i feel left out,i feel sad...i try to fit in but i cant..i just cant
i just duno what to do anymore

praise the lord...

i'm gonna blog till here...

2008-07-28T15:02:00.002+08:00

XD..back to blogging^^

Today was kinda slack day for me...=), as today is monday!

Now for the bad news...today i had literature test right after HHF...and it was on the unseen poetry...=(..looking at my answer...i know like..i'm gonna struggle to pass..just to pass,is it that hard just to pass lit? my answer was way short! 2 questions and only 1 and a half pages of answer long..=(..

after that, it really kinda ruined my mood for the whole day already...arhgg...i thought of the answer for too long..=(....didnt want to!!! cause i couldnt think of the right words to describe my feelings! sigh...seriously is it so hard to pass lit? been failing for so long! must pass in my EOYs....yesyesyesyesyesyesyes!!! i just dislike the feeling of knowing that u r gonna fail,it just gives u a sense of hopelessness.......yeah i know...failure is good,but i guess i'm experiencing too much of it...its time i do something about my studies...

had Amaths after that..learn to plot trigo graphs! somehow forgot how to plot cos 1/2 x...T_T...gotta go back and revise...

Recess was as usual...

Had CME! but no teacher came in,so we had 2 free periods...wanted to go back to class and get my amaths bk to do my assignment..but couldnt cause there was a lesson going on in my class..=(...rude to interrupt hehheh...

after CME,went back to class for history!.....sadly mrs yousuff didnt come today,so had another 2 free periods...and there wasnt any teacher in class too,so i continued with my assignment...but eventually slept at shanice's table...cause my table was crowded..=(..here comes the funny part...

fell asleep cause i didnt knw how to plot the graph...so when i slept...i think i was dreaming about that graph...cause i woke up..and i'm like huh? how to plot that graph? haha...zzz...lame though...

School was over and i walked home with Jade and Michelle...=)..after for quite some time...

yeah thats all,shall blog till here...=(

2008-07-27T00:33:00.002+08:00

back to blogging...haha lol, just came back from bowling...but before i go onto that...gonna blog about today...

TODAY--> Woke up super super late...1.30pm!!!... but i woke up twice this morning, once at 7 and the other at 8.40am...i looked at my clock and i thought to myself...wait...isnt today saturday?? haha,blur me...

so woke up...just nice for lunch.....=.=...but i dun always wake up this late..its rare..^^.. yep, and so started the day with lunch and after went on to do my work.. my literature test is on monday!! i really had to study now,next year O levels...T_T...i just wanna get into SAJC!!! i duno why i'm like obsessed with SAJC, but i really really really wanna get there!! =).. i need my motivation!

Recently,i have a song that is stuck in my head...VERY NICE!!! haha,its from hillsong.. =).. its really nice, haha its like, whenever i hear it, i just feel happy,dont ask me why,but is just...happy,even how sad everything is,i just feel happy...haha,xD..looks like i'm gonna change my blog song...=)

When i was doing my work, my mum came to talk to me, cause i was complaining to her how hard literature was,cause its like, i keep failing & failing,and its really sickening, really! i just cant take it,cause i feel really sad each time i fail anything =(..and somemore this is pure literature,its hard..so she said something that really made sense, haha,erm she said,u think the teachers want u to write so much? (cause i was complaining to her i had to write 5-6 pages answer for my test)...yeah,i so agree with her, and she said,must make sure u fully make use of your free time,like when u r travelling,dun sleep or what,like try to read your study notes and remember something,even if u cant remember...but at least u tried...

it gave me some motivation...and she also said.. if u die die die die want to get into SAJC, so i'll have to work hard now...and start now, no slacking anymore,EOY's are coming..=(...i'm scared and sad...

After that, My sis,mum and me went off to the fullerton hotel,cause she had a dinner there,so yeah, followed her all the way there, and after that,my mum and i walked to raffles place to eat jap food...spent $50.95..=x, but before that,on the way there,we saw the rehearsals for the NDP!! the air show was really nice!!! haha the fighter planes went 360 degrees upside down! really nice with the smoke behind...xD...sigh..if only i can go for the actual day..=(..anyway,at the restaurant...it was very expensive,but its okay,once in a while u see..=) but the food there is shiok! =),so we queued for around 15 mins to get inside...cause the queue was super long...

after eating,we went to J.CO to buy doughnuts! =),really nice! haha bought 6 pieces,xD... gonna get fat! =x...after buying,went to walk around,but in the end,decided to take mrt to tampines,but instead we dropped at simei,cause it was faster to safra..haha..xD..just a bus direct there..yeah saw nicholas and uncle allan there...xD..bowling...

used that session to practice my speed...it was super slow...changed my WHOLE timing..really changed this time...i push away on my second step..now...and it seems faster...but duno whether is it...yeah and today i really trained..as in really pia speed! i cant stand slow ball speed anymore...my pin always no impact..and when i "changed" my timing, i ball also more "rev" as compared to before and speed also faster,now what i gotta do is to practice that timing!! i only left 5 months to get everything in order!! after speed is drifting liao...my drift problem...sighh...i can drift as much as 7 boards!! my hand is like going everywhere, and i'm controlling it,thats why i can spare..T_T...shouldnt be this way,shld just let it go naturally...must try to relax my arm...AH! so many things to remember and so little time!..

secondary sch league is just next week!! haha, but adly i cant bowl next week! =(..but nevermind...still got 5 more weeks! =D..

Went back home after 5 games,and here i am..blogging...xD...lol...

yeah thats all...xD...shall stop here...

2008-07-25T22:23:00.002+08:00

haha yay,guess what this is my 101 posts....lol..xD...okay its too random...

well well,recently,been quite slack...cause of our saving gaia project,and finally is over! =),our hard work time and efforts...finally paid off...i`m just glad..=)..

Recently been feeling quite sad too,cause i've haven't been bowling =(..its like, there something missing...an empty feeling, its just hard to describe.. tues i couldnt go for training cause of my sister's graduation...=)..

talking about my sister's graduation--> yeah she went for her convocation on tuesday..haha,yay she's a graduate...gonna work soon,its like so fast...=(...when she goes to work...she wont be able to tutor me anymore...sigh...meaning i'll have to wrk hard on my own..yepp! next year O levels..=)..no its =(...i wanna go to SAJC!!! ahh!! i'm crazy over that school man! haha...hope to DSA in...=).. but long way more,so now my task is to study hard.. =)

As for ytd(thurs)--> couldnt make it for training cause our saving gaia IP project..the hong kong students from yingwa girls school came to our school, had all our presentation,was super nervous,cause its like 90+ ppl were looking at u,and 180 eyes staring at u...any mistake would be easy to spot.. haha,ms champion could tell that i was nervous,yeah,made it too obvious..=(...its was so embarrasing to speak inside the microphone..heehee,but gd exp...at least i get to exp what its like to stand infront of a crowd and speak..=DDD...

Secondary school league is starting soon! =),i'm happy yay! haha,at least saturday get to bowl,this coming tuesday training is cancelled due to the lanes...there wont be any lanes...-.-....zzz..didnt manage to book lanes...other places also dun have...sigh...gotta wait to thursday..=(...

lost the feel for bowling already...really...=(...probably thats the reason why i'm feeling very down, but Thank God is Friday! =)..YES i can bowl tml!!! ^^..

Guess thats all i have to blog! =)..

~~~~i shant be emo anymore~~~~ =)

2008-07-19T00:35:00.003+08:00

I had the motivation to blog so yeah,here i am...was thinking to myself that blogs are a good thing cause it lets u express yourself...ppl like me use this to be emo.....

time already flies so fast...now already july..T_T...getting nearer and nearer to the end of year exams..AHH i cant stand it...i wish i had a computer in my brain...just save everything into a folder...then exam time just open it and take it out...T.T...GAHHH...alot of things to remember!!! =(...

As for bowling...really slackening up already...i mean...no more trainings anymore...but now c div is already over...and yeah its gonna resume..till now..i havent even trained on my speed...it was a goal going on for 2 years plus already..ever since CBA...when Alvin told me my speed was slow..then i could still remember i said..okay...by the end of this year...i`d better increase my speed....make sure that its fast enough...but then it dragged on to c div last year...then i said..okay...by next year b div(2008)...i dun care i`m gonna increase it no matter what...but come this year b div...its still so slow...i keep procastinating...Tried a variety of ways to do it....like changing my timing and higher my backswing or follow through fast...but it still ended up the same speed...gees....frsutrating....... lets hope that by the end of this year...my speed will somewhat increase before milo..otherwise...i duno how i`m gonna play on those dry lanes...i just cant imagine where my ball is gonna start hooking and how its gonna hook....

Recently been contemplating..about the topic on friends...i just wanna blog this out...cause i cant keep it in the inside of me anymore.... let me start by(i`m not gonna tell who or what i`m talking about): i`m trying to socialise...i mean like..TRY to talk about stuff they know...but i just cant...my topic always end up in the drain...then they just go on talking about ppl...ppl that i dun know...i dun blame them or what,but i just feel so out sometimes...

in their eyes i will always be someone new....like a clique of their own together...i`m being left out...i mean...i feel so small when i`m around with them...i`m saying not all are like this but then...i just feel so out..probably words cant really express what i`m trying to say,or even if u read this,its much more pain...God knows me...he knows my pain,and only he can heal them

and i remembered...i was so desperate just to come here,i was so happy when i got it...i told the Lord i would face the consequences,i knew that this kind of thing would like somehow happen, cause i`m new...even how much i want to say hi, i`m just afraid u`ll just diao me,when ppl diao u, u just feel like,very embarrased...arhgg,yes that feeling...it sucks...so since its like this,i`ll join the others,i`ll join ppl whom i feel happy with,

just pray about this,and i hope the pain will soon be gone.

i think that i should feel happy and blessed...i mean,it could have been worst,shall stop emoing and start counting my blessings,=).....

sry Lord for emoing..T.T,but i`m just sad...

guess thats all i wanna say, =)i know actually there`s many more stuff to blog about...yeah but i`ll probably them some other time...

SOMETHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO:SUNDAY!!! 10 GAMES SERIES WEEEEE!!!!!!!!
SECONDARY SCHOOL LEAGUE YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NOVICE BOWLING CHALLENGE!!
AIA OPEN WHOOHOO!!!!
AND OF COURSE WHO CAN FORGET THE LONG AWAITED
MILO INTERNATIONAL OPEN 2008

2008-07-16T21:51:00.002+08:00

THIS is my 99th post ^^..xD haha tml is the last day of c div...quartet and i get to leave school during my recess! gonna miss Amaths and english lessons!!.....and Amaths we r gonna have a test tml!!!......sigh...english....practicing comprehension...i really need that practice.....my comprehension skills are like junk...and i almost failed my MYs because of that..
=(...mrs tutty`s practice is helping me to understand how to do comprehension better..it really helps..xD..

i havent been bowling for a week now...feels really weird..but when i start bowling..my thumb hole becomes too big...T_T...then have to add tape otherwise i`m gonna drop..=(...weeks have past..and till now..i`ve not increased my speed...i always get frustrated with it..=(..i really duno when my speed will actually go up to 2.4 secs...T_T...it always remain at 3s...=(..

hmmm.....having a funbowl on sunday at mt faber!! =)...and its gonna be a 10 game series.....need to train on my stamina..x)...

guess thats all for now..x)..gonna slp soon...=)..AND YES I`VE FINALLY UPDATED AFTER DAYS AND WEEKS OF PROCRASTINATION!!!! HAHAHA!!! YES!!! =)

byebye! =)

2008-07-04T21:30:00.002+08:00

YAY! i`m gonna revive this blog,=)..woah its been like 2 plus months since i last posted my entry..hahaha...=)..actually i`ve got ALOT to blog for the whole 2 months...really ALOT!! like NATIONAL AGE GRP! but nevermind i shall just like summarise the whole competition..

UNDER 17...wasted...=(..till now i feel quite disappointed..almost qualified for the masters..i was in..and got kicked out...=/...sad...didnt bowl well..the feeling sucked...like eating bitter medicine...=(..but its a valuable experience

UNDER 22...if i could cut and paste my overall into my U17...i would have qualifed..so near yet is like miles far far away...=(..but overall,i did have fun! with team VANA! haha.. alicia,abigail & nicolette x) u guys are the best seniors i ever had! =) xD

C div is coming! its good for the c div ppl and not so gd for us B div...=(..guess we might not be able to go down and watch them bowl...have to stay in school for lessons...cant skip anymore...my results are experiencing a downhill...and if it goes down any further..i wont imagine the consequences... =(...cant watch the c div bowl...sigh...

sigh sigh sigh...this month is polling month..x) as in where the sch is gonna pick like those counsellors and student leaders...=)...i was hoping to get selected...but sigh...disappointment again...probably i`m just not meant to be a leader...sigh...........no leadership quality..=(..

hais..i feel super lousy now..my MY results were drastically horrible..i need to buck up on my studies..=(..as for bowling..havent bowled since sunday....and there isnt gonna be any more training till after c div! T_T...thats quite a long way more..=( i feel very hopeless in my ball speed...i duno why...its like no matter how hard i try to change my timing...the ball speed either stagnant..or it goes SLOWER!! T_T... i just duno what is happening....follow through fast also its still slow..but my spare ball looks faster...and its heavier than my first ball...=.=....what on earth is happening.......................................................

SIGH!!!!

i shall stop here...x)

2008-05-19T01:27:00.002+08:00

FINALLY i`m updating my blog,well actually,i really duno where to start...lets see...

SATURDAY-->nothing much happen,just went bowling at night at safra tampines with apple,haha while nicholas is away in army camp...=.=...went to changi airport terminal 3 to check out the place,its really big and spacious..very nice too,with so many shops there,but very little people,except all tourists la..haha lol...just ate my lunch & dinner there...thats all...

TODAY(sunday)-->went to church in the morning,and went to ignyte service...(:,found the sermon quite interesting today,its about,responding to the call Jesus called us to do..yeapp..xD..then after service,went to meet my uncle and my cousins,Debbie & Russell..heehee..xD they are so cute,well although one is pri 4 and the other pri 3...my uncle sent us home and we shared twisties in the car...=.=....

after having lunch at home,went off to mt faber for my practice session for spore open there..yeap,my mum and i were going to meet apple and her mum at tiong bahru..haha,met them at around 6.30pm...yeap,we were on time..haha yay...=.=..then took 195 to mt faber...

got on the bus and oh my gosh,it was packed like sardines,plus my bowling bag,and i was carrying 3 bowling balls! -faints-..had to squeeze here and there,and i probably got some passangers irritated with me,cause i move my bag super slow...=.=...lol..but managed to squeeze through and apple too..heehee..

Reached mt faber and apple and i saw the some strike academy ppl there,like erm,uncle Don,Shaun,Uncle Billy etc..haha,felt very paisei...i also duno why...then ahhh uncle billy came and pinch my cheeks...OUCH! very painful...haha,

Then we placed our bags with Yuda`s friend there at mt faber,and rush off to have our dinner opposite..and to my surprise...we also saw all the strike academy ppl there! haha,so coincidental..

After we ate,we went back to the bowling alley...then Yuda was already there,bowling already...so we faster open up a lane and start our practice session

today,i thought of training my release and speed,well i mean like try try only,put on my guard and took it off,repeatedly,seriously,my guard is a big prob,its like,sometimes can use very nicely but sometimes cannot,=(..which can be really frustrating sometimes,i mean like,u put in tape and take it out...i cant afford that time during tournament sia...and i need my thumb to expand first,which is gonna require my practice time,oh my gosh...how to find my line?? =(

okay here comes the funny part..Yuda asked me,why u never your guard to bowl,and i said,cause i need my thumb to expand first...and he told my mum,spore open,no time to expand right? go take hammer and whack my thumb...=.=!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so pain la,no need to bowl already....=.=...

during our games,we joked and joked...=.=....all crappy stuff de..haha so lame...but had alot of fun...it got quite frustrating when i couldnt take my spares,my ball inserts are different from one another,so the feeling is a whole world of difference,i really cant stand it,i need to get my inserts done ASAP...its of course,better to get it done before spore open starts,or at least before i start playing..

bowled & bowled..and the worst thing is that i`m bowling without guard! i couldnt take the uncomfort...so i took it out and bowled...=(..i had no choice,otherwise i might have some blisters on my hand,and spore open is already next week! so yeah i didnt take any risk...

during the last game,we bet supper,doubles lorr,me and apple one team,then yuda and his friend another team,we negotiated 35 pin handicap,but yunping and i still couldnt win sia..T_T...and supper was at stake! =.=.....played a total of 7 games..and really had lots of fun and at the same time,it gives me a clearer mind of what to improve on..well i mean,how to improve

then went off to newton circus for supper! (:...yuda`s friend said he duno how to go there,so he followed yuda`s car...then halfway,yuda wanted to turn into boon lay! hahahhahahahahaha....seriosuly,really funny..everyone in my dad`s car burst into laughter..haha!!

reached there,and we ordered lots of food...xD,like duck noodles and some satay..ate quite alot...well its quite alot to me,as eating so late at night can get fat...and because this supper was supposed to be my "treat" and apple`s too...all the guests who were eating felt guilty..heehee...so poor thing..my pocket $, SOB! haha jkjk...

Joked & joked non stop,really super lame jokes,and i guess i picked up a few pointers or so...to help me in tournaments...haha...xDD,really very funny =.=....

then sent Yunping and her mum home...XD...then ta da! i`m back home... xD

thats all....had a fun but tiring day today...(:,i pray that God will guide me for singapore open,making a memoriable experience for me to learn from,having fun and at the same time learn valuable experiences which money cant buy...(:

2008-05-16T22:50:00.002+08:00

Hmm,i shall start off on a happy mood now...(: its FREEDOM,i mean finally the exams are over... (:,something to be contented about,but is it really freedom? of course not,results so bad,hols would be slogging....yeap,slog bowling + studies...arhgg,i have bad time management...

YESTERDAY-->went through exams papers and stuff,finally passed my AMATHS! haha,i`m really happy,and i passed my history,yay! (:...but still not happy about the marks,=(...i still have to work harder...sighh...but the thing is...

TRAINING RESUMED YESTERDAY! haha,finally the long awaited school training isnt it? (:,went to erm CSC tessasohn(erm,yeah wrong sp)...it was my first time there though,haha,we went there with the tennis girls because they wanted to shoot a corporate video,its like promoting the school or something,then they took a video of us bowling! ARH!! so distracting! its like,when you get to your starting position,then they flim u,and when u go...the camera man follows u! AHHH,so scary...then when i came back,i kept laughing...=.=....for no reason...cause i cant stand the...erm....distraction...=.=...lol? ahh.....must learn to control my laughter....cannot laugh so easily...=.=...must be serious....

yeah then,my TOC mr yap told us about the activities coming up & all..like NAG! haha (:...seriosuly cant wait....xDDD,but firstly...spore open is first...haha,CANT WAIT! (: really must practice hard...(:...oh yes,my ball speed,hmmm i`m seriously frustrated about it....i mean so long...cant even increase...even if the speed increase..its still not enough...=(...sighh...

today,had IJ fiesta..quite fun....got food and games & all...really interesting....something bad happened...and its all my fault...i dun wanna talk about it

yeap thats all....kinda emo posts...but...thats just how i feel now...=(....Lord please help me...=(

2008-05-07T22:44:00.002+08:00

BACK TO POSTING,haha reviving my blog,^^,well its been seriously an intensive 3 weeks of exams for me,and finally,on friday its down to my last paper...T_T...which is Amaths...T_T....and after that......AHHH ITS FREEDOM! haha,xDD,guess the mugging period is over,and its back to chionging bowling again,XD,yeapp....SINGAPORE OPEN,NATIONAL AGE GROUP....-faints-

okay okay,maybe i shldnt be updating..haha should be studying,but still i feel like updating...lol? yeahh haha,xD,recently,i like got nothing to update,well except for my lit paper,it was erm,quite difficult,haha,cause i hope i didnt write out of point,and give any wrong info...=(...my heart felt so heavy when i walked home today...it was like,a very unsure feeling on whether i can make it pass the passing mark...arrggg...its over,and i dont think i should dwell on it right? cause it might affect my Amaths paper? T_T....sometimes,the desire to do well,can affect in a more negative way,and its like,very disappointing too...=(...

oh yes,and recently....i feel like a coconut tree...why?(yeah haha i know i`m so random)...cause dione...=.=....keeps hugging me like a koala bear....hmmm,haha very scary...T_T....xDD

haha thats all i have to blog about..T_T,shall post some other time after my exam (:

2008-05-04T19:20:00.003+08:00

THANK YOU LORD FOR MAKING MY DAY!!! HAHAHA!!! AND TODAY WAS FUN FUN FUN!!! (: haha o.o this is my 94th post btw....=DDD....

hahah i`m super happy today..xDDD,okay i shall blog out all the stuff that happened today (:...

Went to church yesterday so i didnt go today,as i`ve got a funbowl by Aranda Country Club at Downtown East`s newest bowling alley..xDD,it was a team of 4 and it consisted of yunping,yuda,yong shearn and me! haha all the names start with the letter Y....i feel so out..T_T,mine`s a V...T_T...haha just joking...

Woke up quite early today,i woke up at 8am plus? haha i guess,then got ready to go to Downtown East...=)...when i reached there,woah,i was like so shocked to see like they revamped the whole place,its like so nice now..xDD,truely an entertainment centre sia haha..XD,on the way down to the bowling alley,i met yuda! hahaha!! so long never see him ler,hmmm ever since milo...his hair isnt spiked up,aha,so funny,XD...cause he say too long to spike =.=!...

then went to the bowling alley,woah,really very nice,looks like a spaceship or something like that at the entrance...it looks like u`re entering a tunnel...but inside is really big,the whole alley is 32 lanes! xDD,haha...its really very nice...

then met yong shearn and yuda called yunping to ask her for our team name so that we could check in and get to our lanes to settle down..and guess what,our team name is team name...so diao right?? yeah haha,& i wanted to change it to team lame....for being so lame for having team name as our team name...haha...=.=!

then yunping reached and we all settled down quickly...before we started...they had some delay,and it delayed for half an hr..we couldnt bowl or start our practice throw..T_T,so i studied...no wait,i read my history notes...then yuda was like haha wallo here also can study arh?haha confirm cannot absorb one...yeah haha i agree...cause i couldnt,well maybe a little...

finally we could start our practice throw,and i only threw 3 shots before they say to stop practicing...=.=...haha,xDD,then when we were about to start...i bowled my first frame and something cropped up again,waited for about 5-10 mins before everything was resolved...xDD,

in the first game...i bowled a really bad game...only 127,practically my whole game was opened,with alot of numbers on it...=(,yunping,yong shearn bowled a 170+ & yuda 265!!! haha so zai right? yeah i feel that he already improved alot...really nice release & rev and speed!! arhh!! I WANT!!! T_T haha i`m gonna work hard after my exams for that (: anyway,during my first game,i was super emo...really emo,its not that i purposely,but i wasnt in the mood for any jokes or any mood to laugh,i was blaming myself for like bowling so badly...=(...really sad then...Thank God yuda covered my scores with his 265,haha thanks man,and thanks to yunping and yong shearn for maintaining,and pulling me up haha (:

The second game i was like kinda pissed,wanted badly to bowl well too,i bowled a 203,xD,was quite satisfied,but i was still sad because i could have gotten higher,if i didnt open 2 frames! T_T,really sad,missed all my pin 10 spares..=(,really sad..then yuda bowled 215 i think woah,its like a 200+ avg!!! T_T,haha,xDD and yong shearn and yunping bowled 17+,then during the game,me and apple caught up on yuda,cause we both didnt see him for a very long time ler,haha,xDD,yeah,and found out that he`s going NS really soon,yeah so fast....haha it was really fun...

then in the middle of the 2nd and the 3rd game,we went to take food!! free!!! only meant for bowlers who are bowling in the funbowl =DDD,really nice food,got alot of stuff to eat,and yeah drinks too....xDDD,then we started off with our 3rd game! (: our final & last one...xDD,and during the game,i was laughing like mad,for duno what reason,thanks to someone who kept making me laugh so much,haha xDDD so fun...

i finally broke my perosnal high game,i got a 248,xD haha Thank God!!! xDDD,i was really happy cause i finally broke my 235 record!! xD,haha so fun!! ^^,Yuda also bowled really really well today,with an average of 230+,yong shearn and yunping did really well too^^,haha,xDD...

At the end,our team won!! haha its like the first time!! i mean yeah,the feeling,and it reminded me,like i prayed to God,saying to him that 2008 has been really somehow a bad year for me,a sad one and the more bad things are outweighing the good things that are happening to me,haha...and well indeed God has answered my prayers,(: Thank you so much for blessing me,i`m really very elated,brimming with joy...haha xDD yuda got the men`s best series and i got the women`s best series,haha!! it was really a surprising thing,haha,xDD,i really had alot of fun today (:

Then after the whole thing,yunping went with nicholas to safra tampines,then yong shearn,me & my mum followed yuda in his car to safra tampines,but we send yong shearn home first as it was really near safra tampines,haha

reached safra tampines and yunping,nicholas & some others played the funbowl there,oh yes and one more thing,i saw vincent! =.=....................playing at the funbowl with me at downtown east there too,haha with felicia teo,erm,and some others,haha xDD,

i tried to study there but couldnt still cause it was too noisy,all the pins dropping and all haha,xDD,it was really fun...xDDD,Thank You Lord for blessing me with such good friends,xDD,i really appreciate it (:...

haha okay i shall blog till here,haha,xDD i`m so happy,but for now,gotta concentrate for my history paper tomorrow...otherwise i`m gonna get spanking..T_T,(: till then..xDD

2008-05-02T22:53:00.002+08:00

back to blog.........5 papers down.....4 more to go....i feel so depressed all of a sudden...my physics paper.....i found out......the answers....i`m devastated.....my heart sank when i saw the answers.....and i was hoping to do well for mid year.....so that i can enjoy my spore open tournament & my national age grp tournament......

i realised...ever since 2008 started....bad things started to outweigh all the good stuff happening to me...and its not like......abit...but rather alot.....i`m sad...i`m angry....i`m depressed....i`m frustrated......my heart is in great despair............i feel so useless....no wait...failure is the mother of success? have to be more positive........

after exams i`m not going out........i dun want to.......must stay home and study......espcially all those subjects i`ve failed..........i dun care...........by the end of this year.........my end year exam......all my marks shall be something satisfying.........then i can enjoy my milo trip........cant wait........i hope.......

Dear Lord,my soul is weary and in despair right now,i need some peace & comfort.....so that i`ll be able to face challenges ahead......i need a restoration in my spirit.......i really do......ever since 2008 started......i just feel that nothing has been going right for me........everything has been like turning upside down.........i cant explain......people whom i know have become the person i dont recognise..........T.T......help me resist temptation to play after the exams.....bowl can but cant play too often............guide me....help me please.......T.T.........Thank You Lord....Amen (:

2008-04-22T22:28:00.002+08:00

I guess that this is going to be my final blog entry before my exams,haha,(:,my english paper is like 2 days away,and i`m nervous,for i do not know for what reason but i`m just nervous,=( recently,problems seems to be multiplying,and i dont even know whether to blog about it(oh and amelia if u r reading this,its not about what you think) (:

Preparations for the mid year exams are really really intensive,its gonna be 30% in my overall,to see whether i can promote next year! haha arh! and i`m recently sick,=(,cough non stop in class....=(,very distracting yeahh..haha

okay gee,come to the "emo" part of this entry,yeah as i was saying problems seems to be like piling up right? i`m happy yet sad at the same time,what a weird feeling,and yes,problems not only here,in bowling too,i can just "predict" whats gonna happen next,i think i`m gonna be a very lonely person,cause everyone`s got their buddies with them and yeah blabla,haha,i mean i dont blame anyone,or maybe i`m just being sensitive? yeah,with my crazy self and all gets ppl irritated with me...maybe i`m being unsocialble with everyone around me....sorry i` just quiet..

i shouldnt be thinking of all these problems now,exams first then the problems solving comes later,means i gotta bear with it for 2 weeks before i can sought out my thoughts,yahh 2 whole weeks,T_T....GOD PLEASE HELP ME!!!! T_T i hate this feeling...too much politics involved...

i think i`m ending my entry here,shall blog after the exams are done(:

2008-04-18T22:43:00.002+08:00

yay,its friday again,so fast,haha,and like the mid year exams are 6 days away,=(,i`m scared,well yeah,=(...

havent been bowling recently,its been a week since i touched by bowling ball,i feel like there`s rust growing sia,haha,i mean,1 week dun touch bowling,=(,whats worst is that,my release is super scary now,with the guard on somemore,i`m in the midst of changing probably everything,i mean,speed + my release,and now everything is like horrible,my oil track is over my thumbhole,really,and it can cross the span of the fingers =(,cross the span! i duno what i`m bowling either,i tried to stay behind the ball longer,but it turned out to be worst,=(,worst its okay,but my speed,i think its just the same,never increase,then now my accuracy sucks,my release is afecting everything! when i thought is supposed to be better? =(,i really wanna get to the bottom of this,but cant,exams....

ARHH!! been mugging recently too,alot! have alot to remember! and i`m extremely worried,especially on Amaths and LIT! and of cause Emaths and sci and bla bla,okay its probably everything! =(,Amaths,haiis,i dun even know whether i can pass,so many stuff,i duno how to do,i dun have that feeling of preparedness in me,like,erm,i always have to hope that they wont come out difficult questions,=(,i`m so sad,=(,everything seems to be a downhill,both bowling and studies...

T.T,oh lord please help me overcome this,T_T,B div was already ARH! wasted...opps why am i talking about that? T_T,

blog till here,T_T,continue some other time

2008-04-15T23:02:00.002+08:00

okay back to blogging,mid years is just 8 days away,so near,yeah,i could still remember last year,yeah so anyway,today i had the routine lifestyle again,haha lessons etc,nothing much happen today except

during recess,went down to the canteen to eat,haha,as usual sat with faith,yun chieh,mich tang,amelia,kah yee and janice,yeah so mich tang told me something,about someone whom i consider close to me,but i`m not sure about she`s still close now,and i wont reveal who is that person,but she told me that she made fun of someone and that someone is i mean who is another friend,considered quite good friend la,haha,arhgg,so hard to explain,

so when i heard about it,cuase mich saw it with her own eyes,i was like feeling super uneasy,i mean like,i find it so hard to believe,i mean,is she really changing willingly? or is it like,just for show? ARHHHH i cant take it anymore man,i feel frustrated,no wait,sad,or frustrated,arhh,but all i knwo is that my feelings revolves around these 2,sad and frustrated at the same time,=(,i just dont know who to trust anymore,haha know the person`s face,but duno his/her heart, but i just find it hard to accept the fact,i mean,the situation,its like so unbelieveable,so now like,should i still mix with that person who i was once close with? like to give her a chance to change? or like to really see her true colours?or probably i`ve already seen it without knowing,what i know is that,i`ll be with her for quite some time,haha,doing the same kind of activity,haiis,

=(,today,a thought also struck my mind,and that is,does it really pay to be tolerant towards other people`s attitude? i was like thinking,to be tolerant,its like not easy,and when that person makes an unnecessary statement,i can just blow up anytime,like a volcano errupting soon,but what if that person`s feelings are hurt,AHH,i mean no one likes to get angry,but sometimes i just cant stand it,must errupt,but must be tolerant at the same time?

okay thats all i gotta post for now,haha,gotta slp =(,shall blog again some other time

2008-04-13T20:03:00.002+08:00

YES! BACK TO UPDATE! haha,okay i`m being random,yeah so anyway,today was kinda fun,went to church in the morning,had breakfast before we went off for service,yeah,the preaching of the word today was kinda powerful,haha in fact its a powerful sermon,yeah it talks about christians,making church going a routine in their life,not because they want to go willingly but just that its a routine,every sunday going to church is a must haha,something like that...hmmm...

after that my uncle,debbie(my cousin) my sister and my mum and my grandmother went to huns to have some snacks,haha,observed that not many ppl ate there today,maybe cause its like examination period and everyone has to go back home to study,haiis,so sad...=(,after eating,my uncle gave my grandmother a lift back home..then gave us a lift home..xD

had our lunch and then my mum and i decided to drop by safra tampines to watch yunping and nic play the funbowl,xD haha but ended up yunping didnt play cause her hand was injured,wrapped with bandage,like so badly injured like that,very exaggerated sia,haha,

took 21 to safra tampines,yeah many people were at the bowling alley playing the funbowl,haha,i also didnt play cause i had muscle aches due to my NAPFA test..T_T,so went there and saw yunping, haojie, nicholas and many many others haha,saw yunping`s mum playing darts,and she got a free dart set(consist of 3 darts)!! haha,i was so excited and decided to play,its a rating test and she got it for free,but gotta pay $6 first to take this rating test,so in order to get those free set of darts,gotta play above 400 in 8 rounds,haha,i got a 413,xD,then in order to get a free box,gotta break the 413 record..T_T,but i couldnt,haha it seems easy,but it is actually very difficult..T_T,but it was really fun,haha play and play,brought my chemistry notes to read there,xD,but actually i didnt really read so yeah haha,xD

after that,we went straight home for dinner. my sister is going hong kong during june!! T_T with her friends...by then she already graduated already! haha,oh my gosh time flies so fast,haha,T_T,she`s gonna graduate!!! then she`ll start working haha,and yay! i can go bargain with her for new bowling equiments,bowling ball,bag,shoes,probably everything!!! ohh yeahh,i want a new polyester then i can start asking from her...and hope that when she comes back from hong kong,she`ll buy me back lots and lots of stuff there,haha,xD yeah and the best part is,her schooling life will stop after 2 weeks,then her sch life is out...o.o...

exams are coming super quickly..T_T,means mug mug mug...so sad,but after the exams,is bowling bowling bowling,haha,there are so many competitions coming up ahead,which is really fun,i`m really gonna work had on my ball rev and speed,apparently now my spare ball oil track is super scary,the oil is like crossing between the span,meaning in between the thumb and the 2 fingers, i was telling myself,how on earth did that happen,last time so nice,the oil track was WAYYYYY away from the thumb,but ever since i wore the guard,everything started to go haywire,=(,gotta wear guard throughout singapore open,PBC selections are on 3rd may,in the middle of my mid years,my mum allow me to go,but i have to plan my study time myself,and i`d better,i really dun wanna fail any subjects...

SATURDAY-->woke up at like 6.30am and had to report at NYJC,did my napfa 2.4km test,i clocked a timing of 13.55,didnt reach my target of going below 12 min though,i didnt run fast enough i supposed,=(,but even though i run fast,i cant get gold anymore,thanks to my sit and reach la...arhhh!!! my second time complaining about that item...haha,nevermind forget it,i shall try again next year, (:

then we went back to toa payoh by taking a 105 bus,then the bus was like packed and filled to the brim with people,then new passangers wanted to come up also cant,cause it was too full haha,many of them gave that pissed look,yeah probably,i mean who expected that the bus would be so full on a saturday morning,haha,so funny,me michelle tang,jade and yunchieh went to macs to eat our breakfast,haha,its been a long time since i had a macdonals breakfast,so i ate the big breakfast,so nice...=.=...yummy...xDDD then we went out to watch the fei chang superband( channel U show) auditions,many of them got in haha,but it was quite interesting...

then i went home to complete my work,alot of revision to do especially maths,do and do,then had sushi for dinner,just 4 pieces of sushi,went down to ichiban sushi to buy and i saw shanice! haha,outside the restaurant waiting for her turn to go in,yeapp...thats all for my saturday... (:

shall blog again soon..XD

2008-04-11T23:36:00.002+08:00

haha,was thinking whether to blog again or not,i think i`m practically updaing everyday! haha,yes yes,tml is my PFT 2.4km run! =(,gotta go to NYJC in the morning,aiya,there goes my dream of getting gold for PFT,thanks to sit and reach,ARHGG,frustrated...over frustrated...

TODAY-->was really a normal day(as u can see my life is a routine),had lessons bla bla,13 more days to my mid year exams,and i dont think i`m one bit ready for the papers,i cant imagine,if mid year exams i`m so stressed,what about my o levels next year? =(,siann sia...

since preparations for the mid year was expected to be intensive,i stopped myself from bowling,haha,no more sch training,and i havent touched my bowling ball for almost a week already,i hope tml can go bowl,just for fun,as for my speed,arhg,no choice but to start training after the mid years,=(..i`m so sad,i just cant wait for the june holidays to come,and cant wait for the sch training to resume again,haha!

today i got the edusave form for my bowling fees(sch training),yeah and its $500 for this year,i guess its considered quite cheap already,but i got a shock,haha,cause like $150 increase from last year,haha,i thought it would only increase by $50??

today morning i met yijing outside her class,haha goofy junior! met chesna too! (another goofy junior) haha,yeah,and yijing passed me an international friendship day letter,haha,thanks yijing! and also sry to her that i didnt like write anything,haha,felt bad, =/...

okay recently,i duno why i always feel so down,like always so sad la,is it probably i`m super worried about my mid years,or is it due to bowling,like i cant really get speed,i duno what i`m worried about,here and there,problems start to pop out,people around me start to change,or is it probably me? i`m probably being too sensitive,

all i can do is just to tolerate right,oh yes and pray,pray for everything to be smooth,and a problem free life,(although its kinda impossible) haha,there is bound to be some ups and downs =(,i`m experiencing a downturn, OH GOD PLEASE HELP ME!!! T_T i dont want all these bad things to happen....i just wanna be happy, =(...

okiie i`d better go and sleep early,haiis,haha,my entry ends here..(:

2008-04-10T22:25:00.003+08:00

Felt like typing ^^ so i started blogging,haha,my reason for blogging today..=.=...i`m so random haha,yeah so anyway,today was quite normal also like any other normal days...hmm

we started off with 1 period of chinese,haha,lao shi went through the new ke wen,yeah and added some words into my chinese vocab book,haha,have to take time to understand them..

then we had chemistry,ms champion went through the past year exam mid year papers,for 2007,haha,=(,but i didnt do,or should i say complete it,haha,spend the whole of ytd doing maths if i`m not wrong,XD,T_T,SA1`s coming...

after that had 2 periods of literature,went to the AVA to watch the movie version of the play "a raisin in the sun",haha quite funny,but the movie is quite old bahhs,cause the setting is in the 1950s,xD,so all like black and white,haha

then we had physics,ms lim came in and thought us a new topic on centre of gravity,and also stability? haha,i think so,all those topics are gonna be tested,T_T,must start to remember all my formulas already,no choice sia,plus maths,ARH! and literature,hmmm,

after recess,had maths class,mrs lee taught us Emaths,trigonometry,except this are the harder questions which we will be expecting for SA1,quite sad right? but its also good in a way haha,cause i get exposure,xD

haiis,since yesterday`s PFT,i`m still having backaches and muscle pains,sadly i cant get gold this year,nor silver,thanks to sit and reach,T_T,i got a E for it,just 1 more cm to get silver,haha to get D,T_T,i cant even smell silver now,=(,this coming saturday is the 2.4km run haha,but super early sia,must wake up so early =(

After school i came back home,was really tired and i started to do my homewrk,haha,cant tahan then went to take a nap..=.=...then goofy junior yijing(haha!) smsed me,saying that she wants me to go to her class tml,hmmmm cause she`s got something to pass to me,so mysterious,haha,naughty her,putting me in such suspense =(,haha (:

Recently also i havent been bowling,i think the last time i touched my bowling ball was on sunday,haha yeah,from sunday till now,sch training stop liao,will resume after the midyears are over,haha,WOOOPEEEE!! cant wait sia,my fingers very itchy to bowl,T_T,but must tolerate,haha,

now currently got nothing to do,just listening to hillsong songs,"from the inside out" haha,very nice,xD, the lyrics very meaningful (:

okayy i shall end here,(: God bless!

2008-04-08T22:10:00.002+08:00

back to blogging,haha,actually there`s not much to blog about today,cause its just the usual stuff,okay shall blog for the sake of blogging?? (:

TODAY-->i was thinking to myself,its been like 2 weeks since i played b div,haha,so fast right? yeah so anyway,had chemistry in the morning,ms champion came in and gave us our surprise quiz test paper back,yeah yeah,failed by a mark on the chapter of the periodic table,T_T,she gave us 2 past year mid year papers for us to practice and to challenge ourselves...haha,up next is Emaths,hmmm we started on trigo,ARHH!!at first got really confused,yeah,and its only the basics,haha,then i`m like so confused,cause i didnt know how to solve for x on one side of the triangle,T_T,but i got it in the end,haha,mrs lee gave us 5 questions to do for assignment,cause she said alot of ppl never do their homework in their exercise book? after that was chinese,xu lao shi taught us a new ke wen,yeah,but was multi tasking,cause i was frustrated on how to find x using the sin,cos and tan,duno which method to use,hmmm,haha,yeah

RECESS!! was dying from hunger,badly,rushed to canteen started buying whatever i felt like eating,eeps,which i shouldnt have done? cant eat too much if not will tend to overeat hmmm,kah yee and janice joined me and michelle for recess,yeah and started to talk about our subjects etc...

after recess was english! haha,had to do my essay planning,about misunderstandings between friends,had no inspiration to write,each time i wrote my intro paragraph,i cancelled it,cause i totally didnt know what to write about! T_T,my mind was blank,totally blank but managed to write out all my planning for my following paragraphs...yay...

after english was CME! haha,watched mean girls the movie,was kinda nice i think,hmmm,bimbotic =X,yeahh,haha

after school,walked out with eunice to the bus stop and waited with her for 59 to come,talked about bowling and stuff,and yeah the ways to increase my ball speed,gotta start pestering uncle billy to help me do that heehee,xD,when i was about to go off i saw celine and we walked to the interchange together,talked about bowling and stuff too,haha,too bowling crazy already,=x,cant wait till the mid year exams are over,before i can have valid temporary freedom?? haha =.=,chiong bowling after exams yay....but first its time to mug mug mug...

okay i shall end till here,(:

2008-04-06T21:26:00.002+08:00

finally its been a long time since i last blogged,haha,oh,it was only 2 weeks ago,haha lol,hmmm,nothing really much to blog about actually,my blog is yeah very dead,dun really have the time to go update everyday too,and arh! i wanna change blogskin!!! (:

gee,ignore that emo post about b div,be emo also for what?come to think of it,i guess i`ve gotten over it already...

i shall start blogging about last monday? okay i shall start: we had sports day on monday exactly last week i guess,yay and guess what blue house won!!! haha yay!! blue house rocks!! haha,xD but too bad i wanted to take part in some events,but didnt,haha,lazy to go for the heats i guess =x,no la actually in fact,i just cant run...=.=...returned home pretty early,well of course earlier than usual..went back n started to mug mug mug...

tuesday-->hmmm nothing much also,just the usual stuff,haha,u can see from here that my life is quite boring,its a complete routine..=.=...didnt have training,due to the sec 2s having their E-learning day,haha,walked to the interchange with michelle tang (:

wednesday-->hmmm,wait,i cant remember what happened on wednesday,haha! =.=.what a lame joke...wait its not even a joke at all...=.=!!! arhggg i`m super random yeah so anyway,

thursday-->finally TODAY we had sch training!! haha YAY! finally! and sadly its the last training,well yeah it will resume only after the mid years cause they want us to study hard,haha T_T,this coming tuesday training is only meant for the c div to prepare for their c division which is upcoming in july,cool sia,haha,yeap,ohh went home with yijing!! haha both of us,from safra yishun all the way home XD,talked practically about everything we can ever talk about?? haha,=.=...then met my mum at interchange,cause she say its gonna rain super heavily,scared my bowling bag get wet,then spoil haha..yeah yeah agree...(:

friday-->also,nothing much happen today,except yeah,mrs lee told us we were having an Amaths test on monday,yeah extra mugging...yeap yeap...and i told my chinese teacher to postpone my chinese SA1 oral to monday,haha clare did that too,she says to get over and done with earlier,then can study more for SA1..agree agree..haha scared sia,i dun wanna fail my chinese,cant afford to anymore....T_T...must go and prepare....haha...

SATURDAY-->YAY! haha,stayed at home for almost half of the day before me and my mum decided to go to mt faber to watch apple bowl...i mean train..haha,i was very tired of staying at home though i had exams...haha yeah,brought all my stuff there to practice for my amaths test on monday,well i did abit...hmmm,my mum and yunping`s mum started to bet on the number of pins left for yunping,gee,i lost 30 cents on that,haha,nic yeah he won probably all of my money,haha..T_T,no wait most of all our money,i guess...then at night went to safra tampines to bowl..cool,very cool apple and nic came down yay!!, i`ve got more company...won a drink from apple and $2 from nic and apple,haha...it was really fun...

TODAY-->went to church in the morning and guess what,i didnt know that it was pastor dowdy`s birthday,uncle timmy came with debbie and russel,i went to adult service too,haha so fun,today`s message was really a powerfu one i thought,it was about the full armour of God,and yeah,the explanation of each armour,which can be found in ephesians 6 yeah of the bible,shld go n read if u free bahhs (:,went to funbowl at safra tamp today,then apple n nic came too,was quite quiet...i mean like not hyper atmosphere as compared to last night,haha,wore my guard to practice,my fingers suffered T_T cause it was so pain...my guard got something wrong i think..erm nono on second thought is me,apple took a video of me bowling,and i realised that even with my guard,my backswing is still so high...and i break my wrist so early....so habitual...T_T...my speed was 2.7 secs,still too slow,but at least its faster than last time?? haha,my oil track for my spare ball is still over my thumbhole,more new problems are surfacing...=.=...haha got $10 for ladies high game,and because of that,my fingertips on my third and fourth finger are so painful now,i cant type directly on the tip,T_T....haiis,haha...yeapp thats all...

okayy i think i`m gonna blog until here,really duno what to say,=(,chinese SA1 oral tml,amaths test tml,midyear exams in 19 days time,20 days to temporary freedom,6 weeks and 4 days to spore open,time certainly flies...

2008-03-27T22:21:00.003+08:00

TODAY marks the end of the B division tournament,didnt bowl well for the whole tournament,i bowled really badly,inside i felt that i could have done wayyyy better than this,it was truely a waste,

after the whole tournament,they announced the top seeded girls 1st to 4th,the pain was like,woahh,alot when i didnt see our school going up to get the prize,alot of ppl were like so sad,i mean,yeah,perhaps many of us knew that we all could have done better,start retraining...

gonna retrain after this,i bowled like shit overall in this B div,of course i`m sad,but i dun want to show it anymore,its over and i must stop dwelling on it,anyway every tournament is really a gd experience,well according to uncle billy,he said that we expected too much of ourselves,when we couldnt deliver,we came down on ourselves,like,became disappointed too early? =(,its really sad,but people be happy,cause it really could have been worst,and also,there are way much more competitions than this,like erm,NAG,milo,and of course most importantly,next year b div right? we want to get back that trophy,so dont lose heart,cause i believe IJ`s legacy is gonna continue...

anyway i shall do my post mortem here starting from,

SINGLES-->i bowled a 158.3 avg,had a 118 game,i expected too much of myself,and didnt concentrate on spares,my strike rate was also low,really low,but its a spare game,didnt get that into my head,kept missing target too,cause i thought it was me,overturning my ball here and there,i didnt have confidence,=(,which caused my downfall,and i fell real badly,

doubles-->slightly better,tried to concentrate harder,it worked a little,but i wasnt consistent,my games were like a roller coaster,up and down,didnt even hit a 170+ game at all,highest was only 181,lowest 140+ at least the gap in between was lowered,or became smaller,but it wasnt,performed an avg of 159.3,

quartet-->erm,this one,seriously nothing to say,i thought of the outcome too many times,and i couldnt get any roll out of my ball,my bad,i was thinking probably about every single thing,and not concentrating on my target,which led me to bowl a 151 avg for quartet,in the end my grand avg for the whole b div was a 156,i seriously felt that i really could have done better than this,maybe i wasnt prepared enough,better start to train again...

whats over is over,whats done cant be undone,gotta accept the fact that we got 5th again for the 3rd consecutive year for b div,i promise i promise!!! NEXT YEAR WILL BE DIFFERENT,i`ll go chiong training,make sure everything is gonna be fine,and yeah,12 more months before the next b div,till then,train train train..............

shall end till here (:

2008-03-20T23:01:00.002+08:00

Back to blogging,not really in a good mood recently,partly due to b div singles,and also my results for CA1,got back my report book,=(,failed Amaths chinese and literature...i cant believe it...i practiced,yet still maybe its not enough...as for b div,haiis,everything is just totally wasted..a 118 game pulled my whole avg down like mad...

YESTERDAY-->i could still remember the night before b div i was super excited,managed to sleep well,then went to school,got my bag and waited in the canteen for the bus to come and pick us up,(:,on the way there i was like praying,that everything would run smoothly,and that i would not finish b div with regrets,but feel that i really did well,during the tounament,i told myself to keep the avg constant,no matter what,as long if u do your best,its fine,then pooped up my 118 game,i was super heartbroken,broke down,cant help it man,it was really pain,cant stop tears...even now when i think of it,i feel very sad,in the end,i bowled a 158.3 avg,came in 33rd position,was really disappointed..at least there another 12 more games to go,Praise God! (:,and also congratz debra! for getting 5th! haha, (:

now is like everything all in a downhill,but novice was something really surprising,haha (:,i`m satisfied with the results,except for masters,=(,wasted again,very heart pain,T_T,i seriosuly am gonna retrain...

gonna blog till here,=(

2008-03-16T01:13:00.003+08:00

HEYYY!!!! back to blogging! march holidays gonna be over liao,so sad,this few weeks have been bowling mad,cause b div is just 3 days away! its like so fast! haha,i keep repeating that statement, but i mean haha,its true!

TODAY-->in the morning,went for novice masters,truely a wasted game,was pissed with myself,but like i was thinking,the more i was pissed with myself for not bowling well,as in,i`m underperforming!!! THATS WORST! my ball speed started to slow down eventually as the 8 games slowly progress,even if i changed ball,i both also still died slowly,splits here and there,my spares!! very bad also,aiya everything about me is bad,yes my bowling,studies and all,gotta buck up....anyway,thanks nic kor for coming down to see me play,and thanks uncle rick for guiding me in my lines (: i`m grateful (:

As for bowling,i have myself to blame for not being able to cope up with the lanes,even if the codition is "difficult" i should at least be able to take spares,but really i`m very disappointed with myself,another part of the reason for bowling badly today is because of my confidence level,i didnt trust my ball neither did i trust my line...=(,i hope i wont repeat the same mistake during b div...

But at least for consolation,i got 2 medals from singles and doubles,its inspiration for me,(: God has really blessed me even though i fared badly for masters,=) i`m contented with what i have,and sad for myself,due to me underperforming,contradicting right?

ARHH!! my homewrk for the march hols! i havent even finished it yet,=(,bowling crazy till i neglected my studies! thats super bad!!! =(,must go chiong tml ler,wed b div,whole day skip sch,well not really,got valid reason haha! for those days i miss sch,gotta catch up those lessons on my own,well sacrifices have to made somehow (: i just place my trust in God,and i believe He will help me (:

okay this is something random,ever since this year started,everyone been`s like changing,friends especially,guess its due to stress? haha,nono or should i say,BGRs,yepp whoops did i just say that? haha,but i just find it kinda weird,like so many ppl have got into BGRs and its like all in the same period of time? nono not referring to anyone in particular,haha..lol..

okay back to bowling stuff,since b div is just 3 days away,there`s nothing much i can do,but just pray,dream and hope to achieve my goals,and pray even more,with God,everything is possible even the impossible (:,ohh yes i`m serious,cause i`ve ever experience it before...=), must pray hard!! haha (:

okayy i shall end my entry here (: i`m feeling really sleepy,bowled 14 games today,8 in the morning,6 at night...haha (: goodnight,and i really hope to blog my stuff out soon again (:

2008-03-06T23:06:00.002+08:00

yay! i finally got the time to update my blog,haha,been so busy recently with work work work,and bowling too,haha, ITS JUST 13 DAYS AWAY!~~ panic*,haha,yeah yeah its b div!!! so fast! i`m already in upper sec,i cant believe time flies so fast!!! =(,could still remember my sec 1 orientation camp and my first day at school,haha xD

nowdays i have alot of homewrk to complete sia,=( oh mann!!! i`m so tired from doing them,so difficult and tedious,so to all u ppl who are sec 1 and 2 this year,treasure your time! haha,its still your honeymoon year,XD enjoy bahhs,XD

oh yeah,the b div schedule,team and everything are out and decided,in team 2 this year xDD together with celine,debra and courtney,guess we`ll have lots of fun together during b div? yeah haha,xD the schedule is also out,we`ll be bowling with the seeded guys squad,T_T,in a way is good also? cause there are only 2 erm girls schs including my sch playing with the seeded guys,means we gotta clash with ACSI, haha, then uncle billy was like,ARH! he gotta run everywhere to guide both schs,=(,wonder why they put it like that this year,=(

okay,i shall update my life,haha,last week was fun,on saturday went to novice bowling challenge @ jurong superbowl,saw everyone i havent seen since MILO! haha xD,like lucas,annabel,meiqi,etc etc...its been so long,and like now annabel has shot up!! arhh!! why is everyone so giant to me? or maybe i`m small to them =( yes i know i`m short...=/....bowled with meiqi,xD she`s my double for novice..=D,i`m so happy..^^went to church after novice..xD,cause sunday morning had women`s doubles @ OCC,then cant go..=/

the next day,SUNDAY! haha,woke up early and headed straight down to OCC,picked yunping n her mum up from their house..xD,reached there,woah saw so many ppl! haha,sss ppl is like everywhere! as well as those NYs too,=) bowled badly..=( i should have learn to trust my line,haha,oh yeah i`m gonna buy a new ball soon though,shld be by this week bahhs,uncle billy says i dun suit brunswick balls,=( only either storm or ebonite..haha but i like brunswick balls,for some reason...maybe its because it sounds nicer? =D

yeah yeah,xD buying a complete NV by ebonite,yep yep,then from there i gotta work on my rev and speed,then the ball impact will be very good...xD,hmmm i guess so...haha,i and courtney have to get the same ball..quite cool sia,haha lol arhh i`m crapping again! =.=.....

hmmmmm,i guess thats about it,i need to slp now..=(,now very tired,finally now we r gonna have trainings on saturdays!! YES!!! xDDDDD THANK GOD!!! =DDDDDDDDDDDDD,haha,sry i`m being lame and hyper...=.=,haha oh yeah and also recently the song "my future decided" by hillsong keeps ringing in my head....the lyrics goes

Verse 1
You hold the future in your hands
You know my dreams and you have a plan
And as you light my way, I'll follow you

Pre-chorus
My eyes on all of the above
My soul secure in all you've done
My minds made up
And you are the only one for me

Chorus
Jesus, savior, in my life you are everything
My future decided, I will praise your name
And I know that I am, I am yours
Yeah, I know that that I am, I am yours

Verse 2
You hold the earth in your command
You are the rock on which I stand
And as I live each day, I'll follow you

Bridge
Unafraid, Unashamed Lord we know who we are
(We are your people and we won't be silent)
Unified hear us cry at the top of our lungs
(You our God and we will not be shaken)

kinda cool sia,haha can go youtube check it out,its a christian song,its quite nice..xD,okay i shall type till here,xD =) good night!

2008-02-25T22:37:00.004+08:00

today was a kinda slack,had lit test today,unseen! haha,but actually it came out from my blue booklet..heehee,its not really literally unseen though,having Amaths,Emaths and chem test this week!! arh!! mug mug mug! Amaths`s getting tougher and tougher,arh!! getting more and more chim la,arhgg,must go practice...Emaths,not easy at all,so big jump from sec 2 maths....T.T....

anyway,sec 3 adventure i attended last week from thurs to sat was kinda fun,did dragon boating,ropes course and many others! haha,it helped me to err...appreciate my comfortable bed more,and not to take all thses for granted,haha! (: yeah, i think i`m a roasted duck now,xD,or roasted chicken,but i wasnt very tan,most of my hands are,due to dragon boating,and i got all wet...T_T,drank lots of seawater,disgusting.....T_T...

3 WEEKS from now will be b div,its gonna start on the 17th march at OCC,ARH! the schedules are out already,so scary,now must chiong bowling,chiong chiong chiong!!
under squad E,seeded guys...weird..

19/3-->singles(6 games)
24/3-->doubles(6 games)
26/3-->team day 1 (3 games)
27/3-->team day 2 (3 games)

**panic! haha,its so fast! time flies too fast,my march holidays!!! yay they`re coming,haha,but cant slack,must mug during that time as well as chiong bowling! oh yeah and i still cant decide on which bowling ball i should buy sia,fury pearl or prime zone?? fury pearl must have ball speed,then the reaction will be very nice,as for prime zone,the ball snaps back in,(of course when the backend is dry) but the thing is,both also need ball speed...T.T....lol...so i guess neither one makes a difference for me,haha,must consult uncle billy again...but he always say till so general,said that,err,any ball also can...=.=....lol...haha,

okay bahhs,i`ve got nothing else to blog about anymore,haha (: shall end here

2008-02-17T01:19:00.003+08:00

yo!! back to blogging again,haha its been a long while since i blogged..(:

CHINESE NEW YEAR!--> haha had a so called reunion dinner last wednesday,my uncles and aunties came from my mother`s side,as well as my cousins! haha! kinda miss them i have to admit,yeahh!! ate steamboat xDD okay before that,had chinese new year celebrations in school,had mass in the morning followed by the concert,quite cool,but i find that this year is abit plain haha,i mean the concert (: but its still enjoyable,then went to MOS burger at Toa payoh hub to eat with mich tang,jade,yun chieh amelia and janice,haha,gobbled down 6 ichigo bliss..^^ superrr nice,then went to ichban to buy some sushi home,quite ex though..=/... in the afternoon i slept a while then i followed my mum to shop n save to buy abalone,wees!~ so long never eat,woahh!! miss the taste so much haha,quite ex though...at night when everyone came,woahh had a variety of food,and i ate alot of stuff....=.=,fishball,meatball,prawnball,crabstick,abalone,beef,chicken,arhh!! so yummy! haha! xDD yeahh,

okay i shant blog about what happened in detail,haha except this year to me its like kinda toned down CNY,cause went to my dad`s sister side which is also my aunt`s house with my grandmother there,then like all my relatives all go off ler,cause we went so late,sob,nevermind la,can see them again next year,haha,this year angbao also quite alot,its okay la i`m happy,cause angbaos are a bonus,and after all its the thought that counts (:,i`m contented

on thursday was valentine`s day,haha received alot of gifts from people,felt kinda guilty cause i like never give anything much...superrr paisei..=(,only gave to the bowlers..=x...thanks for the gifts i received,the chocolates and all =),kinda cool this valentine`s day,haha (:

okay,B DIVISION is less than a month away!! WOAHH!!! time flies!!! super scared,got into the team ler...THANK YOU GOD!!! =) so happy!!! now must start training!! chiong arhh!!! had spare test on valentine`s day,i just pass my pin 10,out of 30 shots i got 15!!! haiis,dropped from last year,i seriously duno whats happening,what happened to my bowling,i`m really dropping man,or my accuracy is seriously dropping badly,uncle billy said i really have to wrk really hard on my spares,which i super agree with him..T_T,must start to chiong and learn from my mistakes,if i know what they are, =(,

haha shall blog till here,(: gotta sleep now,super tired,haha (:

2008-02-04T23:08:00.000+08:00

YAY! CNY is coming, and its like gonna be a long weekend for me..haha,considered quite long la i guess,today was really a tiring day for me,had morning run for bowlers,then the health and fitness thingy that the whole sec 3 must do and followed by PE,

ran a total of 10 rounds,very tiring..guess i`m lacking of alot of stamina,hmmm...yeah,anyway then had lit class after PE, Mr Ng went through to kill a mockingbird again as usual,haha,and we were supposed to come up with some points on suspense with chapter 6,quite interesting...

then had recess and had Amaths after that,doing the inequalities,with the graphs,kinda difficult...haha,then had history afer that,had my history test! *panic...haha,studied for it,yep 15 questions only,

after history we had physics..xD,quite interesting also,plotted the time and speed graphs,must go back and study more on this...i mean on how to plot faster haha,

oh yeah,and i`ve finally made up my mind on which bowling ball to buy..heehee,i want the fury pearl!! haha..x=,ohh yeah and also,i decided not to join strike academy,haha,go for self training bahhs,and of course school,at least still got uncle billy whom i can ask for guidance,(:,i hope i can improve...must not give up....

gonna have sec 3 adventure camp at pasir ris park soon,haha,then also clash with another tournament at SY,the spore poly one,really hope mr yap will allow us to go..after all its already the last day of the camp...i mean..haha,=x...

okay i`ll blog till here,shall touch my blog again during the chinese new year heehee..XD

2008-01-24T22:53:00.000+08:00

My first entry for the year,heehee,sry very lazy to blog..=X,

anyway,today was kinda busy for me,had training in the afternoon,

reached school at 6.50am as usual,had breakfast in class,got books from locker,haha,started off the day with chinese (:,we read some newspapers about JCs and stuff,the schs we can pick after O levels,rather interesting (:..

then had literature class,mr ng gave us a test,well actually he already informed us,hee,but i just read abit,hee xDD,hope to pass...cant slack....

after lit class had english,had to finish up the remainder of the project life story,yep and i almost completed it,deadline is tml,so yeah,finishing it up tml (:

then had recess,ate with michelle tang(:

after recess was A maths class,mrs lee was teaching us the alpha and beta thing,she didnt come on monday so mrs jeya relieve our class,and she wanted us to finish the whole of exercise 2h,only up to question 3 i did,haha,cause i duno how to do the next,then had e maths test...40mins,almost finished the paper,haiis,i changed my answer cause i realised my equation was the other way round,hmmm,but didnt to manage to do on time though....=(..

another project came up with CME,haiis,truely a busyyyyyyy life for me in sec 3..

then had training at the end of sch,went to occ today,had rolloff,played with celine,alicia and ayleen,ooo,and nicolette and magarate,had fun but didnt bowl well...really dissappointed,nothing i say can change the scores now..

but i know i can still change whats coming up,hmmm...try to make it better i guess? really hope to play for b div,somehow...

feeling kinda rusty for bowling,its like,i havent bowled for a long time,yeah that kind of feeling,which is like very sad and siann feeling,i know i must must must find that passion back if i wanna do well,

also recently,just like suddenly i miss those sec 1 and sec 2 life,especially sec 2 life,it was kinda carefree and easy,bowling was cool,full of activities,then had milo c div everything was last year,just thinking back makes me miss those moments,really sad too,badly miss my friends...the bowlers...

guess now everything toned down alot,and its like more quiet now,kinda sad,=(,need to train super hard if i wanna achieve what i want,i wont let it get by me so easily...

haha,sry sounds so like..siann...really sry..=(,just feeling kinda sad haha,anyway i shall stop here (:,shall blog another time soon =)

2007-12-29T00:08:00.000+08:00

FINALLY i`m gonna revive this dead blog,its been a longggggggg while since i touched my blog..haha..okayy,gonna update on my milo trip...

17 december-->woke up very early...6.40am,well actually it was wayyyyyyy behind schedule..supposed to leave singapore at 6am! haha,but in fact we all over slept,got changed and everything,then went off to have breakfast..went to jalan kayu for roti prata,shiok haha,long time never eat already..lol...after that,we really set off on our journey..my dad decided to take the first causeway,cause its the fastest and there isnt any jam...lol,but actually it was kinda slow..=/...waited for 15 mins before we could cross over to the malaysia side..not long after,we hit the north south highway,leading straight all the way to KL,but in the middle,we stopped at ayer keroh for lunch..(ANW xDDDD)cause in singapore,u cant find this restaurant anymore...sad..after that..we reached KL at ard 3 plus i think..went straight to sunway to see how the lanes look like..my mum and i went down the car,then met yunping,her mum and yuda at the sunway pyramid hotel,wanted to find meiqi lucas shengyao ansen marcus wanting uncle rick they all,but couldnt find them anywhere,so my mum and i followed yunping to the lanes first..at first sight of the lanes,it was like so big! haha,48 lanes sia! compared to singapore..its like double of safra yishun,so cool,wanted to book some MQs then,but didnt,=.=...lol..cause tml i`ll still be coming down to play i guess,haha..not long after,we went back up to genting,got lost on the way there though..=/..but managed to reach there on time for dinner..=D,played arcade etc..had to rest early cause it`s gonna be a lonnnngggggg day for me tml...(:

18 december-->went down from genting at around 2pm,i packed my bag and my dad drove us down to sunway lagoon..haha,its day 2 of competition..tried to find MQs,but there wasnt any till midnight..so i had no choice but to play tonight at 12am,then in the meantime,i go and watch ppl play..=D,many national bowlers were there,all the strike academy ppl were there too,SSS ppl,etc..and this was really an overseas standard kinda competition,there were the malaysians,australians,koreans,and some from hong kong and japan..haha woahh,its like my first time,competiting with them..(: had lunch there,the whole sunway pyramid was really big,i almost got lost =/...went to ANW for lunch again..haha,together with meiqi,yunping my mum,my sis and yunping`s mum..i happen to be the only one eating..=x..then went back to the bowling alley to watch yuda and yunping bowl if i`m not wrong..spent my whole day in the alley..watching and admiring ppl bowling,then it was time for dinner,went opposite of sunway pyramid to the coffee shop to eat with my sister,my mum,yunping`s mum,yunping and yuda..woah..ordered 10 dishes sia -faint-...so much to eat,duno how to finish...but managed to anyway..haha,then we made our way back to the bowling alley..yunping and her mum went back to the hotel to wash up,while i stayed and waited patiently for time to pass by...but it was kinda fast..and since i`m waiting..got some advice from ppl who already tried on the lanes..haha,okay it was already midnight..uncle rick came i think..haha yep,had 5 mins of prac throw..woahh..i was nervous like duno what,so sudden..then started on our 3 games series...the lane was really really dry..i got very scared cause i didnt knw what line to play..=/..till uncle rick told me what to do..then i played on...bowled a 550 series,first game was really a waste..146,216 then 188..haiis...haha but nevermind..it was just exp..=x..gotta slp early,tml got 1 more morning squad..yuda sold me his one..10.40am and 9.20am..bought 2 under 15 if i`m not wrong..gotta slp early..my mum and my sister stayed with me for the night,that night we stayed at some inn..around sunway too(:

19 december-->woke up at 8am today,i thought i overslept..=/...haha,thank God i was early,reached there just on time to play,had a quick breakfast,and it was time for my practice throw..the lane was oiler now,played the outside line,quite nice to play,bowled with 2 koreans and ansen,it was kinda freaky at first,cause like the koreans were so pro,=x..haha..lol..didnt bowl well this squad..had another squad to play..the 10.40am one,bowled a 480+ series if i`m not wrong..haha quite okay i guess,the lanes were wooden..dries up very fast..T.T...no choice but to keep moving my standing position..after my squads were done,went to have lunch while my sister went to the sunway theme park,walked around the whole shopping mall,was extremely big,haha,forgot what we ate though..=/..went back in time for the 2.30pm squad,saw yunping and yuda they all play,when after they were done,the front counter suddenly called my name,gave me a shock,then they asked me about my 10.40am squad,cause something cropped up in the morning,they didnt get my name in any of the lanes,made me panic for nothing..=x..luckily uncle rick helped me..=DD,if not i dun need to play already haha,then everyone turned around and look at me when i was telling them,so embarrasing,T.T...anyway,lucas and the agape peeps played in the morning,they played alot of squads last night...haha,lol..time really flies when we are enjoying ourselves,it was already 6.30 when i looked at my handphone time,time for dinner again..=.=..ate sake sushi!! =DD,down there was cheaper than singapore`s outlet,ate together with my sis and yunping,spent 103 rm,not so bad,plus sashimi and dessert.haha yummy^^ xDD,went back for my err...8.00pm squad if i`m not wrong,after oiling..quite okay,but didnt qualify anyway..490+ series,gratz meiqi for qualifying..^^ xDD..after playing my squad,got to get my bag from my mum,cause tonight i`m gonna stay with yunping,haha,hen after putting my stuff in the room,went to bowling alley to watch ppl play again,xDD,soon,it was already 12 and it was time to go back to our room to rest,while my dad,sis and mum goes back up to genting..=x...haha,walked back with alec,marcus and yong heng,but meiqi was no where to be found...T.T...so anyway,went back to bathe and then watch tv?? haha,watched 13 going on 30 together with yunping,while her mum sleeps,and yuda happily playing his psp2 =.=...slept at 2+ going to 3am i think,couldnt sleep cause someone was blasting his mp3 player...T.T.....but manage to sleep anyway....xDD..

20 december-->woke up at 8am today,but the rest were still sleeping..=.=..so slept again and woke up at 9.30am,finlly aunty jenesy was awake..^^,while yunping and yuda were still sleeping..=.=,so aunty jenesy went to bathe first followed by me,haiis,after i`ve finished bathing,they both were still sleeping,haha! then aunty jenesy(yunping`s mum) cracked some potato chips to wake them up..haiis,no use,they were still fast asleep...=.=,pulled their blankets also no use,cause they`ll snatch it back...haiis...haha,but yuda manage to wake up...then yunping..haha! finally....they woke up themselves,after all both of them have a squad to play at 2.30pm xDD,when all were done bathing,we went out..we went to the food court downstairs to eat,cause down there the cheapest..^^,the orange juice there also very nice to drink..^^,had to have a quick lunch..cause their squad gonna start soon...T.T...back to the bowling alley we went after lunch..saw nicole,shaun,and the rest of the strike academy people..^^,i think they were playing too? oh wait,i think i also played this squad..ehh nono...sry didnt..haha..time flies..T.T....after they finished playing,we went to eat again..xDD,this time we ate waffles..so feeling till i didnt eat dinner at night cause i was too full,had 2 more squads to go,one 8pm and the other 9.20pm one..hope and prayed to play well...my 8 pm squad was kinda waste...bowled a 480+ series if i`m not wrong..the next one was a BIG BIG WASTE!!! bowled a 499 series!!!T.T...............200,150+ and 140+!!!!! haiis...big waste......derrick,wanting,andy and shengyao were beside my lane..i saw amanda goh and her brother aloysius goh who was bowling for the open catogory,the 9.20pm squad was the last one to qualify for the graded one..haiis..sad...this evening the 5.10pm squad was the last one for under 15..T.T...i gave up on that catogory...=x but it was gd experience anyway..^^..i`m happy with what i bowled this past few days..anyway..i stayed on to watch the people struggle in the open catagory..=X...very difficult to get in esp for the guys sia...must bowl a 230+ avg to get in...its like so diffcult sia..haha,the girls also very tough...haha,really an eye-opener for me..=),amanda`s brother was hoping to qualify...oh ya,i also saw celine mok today..^^..haha,=X...sry so random..xD,then it was time to go back and rest already,went back and bathe..then jump on the bed and watched TV with yunping..xD,tonight they were showing gothika,then yuda came back,all 3 of us felt hungry so we decided to go opposite to the KFC and eat..=x..i didnt wanna eat..but got forced to eat popcorn chicken by yuda =.=.....lucky for yunping she ate a burger...rahh!! should have bought something...T.T......but eating so late at night is err....fattening..=x...xDD,after finishing our meal,we slowly walked back to the hotel to rest....nahh actually we didnt..haha! we continued to watch harry potter and the goblet of fire..so cool,malaysia`s tv shows are so nice to watch,xD...yunping couldnt stay awake anymore,so she slept,i lasted to 3.55am before i knocked out..T.T...very sleepy,then yuda no choice but to sleep too lorr...

21 december-->

2007-11-26T01:18:00.001+08:00

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why is everything so hard to understand? guess this world is like that,i mean like,people will only be your "true friend" when u have fame,wealth,somehow i finally know why ppl always say money makes the world go round/money is the root of all evil? haha..

how would u feel if someone treats u badly,but treats everyone else around u so well,when u have done nothing wrong to that person...sounds so unreasonable isnt it? i can tell u that feeling is SICKENING...so hypocrite..and especially that person is someone u have to go through for the next 2 yrs...

like when that person has all his/her friends around himself/herself,that person just throw u aside,pretending u never exist...and when that person`s friends all went home,HAH! that person comes talking to u...so hypocritic..=(,why is this world full of such people?? no matter how sad or angry,cant do anything about it...cause i should just ignore,unfortunately i cant,that person always appear wherever i go,especially when i`m doing my fav stuff...nevermind,what goes around comes around..God is gonna have a purpose for me and i know it...=).. i shant care about this person anymore,cant stand it..

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2007-11-23T18:16:00.000+08:00

YO! finally i`m going to update this blog of mine,haha,recently i`ve been bowling alot,but very little training,its like very rusty,and still played for AIA open,its like so much stuff to say so lazy to type out,even i`m very lazy to say out...its really so much stuff to say...

TODAY i woke up at 5.30am in the morning,was really excited about the masters event..its like..my first time playing,and its like,my first ever masters event! i finally made it..the experience...haha,heyy btw that MQ score was tyco okayy? really,i mean i got in by God`s grace,cause i prayed very hard the day before i played my MQ,but of course i tried a few times haha...

today i bowled like a i was running a marathon....really couldnt find my line..and my ball roll,speed,accuracy was like horrible..really horrible...it was worst than what i was training...imagine your ball u can see the thumb hole released already,but rolling only 3-4 times before it reaches the pin deck..yep that was how bad my rev was..duno what happen..eunice and celine mok were there too,haha and eunice said i was too nervous..till i forgot everything..guess so..after all it is my first time...

haha,but i felt relaxed..came in 12th,but heyy who cares? i know i humiliated myself there on the lanes,but i dun care,laugh all u want..haha,i bowled a 142.6 avg,yep,at least its not a 130 plus avg what..haha,okok enuf with my crap..i expected to get last too..i told God that if i got into the masters..it`ll be really good enuf for me,i just wanted to play to see what is it like..now i know how it feels,its like...really...your heart pumping very fast..very scared..missed alot of spares...ARH! what was i thinking!? really i`m lack of training!! PLEASE i hope my coaches will train me on spares and my fundimental stuff (is that how u spell?)really about release and speed..sometimes i think its like kinda useless,erm how to say,jsut have enuf can lerr..haha

as for speed...today i played with "speed"..as in just whack the ball down the lane,i didnt care much,didnt think so much...spares i had to whack the ball down...tried to aim,but the more i aimed..the more i missed....=.=...what logic is that right? haha,felt happy and very sad at the same time,maybe now i know what celine mok means by saying she dun wanna play for milo in KL,cause she scared her face will be thrown away,i understand u now...yep,and i just did that...humiliating myself by bowling a 142.6 avg on the lanes during the masters event...=.=...and MQ i was 6th....wow....what a big drop..somemore in masters bowl so badly? tsk tsk....

my mum scolded me lor,but she said i did well,i mean again,its my first masters,she dun even expect me to win anything,or even get 11th place..haha okayy...its my fault...alright,i`ll promise myself that from now on,i wont play play anymore,as in even though i cant find my line during competition,i`ll have to be patient and analyse,but for now...i`ll just try to hide...scared lerr...

after the whole event was over,saw denise,anthony wee,yingxin they all one big grp of about 7-8 ppl,going to vivo together,debra was talking to hen xin and eunice and mok were no where to be found xD..haha,then its like i realise its like,only when u r good,ppl will just come sucking up to u,like see? those NY players so many friends,they dun have to open their mouths and ppl will just talk to them,but for me its so different...people treat me like...nevermind...in summary,they only talk to those very gd bowlers,but when i talk to them...they give me that whatever attitude..

fine...do that,for now u`ll give me that face...but later i`ll train harder..just dun be too snob,pride really comes before a fall...i`ve exp watching ppl fall..like someone who said..OH!!! close my eyes can qualify masters already!! and i`ll only remember those people who treated me well...and whom are not hypocrites,who treats me like a second hand friend,all the friends go home lerr...then come talk to me...think i duno arh? i`m sotong,but i can tell who are really good and treats me badly...

though this AIA competition is just a bowling tournament,it has like "taught" me alot of things in life,never be too proud,for pride comes before a fall,another one is money really talks,wont say why,but it just remains in my mind...wont forget,well its time to move on,whether i`ve humiliated myself today or not,its just the beginning,one step at a time,i mean everyone will need to have a starting point somewhere right? cant just jump up the ladder...after all we all reap what we sow...and i didnt sow enough..xDD...so must start training early (: hope to go milo,i`ll really be looking forward to that..(:

i`ll blog till here...taggies please!~ haha thanks ^^

2007-11-02T01:10:00.000+08:00

YAY!! finally its back to blogging for me! (:..finally the december holidays are here,6 november is gonna be that day where i`m gonna find out which class i`m going to next year,and yep..the combinations of subjects i`m doing..really hope its gonna be 3/8...>.<...combine phy/chem,A maths,SS hist and pure geog..i think..haha,(:

School training started recently too,kinda cool..(:,but i guess nothing improve much for me,=(...no speed no rev,but its okay,i`ll just keep going..(: train and train,after all, practice makes perfect? xDD..

TODAY i had rolloff at mt faber,didnt do well..=(..guess i didnt have much of confidence,thats why,uncle rick said that i needed a whole load of confidence for me to perform...cause thats what i really really need,to believe what i see on the lanes and change accordingly,yep..guess i`m not really used to it..=/..

no matter what happens,i can just leave it to God,cause i know he has a purpose for me,and everyone else too! (:..i just gotta be patient..must not rush things,cause bowling is kinda long term,so yepp,1 step at a time..xDD..but seriously,i`m gonna pray hard to play B division..=(..i dun wanna be dissappointed in myself anymore,spend so much $$,time and effort for trainings and those funbowl tournaments..its like gonna be such a big waste if its gonna go down the drain...i know i`m capable of better scores,but just lack of confidence? yet again...haha..

gonna count down the days left for milo open,if i`m ever going to KL for this competition,i`d better give it my all,meaning coming back to singapore with no regrets,yep,its a really really really big bonus if i can even smell the trophy there..haha,just joking...my wishful thinking?? xDD but of course,i do hope to get it...someday..(: guess the time hasnt come yet...

Well...i guess thats about it,really nth much to say already,but at least my blog had an update..^^..xDDD okay byebye!!~

2007-10-22T22:23:00.000+08:00

today we had to assemble at the kallang netball centre for our netball carnival event,haha its part of our post exam activities,haha while the sec 3s and 4s remain in school to study?? haha..

IN the morning,my dad was kinda lost in kallang finding the centre,and i also didnt know how to go,cause the place there quite quiet and there isnt any signboard to tell us where is it on the road..lol..then in the end,my dad went over to the nearby macdonalds to ask for directions,then another man whose daughter is also from IJ..was also kinda lost,and he wanted to follow my dad`s car to get there..haha..

SO in the end..we found the place,so many cars going in to drop students out..after all it was also raining..they should have cancelled the whole event..=.=...but anyway forget it..when i dropped,i had to walk all the way in haha..soon i reached the assembly point..woah..my first impression of the centre was..hehheh...kinda old..=.=...lol..

Our netball game started at 9.20am..its an inter-class thingy..our team consist of michelle tang,nadya,eunice,elizi,me,jingyun,audrey,faith,petra..hmmm...think so..those were the people who played at least 1 match against 1 class..aiya..but our class lost every match..=.=...nevermind..our class is the more on the performing arts kind..so we didnt expect to win anything..but i can tell we put up a good fight against the other classes..haha..

IN the first match against 2/4..i was the GS..shooter..=.=...i`m so short..haha..but i didnt manage to score anything though...T.T...sorry...so i switched pos with audrey..haha,which was good..better for the team..i sub out during the game against 2/2..after that game..faith came out and i went back in..this time as WA..wing attacker..=.=...its better...and more tiring running around the court catching the ball..haha in conclusion..we put up a good fight against the other teams..=)

5 days left of being in the same class..hmmm...though i`ve been in this class for not really a year..still i feel sad also,like..erm..the bond is kinda there i guess..=(..but its okay,after all we`ll all be still in the same school...so yeah we`ll still see each other in school...=D haha

okay erm i`ll blog till here..=)..byebye!

2007-10-21T01:29:00.000+08:00

TODAY-->had training at safra yishun as usual..haha,started at 1.30pm and ended at around erm 3.45pm? forgot already haha,but first,my dad went to fetch my sister to CSC club at bukit batok for her NTU rolloff haha,something like funbowl i guess..(:..then i was kinda late when i reached yishun..heehee...did some drills,like 1 step and two steps..had alot of stuff to change though..erm,my speed is still the same..or maybe slower or faster? but whatever it is..still the same..no change ever since erm..singapore open..lol..

Thought of going to trinity @ adam today,cause i thought i had something on tml,but in the end..i rushed home,lol,false alarm..so in the end..stayed at home the whole day in my grandmother`s house..siann..hahaha

YESTERDAY--> got back all my papers..hmm..not say very happy with it..my SA2 results
ENGLISH-->67 B3
CHINESE-->62 B4
MATHS-->63.5 B4
SCIENCE-->63 B4
GEOGRAPHY-->57 C5
HISTORY-->57 C5
LITERATURE-->51 C6(after moderation of 5 marks..haha FINALLY I PASSED)
SOVA(art)-->60 B4
HOME ECONOMICS-->65 B3
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OVERALL its a.........B4 grade! no As.....T.T...I HOPE TO TAKE A MATHS AND COMBINE PHY CHEM NEXT YEAR..PLEASE PLEASE!! ..T.T...but overall for literature...failed...=.=...

oh ya,today(friday)..its kelly`s birthday! haha HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY if u are reading this..=D

HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY to vivian! =D,in 5 days time..from friday..haha..lol..

okay blog till here..=)..byebye!

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2007-10-17T22:55:00.000+08:00

Just came back from my wednesday league today,haha bowled kinda okay i guess,sigh..wish that my blister on my thumb will heal quickly..xDD then i can start bowling again! =X..lol..but i think it should heal in 4 days time..=D

had a 168 avg today,first game was 212...then after that..what else? started to plunge...all the way down..then up then back to down again..its always like that...it will stay consistent till i get my release changed..because i keep overturning my wrist,no wonder my ball sometimes have alot of roll..sometimes there`s none haha..

Hmm...i just feel like saying this out..dont mind me..i think i`m just thinking too much..randomness..haha

Sometimes i dont wish to dao people,like erm..if i realy do dao ppl..its really for a reason...like..erm..for example,i dao people because they dao me,so what u want me to do? keep sticking to u and talking to u? no way..i do try but once i had enough of it,forget it..i can dao u all the way..i dont care..its kinda sad though..when i dao people..i will feel guilty inside..really,for some reason..but people say i`m too soft hearted..so yeah...must learn to have pride and not always humble yourself? if u know what i mean...

Would u feel sad if someone close to u just suddenly leave u for no reason?? like u didnt even do anything wrong! Hmm..or dao u after certain events that take place? imagine u saying always saying hi to that person first while that person just..take it for granted? u dont say...dont even think about that person saying hi to u..then u`ll be like..hey should i say hi first? or what? wait? or just treat the person the same way? so easy yet so hard..so difficult right? if u keep saying hi first..u`r too nice,should dao..aiya..after all that person is like that care so much for what? aint worth my time...EXACTLY!! treat the person the same way? hmm..so difficult especially if that person is someone whom u were once close with..people change overtime though..but i didnt expect it to be so fast..

Then on the other hand, the friends whom u arent close to u starts to get close to u...hmm..its like..woah..what a change..so weird..and so ironic! haiis..see the difference? haha..lol...its like so hard to make a choice..lol..for some reason..haha

omg i`m so random...but haiis..feel better after blogging this out..haha gtg ppl..bye!

2007-10-15T22:47:00.000+08:00

Back to update! haha..WHOOS!~ i have an extra off day tml..^^.can slp late and wake up late..heehee cause its results processing day..lol..shall blog about today

TODAY--> Woke up kinda early cause i thought i had school..=.=...yep,now is like starting to feel as if its the december holidays..haha didnt go to school since last wed ever since my last paper ended..omg..but once back to school..its time..for RESULTS! =X..especially its streaming year..T.T... anyway..when i wanted to leave house at 1.00pm..it started to rain VERY VERY heavily at my house..RAHH!! so i prayed that the rain would stop ASAP..yep..and it did..haha half an hour later..^^..anyway its considered fast to me already..haha

sorry jenetta for making u wait...haha yeah yeah its my fault..=.=..sorry lohh...so i took direct sevice number 5 to novena or velocity to meet up with her..i almost got lost..cause its my first time taking no 5 to a foreign place..hoho..but wherever we go..singapore too small..wont get lost hahaha..=X...

so i met up with her at novena mrt station..she was lost while trying to find me..hahaha,lol..and then we had to decide where to eat,cause both of us were starving..thanks to me for being very late,when we were supposed to meet up at 1.30pm..=X..in the end we met up at 2.30pm..=.=...

so we went to yishun to eat our lunch,cause we wanted to eat something cheap then can save up for more bowling games..hahaha..lol..after lunch,i was so full..so we walked to the bus interchange to take 812,i was thinking of walking but jenetta said that she was lazy..lol..xDD..nevermind haha

when we reached there,kaox...so many ppl bowling..hahaha,luckily we booked a lane..^^..and my bowling bag was already there..haha xDD..my dad transported it there lol..started bowling lol..saw SJI ppl bowling..woah so on..sch training start lerr..while mine..duno when its gonna start..haha..but should be soon i guess..xDD...n i hope so..

haha so long never see jenetta already,i think should be about a month or so? haha,to me its considered long..xDD..kinda fun for me today..my scores were a roller coaster ride..RAH! 203,149,191,149 and then 158..=.=...up and down..ARH! in the end avg 170 lorr..haiiz...wasted...haha but nevermind,i`ll just treat it as self training xDD..

Think jenetta enjoyed herself today..haha and so did i..xDD..hope to bowl with her again some time..=) lalala!~~ hahaha..thats all for now,i`m gonna chiong my maple..WEE!~ haha..okays byebye! (:

2007-10-11T00:22:00.000+08:00

YAY exams are over..had my last chinese paper today though haha,shant talk about it,i just wanna pass and get into the class i want! or combination,haha

BOWLING SEASON IS HERE..START TRAINING FOR MILO OPEN IN DECEMBER..meaning i`ve got less than 2 months to get back my accuracy or to get used to erm..some changes though..haha

school training is gonna start soon..yay? or T.T? i duno! why why? am i having mixed feelings? i`m excited yet like depressed kinda feeling..oh man..whats happening!? EXAMS OVER SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPY...something just dosent seem right..

Guess its something i`ve been wanting to share but i cant..its gonna affect another person..or..its gonna have a great impact on me! ARH i keep having that uncomfortable feeling........which i hate it..

i wonder:

WHAT IF i never transferred school?
WHAT IF i never took up bowling?
WHAT IF i never knew every single one of my friends?

my mind is so full of what ifs..what if when i show my dark side..so that people wont take advantage..right? making use of their kindness..taking advantage of their personality..being jealous of what they have and what they achieve..unlike some people who are just hypocrites being nice for the time being..and after a certain time..they just throw you aside

especially the ones u treat like your best friends..but they treat u like dirt..or a pain in their neck if u cling onto them,actions speak louder than words,dont have to say to know..its so obvious! Will just do anything to get whatever u want,when they something u want so badly can be obtained easily if you do well,i`m not even competiting with u la! u already more than me,probably everything that u`ve wanted,good for u............i cant be bothered not one bit...

I dont even know what to do now,to dao u? or to tolerate? i`m having this cause i`m taking account that u were once kind to me, but for now,i dont know...

anyway..i gtg...pissed.....byebye....

2007-10-09T13:38:00.000+08:00

RAHH 1 more day to FREEDOM!!! hahaha..i shall update lorr..xDD..finally my maths PAPER IS DONE!! THANK GOD..i`m so happy..FINALLY..3/4 of e pressure is off..during the exams..like the HSM song keep ringing in my head!! RAHH!!..only for history..maths a bit..the SONG WORK THIS OUT! omg...i keep hearing the chorus..T.T...

BEEN HAVING BADDDDDDD HEADACHES for the past few days..RAH! very pain sia..whenever i think abit...like..u knw stare at the paper for a while(eg..learning history..need to read txtbk,read too long will get headache..T.T...)...nevermind..maybe its exams stress...never had it b4 though..hoho..

maths paper was kinda dfficult..paper 2 esp!! T.T...I WANT GO COMBI sci!! T.T...PHY CHEM RAH! i hope to get in though...haha...i guess true freedom wont come till after the RESULTS of streaming is released..its either full enjoyment..or mugging holidays for me....NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WANT PLAY GRANADO ESPADA!! uh oh....very addictive i think...faith is gona play..maybe shall join her..haha but i never play b4 though..she and i might wanna share to buy e limited signature edition of the game...n it cost both of us $40 each! $80 for 1 set! T.T....sob...

errr....thats all i`m gona update...all i`m thinking now..is...FREEDOM! FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM....lol!!!!!!! byebye

2007-10-07T19:03:00.000+08:00

FINALLY I GET TO BLOG FOR A WHILE HOHO!! haha..exams are here..3 more papers to go..shall revive this blog..=DD..i`m blogging to destress...

10 things to do after exams:

1. GO BOWLING!! ARHH!!! my fingers too itchy already..MUST DIE DIE BOWL...haha loL!! (dont mind me i`m crazy)

2.go n cut my hair too long liao..shall cut short..i always say..but no action..cant bear to cut sia...T.T...so long..but nevermind..

3.BACK to wearing my glasses..cant tahan...walo my headaches are due to me not wearing glasses..i think my degree has shot up...shld be already 75 degress or higher...haha..

4.GO OUT WITH MY FRIENDS!! YAY!!!

5.GO BOWLING WITH MY FRIENDS!! YAY!!!

6.start thinking about which course i want for next year...in consideration with my results...the turning point of my life...>.< i guess??

7.start planning for milo..i think? nono..start packing my bag..HAH!! =.=..........lol

8.YAY!! WATCH HSM 2 OVER N OVER AGAIN!! YAY!!

9.START PLANNING FOR NEXT YEAR...HOHO..

10.LASTLY...BOWL BOWL BOWL!!! XD

YAY!! i`ve finished destressing..hahahaha..okay..this is considered an update YAY!! back to mugging..bye!

2007-09-08T02:10:00.000+08:00

HELO BACK TO UPDATE!!~ haha..finally i feel like updating..okays...hmmm this whole week been mugging as well as bowling hard..erm..after the sch league..its like time to move on la..i mean..its over le..just take this as a bad experience..experiencing it for 3 weeks=9 games..at least this is life experiencing ups and downs..=)

TODAY-->been mugging for quite a while about 3-4 hrs or so..then i cut my hair..cant tell any diff if i let down..but if i tie..its much shorter than b4..o.o...n i did heavy layer..lol..then today went bowling..haha bowled together with uncle john(a coach i think)..haha together with his friends..together with my sister also..^^..bowled quite okay for me..avg 188..happy n sad at the same time..happy is because i got quite a satisfied avg..sad because..i didnt even bowl like tht during competitions..haiis...its over..its over...looking forward to spore open...=)..thank you God for the scores..=)..hope i`ll do well consistantly

YESTERDAY-->Wanted to go bowling in the afternoon actually..but didnt..coz safra yishun had to take back their lanes at 5pm...so not enuf time for me to slowly bowl..haha and i had to come from Bedok..and i had no bowling bag so cant bowl..so yeah in the end..my mum n i decided to go OG albert park n shop..lol..coz now they having some aniversary thingy and if u spend $75 n above..u get a discount card..10%...=.=....haha...after tht went to my grandmother`s house..xDD...mug n mug..n at night..went bowling also at safra tampines..scores were quite satisfied..but forgot ler..haha..lol..anyway..i still got alot more to train..no matter what i still need to persist coz there`s a longgggggg way more to go..=)

WEDNESDAY-->Had drama in the morning from 9am-12.15pm..haha..finally we managed to finish the script and start to rehearse our roles..haha..xDD..i`m so happy and guess wad..we finished rehearsing everything within 3 hrs!! haha YAY!! i`m so happy..^^..after that i was gonna meet joyce and kelly at ang mo kio mrt station at 12.45pm..haha..in the end i was late..=.=...i mean the latest..^^...toa payoh-amk..hmm very far...hahaha...joyce was coming from braddell and she was the second earliest..zzz...kel from sembawang n she`s the earliest..haha very contradicting right?? lol...

After we met,we all had a hard time deciding on whr to have our lunch,so the best way to decide on something is..scissors,paper,stone right?? yeah...we actually did that in the shopping mall...heheh...very attention seeking...T.T...so old le..still play this kind of game..T.T..then ppl everywhr were looking..hehheh...lol..in the end we decided to go foodcourt and eat..coz its the cheapest,most variety..but the most crowded...T.T...i wanted to eat sushi..T.T..but too ex..haha..lol

When we reached the foodcourt..woah!! so many ppl!~..haha..but we went all the way in..quite deep inside there..got more seats and less ppl,so i offered to take care of the seats while the other 2 go n buy food..at the same time explore kel`s phone..heehee..and i secretly send her phone theme to my phone..xDD..she changed phone to the sony erricson s500i..T.T...very nice..i`m jealous..T.T...haha..its like..very thin and light..haha..not so bulky..xD..joyce ate noodles,kel ate fish and chips and i ate steak...T.T..was very hungry..lol...=.=..

After eating,i wanted to go watch a movie..T.T...but they all quite broke le..so we drop the idea,we walk n walk,go to diff shops to see what nice stuff we can find then can buy..the thing is..we found alot of nice things to buy,but the price not nice...haha..too ex le..T.T..so we still went round window shopping..=.=..and i bought a new handphone cover...$5!..my old one crack till cannot crack anymore sia..haha..xDD...this one is thicker and nicer..xD lol..=.=..kelly also bought for her phone..$5...i dun think its really worth it..lol

Hmm...Then we went to Andersen`s ice cream for desert,haha Joyce oredered sundae,i ordered single fondue and kelly ordered milk..haha..i eat till shiok? lol..i kept playing with the chocolate they gave us..haha its so sticky and goooy...i was planning to eat all..but cant felt too guilty..lol..xDD..but overall..is nice..^^..the bill came hehheh..T.T...very heartpain..T.T..haha very ex sia..xD..lol..while i was eating..T.T...kelly come and took a snapshot of me n joyce eating!! T.T..invasion of privacy..T.T...haha joking joking..^^..lol

We all eat le,went to walk ard again..haha and all 3 of us felt very guilty..T.T...but nevermind..xDD...then came to this small shop..where they make name keychains..or handphone straps..^^..i made one for myself..wallo...cost me $9.60..T.T...n all i put on it was V.A.L...T.T...plus the strap and one more heart shape thingy...its almost $10..T.T...lol..after making..joyce and kelly had to go home le..T.T...then met my mum at AMK HUB...haha..then ate durians puff..xDD..

AFter that went for league..played damn lousy..very..haiis..regrets..shall not elaborate...T.T...okay byebye..need to slp ler...gd nites!~

2007-09-04T23:01:00.000+08:00

YAY!! back to update..^^ haha...hmm...today i went back to school for drama in the afternoon..XD,haiis,tired sia..woke up @ 11am..haha okay okay i knw i`m lazy...so late sia..grr...so i jump out of bed and rushed down to my grandma`s house (:..then today in school for rehearsals..michelle tang they all were doing the script..not really done yet..T.T..so i just went there and so called "slack",shld have brought some wrk to do..T.T...lol..but i didnt..haha lol! after the whole thing ended,they decided to call us back for rehearsals tml...coz the scrip was supposed to be done by today..oh man! means i gotta wake up very early and meet them in school at 9am tml! T.T....haha...and also YAY!! i`m going out with kelly and joyce tml to AMK hub..^^ but kelly said that the stuff there is quite ex..T.T...wth...i`m broke le sia..T.T...haha and tml nite also have league @ safra tampines..XD..gonna be and xxxxxxxtremely tiring day for me sia..haha

ooo...tml league i`m bowling with marcus and shengyao..^^...haha yay! but too bad sia i`m the only girl there..T.T....feel quite odd one sia..haha...but nevermind lol..no choice..zZzzz..anyway i`m gonna mug hard from now onwards..haha i need to make use of this holidays productively..cause the SA2 is like 3 weeks after the hols..T.T...and 3 weeks can seem like 3 days..haha TIME PASSES TOO FAST...T.T..today i managed to practice some maths..XD...haha..yep thats all for today...

YESTERDAY-->today is like kinda the start of the hols,haha,the sept hols that is..and the singapore open is coming real soon sia..T.T..starting on the 18th of sept all the way to 26 sept i think...not really sure though..haha,yeah so fast and i think that wanting,meiqi and ansen are gonna take part..was quite hesitant to take part though cause of the sec sch league..haiis...(due to avg)..its quite bad =(..but nevermind i promise myself this is gonna be the last time i`m ever gonna regret on my scores..XD..

In any competition i just wanna do my best n of coz if possible i wanna get into the masters..haha but still easier said than done..XD..nevermind..perserverance is the key to success..XD..ytd morning i also went back to sch for lit lesson..actually class supposed to start at 8.30am..but guess what..haha miss teo was like an hr late..T.T...and i rushed to school...took bus number 5 to school...and that bus was xxxxxxxtremely packed like sardines..haha very hard to come out sia..lucikly i managed to squeeze my way out..^^..haha..lol..

hmm...thats all i have to blog for now..xD...byebye

2007-09-02T21:16:00.000+08:00

YAY!! finally back to updating my blog for a long long long time..haha more than a week..its considered quite okay already haha..=)lol.hmm i shall start off

FIRST BOWLING-->hmmm...the secondary sch league was the most horrible one..got quite bad scolding from my mum cause she wanted me to get into the masters event,and i bowled a 146 avg for the whole league,haiis tried explaining to her but she say dun give excuses and etc..okay so very most i just shut up and just think on how i can improve..this week really moody due to this league..really hope to get into the masters..but anyway congratz to Meiqi,Wanting and debra for getting a place in the masters..wishing u all the best,high game and good scores..(:

TODAY-->Went to church in the morning..was extremely sad due to the sec sch league..on the way my mum kept telling me about the sec school league masters..i also wanna get into the masters..and who wanna get bad scores?? its just YES ITS MY FAULT!! I KNOW..I HATE TO LOSE i MEAN WHO LIKES TO LOSE!!?? T.T....T.T....i can very well cry everything out...AND ARHHH!! okay i feel better...........zZzZzZz.....anyway during service..felt extremely good when i worship God..like i felt that there`s a purpose for me to get this scores..although i didnt get masters..but i know that for the other competitions i`ll do well in God`s grace...just dont give up faith..(:

SATURDAY--> had the school league in chevrons..avg 146..games scores were 135,110 then shoot up to 194..got scolding also..because i had a BIG range from 110 shoot up to 194..i got nothing to say already..everything i say is just excuses..then after that went for training at SY..quite fun sia..why? coz its 3 hrs of trg..^^..shuang sia..haha.lol..after trg,wanting and the other guys except lucas,marcus and alec went to coach Alvin`s house for some gathering..uncle rick also went..haha..i went later coz i went back to my grandma`s house to bathe and i wanted to go taka to see some bowling event there..then wanted to go to coach Alvin`s house,luckily i ate my dinner le..but scared so late quite paisei sia..haha..so in the end i called wanting haha..asked her then heard from shengyao that they already like going off..then i was like huh? okay lorr go off then i go home..then they said nevermind just go so i went..and they stayed on...haha..when i reached there..WOAH!! Coach Alvin`s house was like SUPERRRRR big!! omg..he had his own SWIMMING POOL!!! woahh...i would rather open a bowling alley..^^..haha but bowling alley is quite ex la..xD..then he had his own rooftop...o.o..very nice!!~~ its a 2 storey bungalow..xD..then i kept shouting out everything on the rooftop..no one will scold de...very open up..haha,and very windy on top..can sun tan xD..cool....but inside his swimming pool got alot of cups...woahh...got alot of wrk to do..haha..then his 2 sons..so CUTE!! chubby..=)..kaox...very very cute..then we all were inside the entertainment room..shengyao was playing dota...woah play until so shuang..very diaos lehh....then i tripped over the wire..then he was like !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! first time playing dota is scary..haha..LAME! then after that he was playing n playing...n somemore can hao lian..i ever played the com for 12 hrs..morning played till nxt morning..pro pro...by then my eyes pop out..haha..went home at 11 pm..then send wanting home since my mum n my sis havent finish their movie at TM yet..haha..sy n j went home themselves..xD...very fun but tired..=)

OKAY...finally i`ve updated..YAY!!
show u a matter of interpretation for fun..^^

compare me with the NY players-->

IF i bowl badly..i`m not concentrating,but if the NY players bowl badly they`re just tired

IF i bowl well,its just luck,but if the NY players bowl well its skill

hmmm...well..wad do u think?? okay shall end my post here..xD..bye!

2007-08-24T15:13:00.000+08:00

YAY!! i`m in school n i`m blogging...=.=...tonight is parents night...zzz...coming back to school at 7pm..n i havent had my lunch..=.=...hahaha i knw my blog is ancient..oh and badly spammed as well thanks to PEOPLE...T.T...

TODAY-->finally finished my art prject that was supposed to be completed like weeks ago..haha..saved in thumbdrive and tada!! i`m done..^^...before recess had science..was held back by mrs how coz she wanted to mark my corrections..only prob i had was to draw the arrows correctly..haha..so in the end went for late recess...T.T...haha..then after that had maths etc etc..haha..hmm...yeah thts all..xD

YESTERDAY-->hmmm probably nothing...no bowling trainings anymore till the end of EOY exams...just 2 weeks away right after the sept hols..which is gonna fly pass...but then after that..WEEEE!!~~ i`M GRADUATING FROM SEC 2!! FINALLY UPPPPERRRRR SEC...xD...b div..T.T...OOO!!! AND SELECTIONS AND MILO OPEN IN MALAYSIA!! WEEE!!~~.....................hahaha...........i`m thinking too far...xD

errrrrrrrr.........okay i shall blog till here...dead hungry..haha havent have my lunch...n i gotta be bac in sch for parents night! T.T..bye bye..xD

2007-08-16T22:54:00.001+08:00

Errr...nothing to update about..except...exams is only like a week or so away?? and...freak..now is a bad bad time to get sick..T.T...got flu,bad sore throat..ARHH!! no voice to shout at all..T.T...cant even talk properly..T.T..nevermind..i think my friend passed the germs to me..):....

ARH!! this saturday got league..means must wake up early and stuff..haiis..means i`ll be in SY for like 5 hours or so?? coz after the league i still have training until evening! haha..thats like so long sia...haha lol..

End of this year there`s NY selections...in a dilemma whether to go or not..but i dun go i`ll never knw..even if i dun get in(which i dun think i`m ready) at least i knw wads like a selection is like?? then can try for COE next year again..xD..REGRETTED BIG TIME for not going!! haiis...T.T...maybe i shld have listened to my mum after all..T.T..

Today only 27 girls came to class...the rest were at home in lala land..cause they came back late last night...due to promenade(school official opening of the new building)..practice and practice from 2.30pm till like ard 10pm plus..super late sia..haha no wonder they have 2 days off..anyway the actual day in on sat night..n courtney says there`s CIP on sat night in school!! must be the promenade thingy...T.T...but i`m not going..cause i go library do..^^..i think shld be easier..haha..xD

okay i ran out of topics to talk about i knw its very boring..T.T...but seriously i got nothing..yeah at least its better than not blogging..haha..thats all..xD..byebye!! (:

2007-08-14T22:16:00.000+08:00

I just had the urge to update my blog..hmm..some sad stuff la..i finally realised how fast a person can change..in just a few weeks..

Ok...i shall not beat about the bush and shall go straight to my point..

Today had training at mount faber..and today already the last bowling training we are gonna have until after the exams..T.T...haiis...i`m gonna miss training..=(..

Today on the way to mount faber..many thoughts came to my mind..this morning..met erm..debra n she got out of the cab..so walked with her into school..talked to her..etc..haha..anyway..shall go straight to the point..its like ever since after c div..guess the ppl around me in the team started to change..guess so..haha..erm..i duno wad it really means la..haha...or maybe its just my imagination..thinking too much..in my mind..i also had a flashback when i was in whitley..in sec 1..realised that i had so much fun but didnt raelly treasure the time i had..T.T..like ppl always say..u will never treasure something until u lose it..now i knw its true meaning..

Anyway..i`m gonna have a science practical exam tml on light..haiis..better work hard..training stopped due to exams..T.T..okay..now its really gotta chiong ler..gotta put all this behind me..forget it..just pretend nothing happen...haha

2007-08-13T22:23:00.000+08:00

FINALLY back to update my blog..hmm changed new song and a new skin..fresh new look..^^..haha,erm erm...exams are already coming! so fast man time really flies!! haha so much to blog about..

There`s training tml at safra mount faber..ARH! So far away..i duno how to go home man...=(..i`ll be stranded in that area..ARH!! haha very most i shall take cab home..=).uh no..that`s gonna cut from my pocket money..=( Haha but anyway the lanes are still nice to play,sometimes safra yishun lanes can be EXTREMELY dry..like even i send out to second and a half arrow..the ball still overhook! to cross haha..but i think partly is because my speed is very very slow..i`m trying hard to accerlerate more!!...T.T..

Recently alot of interesting happen..hmm good and bad also have..bad thing is that alot of misunderstandings between my friends..the good is...bhalram asked vivian for STEAD!! haha..sry sry..thats my bestie friend! (:..haha..YAY!! CONGRATZ MAN!! (like i said vivian..i`ll blog this piece of INTERESTING news..let the WHOLE WORLD knw...heehee..i`m a meanie yeah i knw..xD..) jkjk!! haha..

YAY!! also this week i`m playing school league as well as the wed league at safra tampines..haha...=DD..school league will be at safra yishun this week..really really hope to play well..=)..i`ll fight hard for it..then this week for wed league..i think lucas and john are playing..T.T...all guys..T.T...means i`ll have to be the first player again...and..$20 for 4 games..so every game is IMPORTANT!! haha..lol..

Oh yeah and school alot of homework..ARH!! literature and maths!! as well as those EP and oral com projects to clear!! T.T...oh man!! haha nevermind..i hope that i`ll be able to cope with this pressure..its a matter of time when i get used to it though..(:..Dear Lord please grant me the strength i need..(:..

TODAY--> today was kinda slack...as Mondays are normally known as the SLACK days..haha..cause there`s only maths,history and science..but today we had 2 periods of history...haha..because mrs How and miss syde(science teachers) wanna take away our wed periods (7 and 8) for the science practical exam..ARH!!! must chiong to read up on that topic..at least i`m lucky..i mean its not dealing with any chemicals..like..this is the topic based on light..meaning out results will stay..unlike those chemicals and gases..where u are not careful..n the gas just flows away..=(..

haha..after school had maths remedial..met eunice on the way out to class...decided to put my bag in the class where we were supposed to have our remedial..so wont have to carry ard..haha so ma fan!..lucky its on the 3rd floor..same level as my class..^^..haha..then went down to the canteen..then found out there isnt any food left..=(..so went out of school to 7 eleven to buy..bought instant noodles..and brought back to the canteen to eat..thought maths remedial started at 3.00pm..but actually its at 2.30pm! haha..so eunice and i faster rush up to class..panting..hehheh..i told her the wrong thing..T.T...

Did algebra as usual for maths remedial..haha..i knw how to do some..but needed the help of alicia (my bowling senior)..T.T...maths remedial finished later as usual..like at 4.30pm..haha..then walked to interchange with Alicia..and her friend too..(:..

This week the school having the promenade theatre thingy..erm it means the official opening of the new school building..haha..i was thinking to myself..the school new building already open for quite long..then how come the official opening only happens now??? O.O?? so luckily exams all postponed to next week..haha but sooner or later we`ll still have to take the paper..xD..

This wednesday having science practical exam...gotta study either experiment 1,2 or 3 about light..experiment 1 was done when i wasnt around..T.T...it was during the c division..T.T...nevermind..i just read can already..haha..but at least experiment 2 and 3..i was around..xD..hope to do well..(: cause this exam consist of erm erm..20%??? not really sure about the weightage though..aiya but just do well can already..xD

Thats all for the week past and the week ahead..(: finally managed to have the time to blog..haha..gonna sleep now ler..gonna have a very very long day tml..T.T...haha i`ll be very tired T.T...haiis..haha..okays..good nights and byebye! (:

2007-08-05T20:29:00.000+08:00

Our bowling team together with Mr Yap our teacher in charge..haha..this was shortly taken after they announced the 4th place! IJ SPIRIT LIVES ON! =)

U Gotta admit that this is cute!! haha..debra`s mushroom is the red one,while the other is mine..xD...haha..

our school c div bowling team!! haha..amanda,celine,eunice,michelle,debra,courtney,panya and me! haha..=)

2007-08-03T23:34:00.000+08:00

FINALLY back to update! haha i wish the doubles was tml..haha..jkjk...c div already over liaoz...except for the masters which is tml =)..anyway overall we got 4th! haha but not in seeded as we were tied wif RGS..haiis..=(..sad sad.. nevermind..we`ll try harder nxt year!! =)

anyway..c div overall i got 12th postition..but really regretted somehow..haiis..didnt bowl well..i mean..could have done much much better..really..its just that i was too nervous/think too much...yeah..thats the reason..=(..nevermind..there`s still youth challenge n sec sch league to look forward to..must not give up..bowling is a game of patience..=)

anyway..i have to start studying..haha..

yesterday my lit teacher went to change my seat..ARH! i dun wanna sit at the back..wanted to tell ms mazlind(form teacher)..but happen to catch her in a bad mood today..so forget it..maybe monday i shall say..sitting at the back is like so far away from the board..cant see anything..or maybe its because i never wear my glasses..haha..nevermind..

today had some lessons..passed up my home econs stuff FINALLY! haha..been chionging that assignment yesterday..and during recess today i started to do n do..touch up all my recipes..finally i handed it up..=)..then had maths and chinese..arh! lao shi call me to stand up coz i never hand in chinese essay..then later i found out that it was done last friday..which means the first block of quartet..so skipped..haha..then she said can hand in on monday..but PHEW! i finished the essay today already..(:haha..english CA coming back in on MONDAY...Chinese test coming back in on TUESDAY...ARH!! haiis..now must work hard..chiong for term 3..i wanna go into a gd class nxt year..T.T...

today when i was on the way home..met nicola..my old classmate from PCPS..haha..pri 6H also..(:..singapore is such a small world..hahaha..lol..

oh yes nw i remembered..ytd had a bowling meeting after school..haha..i thot i could have gone home early...in the end have to stay back...T.T...haha..lol..mr yap talked about the c div..n our results/scores..etc..haha..okay when i saw it..i was like WTH..dun show me..i knw i didnt do my best...i will try even harder nxt time..but he looks like happy?? i mean its been so long since they got 4th..last time always 5th..although this time is 4th but no seeded...we`ve got a trophy to present to the school..=)..i think shld be on the monday morning during assembly..=)

hmm...after c div is the sec sch league..oh n i shall ignore wadever ppl r mocking me..heheh...lol..hmmm sch league...wad r my goals?? hahah i wonder..yep! my goal is for IJ to win win win! haha..=)..we can do it!!..hahaha...lol...at the end of this year there`s this national youth/COE selections again i think not really sure..haha..see how it goes lorr..haha

erm erm thats all...i think for now...haha my mind is in a blank..got nothing much to blog..=DD...okays shall upload some pics lorr..=)

2007-07-23T22:09:00.000+08:00

YO!! haha back to update,hmm,is there anything to blog today? haha..yes there is,erm,TOMORROW IS THE DOUBLES EVENT,i think from the singles,i felt that i have more confidence,well i hope it`s gonna help me to pick up most of my spares..except big splits..which i dun hope to have of course..haha..

today went to school as usual,jade passed me the personalised test tube i ordered,and guess wad,i broke it before school ended,during assembly..arh!! i`ve learnt a lesson,bowlers should not hole fragile stuff on their bowling hands,cause most slightly its easier to spoil?? haha..thats wad my friend told me..lol

After school had maths remedial,me and eunice went round finding the right class,till suddenly miss mazlind came out of the class to look for lost sheeps..XD..haha..like us, we had this erm..peer tutoring 1-1 tution..quite cool..guess wad..my "tutor" is my senior alicia!! haha..didnt expected..XD..its like..all their maths is A1..so cool...how did they become so smart?? haha..i wanna practice maths everyday!!..=DD

Tomorrow is the doubles event..hmm..my doubles is debra!! haha..=DD i knw must have more confidence..bus leaving the moment morning assembly starts..haha..then the thingy starts at 8.30am..means...i will get to skip school haha..which i dun think is gd?? coz...i`ll miss out on lessons..haha

anyway..shall blog about sat

SATURDAY-->had training as usual..erm...we trained on release and stuff..i really nid to build up confidence on taking spares..haha..so yeah i think we did a little on tht but most of the ppl do is those 1 step or 2 steps drill..haha..it was quite okay for me..then after training bowled with marcus..played in lane 1 then the lanes kept spoiling...as in the machine cant read our scores..so we changed to lane 2..

This lane is better but...the scores still cant be read...had to put in our scores manually..haha..woah..very troublesome la! haha..so i changed for marcus n marcus changed for me..heehee..so after that,me n my mum was deciding where to eat..hmm..3 choices..AMK hub,J8 or toa payoh..haha..sian...nevermind..i just eat to live..haha..lol..so in the end..i went to amk hub..but went back to toa payoh n change first..=DD..

after that went to amk hub..ate steak from e foodcourt..kaox..n i got 4 ulcers on my lips..haha..so many sia..T.T...very pain whenever the food touches...disgusting..after that..thought wanted to see harry potter..haiis..no SEAT..again..i duno when i`m gonna watch that movie..i might not be able to watch at all lorr..

Then went to mini toons to buy my new water bottle..XD..finally! haha..i bought the...red colour one..the the...street bottles..on it says "i`m a slacker" haha...my friend see le says shld change to.."i`m NOT a slacker" haha..n the red is quite nice...to me...haha..

SUNDAY-->nothing much except went for training..at singapore chinese swimming club..only marcus(uncle rick`s student),shengyao,meiqi and wanting went..n me also..haha very few ppl went..haiis..=(..haha..anyway..we did alot on release n unc le rick like changed my timing..haha..i mean improved on it..not really go n change..haha..

We all Bowled and bowled.and it ended at like...7.30pm...from 4 to 7.30pm..thats 3 n e half of training..woah..felt very tired n hungry after that..coz havent eaten our dinner yet..haha..then send wanting home..xD..haha..talked n talked on the way home..haha

went home came online..haha ohh..my mum was kinda mad at me for coming home so late..haiis...wad can i say?? This shall not happen again..i wont come back so late le..shall come back earlier nxt time...well..if there`s a nxt time..haha..

okay la...thats all..i`d better slp early..my eyes are quite tired from concentrating on the screen...haha i think i posted quite long sia..haha..yeah thats all..byebye! =)

2007-07-18T23:17:00.000+08:00

HELLO!! i`m back to update..haha today was kind of slack for the bowlers..cause we had to go for the c division championships...haha ITS HERE!! times really flies..seriously..before u knw it..its already here =)..okayy had 2 periods of maths today then chinese we went to the hall for some kind of chinese exhibition,on those kind of chinese culture kinda fun..ohh...and i tried my hands on calligraphy..wrote my chinese sirname..=DD..

Then had PE played soccer match...hmm..lost...but nevermind..haha...just for fun only..=D...anyway it was about to rain so yeah..had to go back indoors..and today had to do some survey thingy..but i didnt have to cause i just transferred in...xD..

After the survey it was recess...so from the ground floor com lab i rushed upstairs to get my bag down..and all my stuffs..rushed to change n pack..cause the bus is leaving at 11am..then went out of school to get my bowling bag from my dad..xD..then the sercurity guard thot i`m like gonna skip school by running out..haha...lol..xD

so changed into bowling attire le then it was time for us to go...drank a packet of milo before going..cause we will not be having any lunch to eat..as the competition will last for 3 hrs from 12.30pm to 3.30pm..so have to eat heavy breakfast...and also vincent wont allow us to eat during the competition..haha..

Soon..the bus left for safra yishun..on the way felt kinda tired..and a little headache when i tried to sleep...maybe i`m just too nervous or something..haha..scared i guess..but thank God there wasnt any headache or wad when i was bowling..haha yeahh..

Reached safra yishun early..n registered..haha..did warm-up..and the coach told us always be positive..haha yeah..and always remind ourselves that we are playing for the school..not for our own intentions..xD..yeps! haha soon after check-in..it was time to commence with the 6 games series..

=)..thanks sec 1s as well as Sec 3s n sec 4s who went after school to support us the c div team..very noisy the atmosphere haha..i mean cant be quiet mahh..haha lol..scores were....uhh...forgotten already..haha..i dun wish to remember anyway..i mean..its over i have to look forward to the doubles event..=)..yep! have to get over it quickly...

after finish all e six games le..had debriefing..uncle billy told us that he was disappointed in us..the whole c div team..n vincent told me that i could have like done better..i remembered that he once said...dun walk out of this bowling alley feeling regretted..well..i think i just had that feeling(for like 5 mins)..but well its over..time to get over it..like wad vincent and uncle billy said..haha

anyway thats all...looking forward to tues doubles event..hope God will guide me..=)..i`m gonna pray hard..xD...okayys..nites!

2007-07-16T23:32:00.001+08:00

Hmm...quick update for me today..haha..lets see..

SUNDAY--> hmm...nothing much happened just that i stayed at home all day long doing my work..practising maths for like 3 hours i think..haha..to make sure i remember how to do lorr...etc..=D..then went online for a while...haha alot of ppl were online..talked to debra,selene,jiaxuan,wanting,jon,yijing..n many others haha..cant remember liao..but alot..haha (sry i very wu liao so i just post crap) =D..

Today was nothing much also..haha...but recently i feel like i`m very slack...u knw..like dun do homework n stuff..duno why...is not that i want to slack..is just tht i`m quite tired n all..trying to be more hardworking..anyway..C DIVISION IS JUST 2 DAYS AWAY FROM NOW..haha..i`m gonna start posting my blog more often..to destress the stress?? haha...lol..its on wednesday...so fast! =D...i can still remember clearly,B division where all the c division ppl went to cheer them on..haha..can still feel the atmosphere and the tension..hmm..quite cool sia..=D

I PRAY TO BOWL WELL FOR C DIV...coz its my first and my last..wanna end off nicely..haha..i shall pray hard..=)..and hope tht God will answer this prayer of mine..=)..good luck and God bless to all those who are playing also..=)

Today started off wif 2 periods of literature..WOAH..haha..not tht bad if u dun think about too much and concentrate on the lesson..its like u`ll see tht time flies VERY fast..haha..then had science,drama,recess etc...nothing really much..

After school..still had maths remedial so had to rush upstairs to the locker and put my books..haha..then after tht rushed down for remedial..ARHH!! tml have science rememdial also...2 n e half hrs sia..WOAH...haha..

After remedial today,eunice n i went downstairs to meet debra they all..then took my bowling bagt then courtney,debra,panya n me took taxi to SY..n we didnt even eat lunch..all i ate was 6 nuggets..can be full also...and 2 cans of ice lemon tea..haha..1 is i buy n the other uncle billy bought for us coz all of us had an avg of 130 n above..=D...THANKS!..xD..spare practice was on today..coz spares will determine the whole game..yeah its very important..=D..haha

then went back home..at 6.30pm..kept debra company for e while like 15 mins b4 i went off...coz i had to finish my drink..haha..then went home..in the bus i nearly dropped my bag sia..i had no strength to carry up my bag..haha..then when the bus TURNED..very violent turn sia..haha..my bag flew to the stairs there lorr..KAOX...LUCKILY i caught the bag in time if not i`ll have to pay for the broken windows sia..haha..i think..Thank God! =D..

reached MRT woah very crowded sia..haha took e train etc..walked home..yeah so thts all..came home was feeling very sleepy n tired..haha..yeah..so thts all for today,shall blog another time...gonna slp le...nite nite!

2007-07-14T17:22:00.000+08:00

today is SATURDAY!! haha...woke up early..like at ard 10.15am?? (i knw its not early for the early birds..haha..)then on the com n went online for a while..then had to faster pack bag n showred..haha..had training at OCC @ 12pm..hmm...oh yeah..n i`m CONTINUING CBA!!! YEAH!!!..xD..

school training ended at 2pm..i only just sat down there n see debra n the others play their game..uncle billy called us to do sparing n err...a test to see where yr mistakes is..then today also the pri 6 girls who are appealing to IJ through bowling DSA came for the trails..haha tracy see and janice were one of them sia..seriously i was kinda shocked..haha..dunno why..but still hope all of them get in..coz all of them can bowl..=D..

i just sat there n see debra bowled...my hand was VERY ITCHY to bowl...throwed 2 shots...the blister cant take it..very pain...so had to stop bowling lorr...nevermind i thot..haha..then i helped yijing,melissa n selene to fill in their form about the spare thingy n followed debra to buy tape..LOL...haha..

after school training ended...vincent n uncle billy briefed us..hmm...about wad to do n etc...how we progress etc..haha..then monday having training at safra yishun..but its by our own..see whether we wanna come or not..then i was thinking...MONDAY!!?? my blister looks very scary n disgusting..duno whether its able to heal by then..i dun even knw whether its gonna heal by wednesday...PLEASE!!! BEFORE C DIV!!! T.T....haiis..hope so..

then went to CBA for e while..haha didnt bowl...just stayed there n see them bowl..bowl bowl bowl...haha...i got this blister coz i overbowled..uh oh...bad timing sia..very most bear the pain to bowl during c div..haha i pray tht it`ll heal faster.....T.T.....

after trg uncle rick send me to yio chu kang station...haha thanks!..then i saw a train FULL sia...not for boarding of coz...FULL OF STUDENTS...pri 5 going to see the NDP preview...SO COOL LA!!~~.....i can still rmb 2004`s NDP...went together wif my pri sch friends..n we came back at 10pm at night...very very late...hahaha...but this year is VERY lucky sia...floating PLATFORM!!...T.T....not fair...tht time was at the national stadium...n i went twice in 2004...=DD...

went home le...forgot the keys to my grandma`s house..RAHH!! i wanted to GONG my head sia..GRRR.....nevermind..haha..went to library..n...err...still typing my blog...ta da! haha..=DD..okay le...thts about it..=D..later then shall update...byebye! =D

2007-07-13T12:37:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!! haha i`m updating i guess..xD...haha long tym sia..hmm...its only 5 DAYS away to the C DIVISION!!! haha...i could still remember when uncle billy told us..that we gotta work hard...right after the b division..at OCC...saying C DIV need to wrk hard towards my goal..hmm...individual goals that is..picture yrself n dream...xD..yeps! so fast!

oh yeah...maybe i`m gonna quit CBA sia...haiis..coz got sch team le..so yeahh...gonna quit...but isnt confirmed yet..i mean its alr by tml sia..haha sat le..so fast! C division starts on wed...yeahh...RAHH!!! so fast sia..haha..i wish tht time could pass slower...7 weeks to CA2 also...haiis...i need to catch up..my MATHS n SCIENCE!!! haha..

now is english lesson...n i`m using the com...ms tan teaching about situational writing..hmm..shall listen lalala!~~ haha lol...anyway..shall blog about tues

TUESDAY--> went to safra telok balangah to bowl..supposed to go to safra yishun to bowl..but then no lanes again..haha nevermind..the lane there backend very dry...and mid oil lane also...hehheh...gd for my total..haha we stimulated doubles event...panya wif courtney and i was wif debra..haha..both of us hot sia!!! both of us went HYPERRRRRRR!!! haha...n she had alot of static sia..keep "zapping" me...RAHH!! haha..hmmm...then after trg celine mok spent $8 on the toy machine...trying to catch the winnie the pooh toy..=.=...haha very addictive i must agree...xD..hahaha...

WEDNESDAY-->had science remedial for 1 n a half hrs..haha..very long sia..n my eyes...cant tahan..wanna close..coz i`m very sleepy during the afternoons..n i didnt even have my lunch sia..till like about 5? i think its considered as my dinner.. then somemore today supposed to have a history fieldtrip to the national museum of singapore...ARHH!!! i never even been to a museum before..n i have to miss the trip..T.T...its together wif the class lorr...n according to amelia..its the first n the last class trip we r gona have together before we go up to sec 3...WOAHHH!!!..T.T...cant be helped....had training mahh....n competition is coming up very soon...=(...at night went to play league at safra tampines..haha..lucas n shengyao came to bowl also..against hmm...wads tht grp name arh?? i also duno..today first day of new league..then no handicap...in the end lost to opponent...didnt bowl well...n thts when my blister started....haiis...but still i believe its gona cure before the c division..=)..i shall pray hard..=)..

THURSDAY-->had sch trg after sch today at safra yishun...should have rested if i knew my blister was gonna get worse...i thought nothing much the thing..n continued to bowl..coz i just said..its like since the c division coming up..so bear the pain a while to train..i didnt think of it to be so serious..T.T...this is the consequences sia..T.T...if only i knew it sooner...=( but nevermind..its done already...

FRIDAY-->after sch went to coffee bean wif michelle n faith..rahh!! haha..faith treated me $3.20 worth of coffee...but i still gotta pay her back...michelle bought a cookie,faith bought a ice blended vanilla,while i got a ice blended pure chocolate..haha didnt drink for such a long tym le..really miss the drink...but very ex sia..T.T...haha lol..then i went home n started to muggle..mug mug mug..to make sure i knw wads happenening..haha...then on wed will have to leave class halfway..haha err yay?? but REALLY i PRAY PRAY that the blister will heal quickly...no time to waste le..T.T...

okay thts all for this week...haha...oh n...does anyone knws how much a thumbdrive cost?? =DD...gd luck to all C DIVISION players going on tues as well as on wednesday..high scores too...=D...byebye ppl!

2007-07-01T02:23:00.000+08:00

BaCk to update! haha..xD..had trg again today at safra yishun..woke up kinda late then rushed down to safra..haha..reached there at 1pm sharp..then was like so little ppl haha..felt weird...guess all of them must have forgotten the timing was supposed to be at 1pm..hahawe did our drills..then soon..meiqi n wanting they all came..=DD..

did drills n stuff..had to wear the guard uncle billy told me to..my wrist felt very painful when i took it out..n shiok of coz..coz there isnt anything to obstruct my wrist from moving..haha n my hands felt sweaty..

when i took out guard..i realised that i can bowl better..it could be coz im not used to it yet but the rev tht i have is SO NICE SIA!!! =DD...but no speed..hehheh...nvm i`ll continue to train harder...anyway its only 2 weeks n 3 days away from c div...yep! there isnt much time i guess..haha..

after trg went to bowl games wif kj n jx..haha..jx bought a new pair of shoes..coz his old one spoiled le..lol...haha...i played 3 games...very tired after tht..then took mrt back to my grandma`s house...=DD...tiring sia..

did my wrk n stuff...then went bowling at safra tamp at night...haha bowled badly for first 3 games...then shoot up when i took out my guard..hmm...maybe i really shouldnt touch the guard anymore...but if thts wad uncle billy wants then i`ll wear lorr...

thats all..short post...very late le wana slp..cant tahan..haha okies byebye!

2007-06-30T00:04:00.000+08:00

HELO!! i`m back to update again..hahaha...recently felt kinda sick..like wana have fever like that...but no i dun have...my hand,thighs n leg muscle very pain due to that 1.2km run for PE on thursday..haha..everyone had to run and we arent allowed to do warm-up first..say must stretch muscle blabla..nevermind..

THURSDAY-->hmm...nothing much actually to say..haha..only during trg..^^..when we reached safra yishun at 3.30pm...n got down the bus..debra realised that she left her bag in the bus..-__-''' cause we had to carry the bowling bags down from the bus,then so heavy so everyone helped each other to carry all the bags down from the bus. Then in the end she forgot her bag...-__-'''...haha..after warm-up i followed her down to take her bag,cause mr yap(TIC) called the bus driver to turn back so that she can take her bag..=DD..

haha..before that we all prayed for her bag to come back to her...yep! and God answered our prayers..haha prayer works..xD..straightaway we did 5 steps..and did alot of spare practice..we had to rotate to different lanes..and 2 by 2 had to go over to uncle billy coz he wana see the way we throw..debra was okay=no probs like with the throwing or timing or rev..haha..mine is...errr...ALL..haha..so uncle billy got me the guard..the metal one sia..haha..at first i tried on courtney`s guard..woah my rev is like..so much sia..i see also shiok sia..but its like u need the guard then u can have rev..if not..its just fake??

then uncle billy told me to wear the guard till c div..and he said that i should wear that guard THROUGH c div...i was of coz shocked..coz i wasnt prepared to wear guard through c div..it feels weird..weirder than the one uncle rick lend to me..haha..the guard cause me to have muscle ache at my hand..kinda tight..then press against my arm..ARHH!!! T.T.....

TODAY--->we had youth day celebration in school..had mass first in the morning till like 9 plus then the concert,Catholic High boys from the chinese orchestra and the Wushu team came to perform..haha..alot of girls screamed their heads off..duno for wad..haha..then making the guys on stage like paisei...HAH!! i think..heehee..then cheerleaders performed..alot of stunts..haha very nice sia..lalala!!~~...then after that had recess woah so long queue...luckily we quickly ran down after dismissal..so we got food...YAY!!! lol...but canteen no space for us to sit...T.T.....so went over to the gallery steps to finish lorr..

they had a rock concert in the canteen also..woah..alot of ppl crowd ard to see..like really rock concert sia..haha VERY VERY noisy..T.T.....then went back to class for lessons..=)..after school..michelle,faith n i went out to sch to junction 168 to get some stuff to eat...very hungry..hehheh...we talked alot of stuff as we walked to tp interchange..haha..soon michelle got on the bus n went off..then i realised..MY CRACKERS was wif her...T.T...means i wont get to eat today...T.T....so tuesday then return me lorr...haha

so faith walked with me back to my grandma`s house..haha! she said as long as she knws her way back to mrt..she`ll follow me..WEES!~~haha thanks! Did my homewrk n stuff...so much to complete..n i got a SORE throat..T.T......so pain sia...cant talk properly...T.T...........kaox..plus my hand,thigh,leg muscle pain...ARHH!!! the feeling is like so sian la...hahaha loL...

YAY!! tml is a saturday again!! haha but unfortunately..its the second last week i think...then next week is rolloff le...uh oh....n next week i got sat training for bowling c div..haha..hope the time dun collide..xD...okays i shall stop here...shall update another time! =)

2007-06-25T22:34:00.000+08:00

Hmm..time flies haha...its alr the first day of term 3..x)...this term is gona be a serious term for me...i`ve already started revision as well as studying..haha...=)..its time to start a new...i dun wana repeat the same mistakes like i did in term 2...anyway...this term is heavier than term 2...as in the weightage for SA2...yeps..x)..

its only 3 weeks away to c div...i can still rmb the day when we went to cheer on the b div during their competition..haha...it like so fast...n tht was in march...then after 2 months...the national age grp championships...i wish i could turn back time..haha...uhhh...but exams period fast forward..x)...haha..lol...=DD..nevermind its all over...time to look forward...xD

today was quite normal...had new timetable...n WE CHANGED OUR ENG TEACHER!!! YAY!!...=XX...jkjk..not we change..is mr chan resigned..haha...then changed to a new n funny teacher...ms tan..xD...gd impression of her..x)yay!!..haha...then during sci...our class split into half...odd with ms syde..n even(me) with mrs how..haha...she`s nice la mrs how..haha..upper sci chem teacher...xD...

After sch went to locker at 4th floor so far sia..haha...waited for michelle ard class then both of us went to the back of sch to buy some food..i bought ice longan haha so refreshing on a hot day..haha..xD...then took 231 to TP interchange...michelle went off first while i dropped by popular for e while to buy some stuff for chinese project..haha...

then chiong homewrk lorr...xD..havent finished..thank God dateline is extended..XD...haha...thts all le i guess...tml have trg...WEES!~~...xD..gtg...bye!

2007-06-22T00:15:00.000+08:00

okayys..erm if i dun blog this out..i`ll feel weird...haha recently..kinda feeling down..T.T...coz like nowadays..my bowling scores are going downhill...n wif the C division tournament less than a month away...cant help but worry like siao..feeling pressurised...maybe its not anyone else...but just me who gives my ownself the pressure..hoping tht i`ll be able to bowl better everytime...nowadays i feel kinda scared to go for training...like...no mood to bowl...n if i do..the scores somehow disappoint me..=(...

trying to get over this though..but anyway..enuf of the sad stuff..i`ll make sure this depressing thingy will end 2 weeks before the c division..cant let my mood affect my performance....wadeva it is..i`ll strive hard coz when there`s a will there`s a way...=)..

anyway..i`ll start wif tuesday first...went for sch training early in the morning..did some drills n stuff...left arm felt very strained..coz have to stretch out for balancing...very tired..haha..did the sling thingy too....after tht we played games...er..enuf bout scores...then later jx came for his trg at 12 haha lol...after trg me n juniors wanted to play games...but unfortunately...there isnt any lanes available coz st margrets n ACS barker were having their sch trg..as well as SJI...haiis...sad...

i didnt wana go home so early..haha...quite hungry so went to eat wif yijing n xinwei..heehee...was telling them bout changing my ball to fury coz uncle billy says my rev not enuf...n tht ball is gd for super duper oily lanes..haha...but my total not even a year old..so i`ve decided not to change..kinda sad when i heard tht i had to change..coz I LOVE MY TOTAL...T.T..i dun wana change...

after eating went to play errr...the game machine thingy...hahaha!! so fun..time passes so fast when we were playing..haha..before we knew it...it was alr 2pm..omg...still havent even eaten our lunch yet..but yijing n i still wanted to play..heehee...addicted to the game...played till jiaxuan finished trg..haha...lol...thts 2 hrs spend on tht machine..heehee..loL...he went to bus stop first...then 5 mins later we came..loL...so hot la...

reach mrt le took e train home to toapayoh..xD....so tired...went home did my homewrk n project....haiis..so much stuff to do so little time..T.T...haha..lol..thts all for tues...

WED-->nothing much to say except at night went to safra tampines n bowl...saw ansen,shengyao n lucas on the way into the bowling alley..haha..lol....all of them going back..ooo...n my sis,n my dad went to kenneth to drill "my" rampage..haha i gave to my sister..=D...so went to redrill the ball..yeps! haha....went to tampines safra coz she wanted to try out...taught her how to hook......but it takes time...my scores for my games....i dun wish to say....T.T...

THURS--->hmm..was late for trg..then vincent told me...haiis..i wish i`m not late always..i wont be late anymore..T.T......did some drills n played games...haiis....scores werent wad i expected again....=(.....i`ll take this as a lesson learned...=)...uncle billy finalised the team for the c div..n my teammates r debra,courtney n panya...haha...=)....i`m contented...thank God!!...=D...after tht played games wif juniors...uhh...scores...haiis....

anyway..thts all i have bahs...shall update another time when i have the time..heehee...=)

2007-06-17T19:13:00.000+08:00

hAhA...i`m back to update so this wont be a dead blog..haha lol...hmms..shall start from yesterday..=DD..haha...yesterday i reached safra yishun early..then saw kitmin alone drawing..haha..so i went over n talked to her..not long..meiqi came n joined us..she showed me the neoprints she took wif her beloved peining n zhijun i think..haha sry meiqi if i gt it wrong..=D..

my mum was at chua chu kang ytd..so she didnt follow me..haha..ohh w8 b4 trg started..my dad n i went to OCC to buy food..haha...coz he say the food there nice so go there n buy lorr..anyway we also duno wad to eat..heehee...then inside the bowling saw debra n clara..n some of the NY players..they were just talking then i saw them its like ARH?? how come u r here? haha..lol...then uncle rick was training one of his students..i tried to hide but i think he saw me..haha lol...

anyway shall continue..uncle hisham opened only 6 lanes..kaox...expect us to squeeze..then very sian..then later opened another one..haha..xD...so shared lane wif ansen,meiqi,shengyao,ansen...then the other side was annabel,KJ n jiaxuan..haha...we did some drills wif the towel on our balancing hand..haha so uncomfortable coz i never put the towel on before..=.=!!..haha..then its like the towel kept dropping when i was nearing the foul line..heehee...

then i ask meiqi can dun put on or not arh?? haha...then meiqi n ansen were quarrelling when uncle rick wanted to take a bag n put it at the foul line...u knw wad??!! IN THE END IT WAS MY poor bag...T.T....my poor poor bag...then shengyao apologised in advance to me n say tht sry if i hit yr bag..heehee...T.T then uncle rick said oh ya hor shld use ansen`s bag coz its stronger...=.=!!...but it was too late...i think i was the one who was also kinda worried..haha..had little confidence thts y my ball speed slowed down even more..lala did drills..then my blood clot got worse...alomost turning maroon..thts so sick la..haha..its still kinda red till now...hehh..

during trg did some kind of drills..we cant hit the towel if not got punishment..go gutter also...hit pin err..forgot le..^^..haha...if go through those 2 pins got drink from coach..kJ n wanting got it...WOAH!! so gd sia..haha...xD...congratz??? at the end of trg..sang a bdae for shengyao..HAPPY BIRTHDAY bdae boy!! haha..lOL!!!..xD..everyone was kinda shy though so yeah...haha

towards the end of training..uncle rick came n asked me how come my speed so slow?? then i`m like..errrrr.....haha...then he said tht my speed could be slow coz my timing is slightly wrong..then its like i had to go back to my old one..since now my back swing is higher...i shld slide faster?? hmmm...delay release...then i thot my prob was my release..but he said my release was ok..but uncle billy said rev not enuf...so i really duno how to listen..T.T..haha nvmm..i`ll work on both..

after trg...played games with wanting,ansen,KJ,jiaxuan and shengyao x)...haha...yeahh...had lots of fun?? everyone was kinda lame i guess..haha..then shengyao so wu liao...put some powder on his finger n tap on jiaxuan`s back..hahaha!!! so funny la...then wanting said so wu liao arh bdae boy?? bdae also nothing to do..=.=...lol...haha...then KJ spotted the xiao yuan superstar guy from his sch...so wanting n kj went over to see him coz he was bowling at lane 24 tht side..haha..lol..xD...after playing i went back to my grandma`s hse..heehee

when i reached home..i went to rest a while when i`m supposed to do my wrk...haha!!..lol..i`m so slack man..T.T..haiis..wish i can change the old me into a new person...hmm...a more hardworking one?? xD..not long my dad came to pick us up n i went to victor`s bowl to redrill my bowling ball..haha...coz the thumb got prob n i had to change...it was like kinda sharp at the edge so had to buff it or something..anyway i changed the whole thingy...the orange kinda thingy..haha...yeh..it felt much comfortable after tht...then went to safra tampines to try out my "new" ball...cool man the thumb slipped out before i knew it..so its like early release..xD...at least my ball isnt so jerky unlike last time??? thts wad i feel..haha

yeh...1 day can post so many stuff...got alot to talk about..heehee..today didnt do much..except going online n did my e learning stuff for maths...algebra new topic..haiis...so many things to do..so little time...thts wad i feel...maybe its bcuz i`m slacking too much so not enuf time for wrk...haha thts y..nevermind...1 week is still alot of time although it flies..i`ll treasure my this week...yeps! n i`ll make sure to improve on my studies as well as bowling by C div...=)...

thats all i have to say for now..haha...gtg..byebye!

2007-06-15T20:18:00.000+08:00

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2007-06-14T22:23:00.000+08:00

Hmm...i`ve been updating alot on my blog recently..haha guess got alot of stuff to blog about although its just the old same boring routine?? haha..haiis...sch is reopening soon sia...n its like..i havent even completed my homewrk yet...supposed to read a 300 pages eng bk...err.....n do a bk review..haha...lol..

gotta chiong man...haha..anyway...i had training today in the morning at 10am in safra yishun again..woke up at 9am n got my dad to fetch me down..haha..at least i`m not late..coz by the time i got there everyone was preparing their equipment..haha..anyway...after warmup did training..1 step sling etc..3 step i changed my timing liaos...lets hope its the right one?? haha..my knee woahh...VERY pain n i kept losing balance..luckily vincent/uncle billy never see...if not i`ll get into trouble..then at the end of the trg we bowled games as doubles?? i dun knw whether this is gona be the arrangement for C div..haha..bowled wif debra..=D...anyway..haha where was i?? oh yeahh...

the petala band didnt wrk though i put it on...haiis still as pain man..T.T..i pray that C div everything else would be fine..went for alot of training this holidays..to prepare for C div..i really hope its all gonna be worth it..haha..oh yeh...i also gotta redrill my bowling ball..ARH!! meaning i gotta go ALL the way back to kenneth pro shop in victor`s superbowl n redrill...coz uncle billy says my thumb always come out late...then sometimes drop ball or thumb stuck..haha..

maybe going wif eunice to drill...she also wanna buy a spare ball haha...but the though of going all the way to marina is so far away..n i duno whether my mum will allow me or not..T.T..oh where was i? oh ya..haha..after trg bowled 3 games..didnt bowl well...then after tht i went back home wif the juniors..hahaha..=DD...back all the way to toa payoh..then walked wif melissa to the toa payoh library...she offered to drag my bowling bag so in return i help her carry her ball..=)...thanks!

after bathing..called lynnette out to do CIP in the toa payoh library...haha...only did 2 hrs of it today...at first when we went..they said had to wear shoes to do...alamak..but we were both wearing slippers..=.=..so had to run back home to change..luckily its just nearby..so we ran all the way back up n change..then ran down again..haiis..haha...then they said have to wear full sch uniform..aiya..but since we were in sch tee...they let us do coz we r juz first timers..=DD..

we did some sorting kinda thing..err..nono..is lynnette was the one who did the sorting n i did cutting of paper?? haha...had quite alot of papers to cut...hands n fingers were very tired after that..haha..then after both of us finished our duties..the person in charge send us up to the third floor to help 1 officer do the cutting n pasting kinda thingy for the children??? hmm..some kind of art class i guess..we can go home at 6pm..alamak..missed my show by half an hour..T.T..haiis...wad to do?? haha...

i only did 2 hrs of CIP today...still have 4 more hrs for this whole year....i need to take out some time n do..but haiis..no time man..really nid to complete my homewrk..my maths question not even 1 i like knw how to do..guess cant really take A maths next year...nevermind but i`ll still try haha..

Hmm...for ytd...i stayed at home for the whole day yesterday...trying to finish my homewrk...err...so far i only managed to complete only a little of my maths n thts it...haiis..thank God there`s another week to go for the holidays..n i havent even started to revise my wrk yet...arhh!! i gotta chiong liaos..T.T..but wif bowling...i hope to finish all on time man...so much time to do so little time..did my wrk till 5.30pm then saw my show...till 6.30pm had dinner n time to go for league..

when i reached there...wanting was already there...haha we had nothing to do so we decided to go n play arcade just next door...played the car racing thingy..haha..lost to wanting...coz i drive no license one..=DD..haha opps =X...but it was fun anyway..soon after the league started n we were bowling at lane 3..our opponent was aveo i guess..haha..n in the end our team won against opponent..this is the 2nd last week for the wed league...gona start one more new one soon after this one finish..haha..wanting and meiqi got into the masters fot this league..congratz!!

after league bowled 3 games together wif my sister...hmm..but she only played 2 i think...then joe came to tell me tht wanting left her friend`s present at the counter..so i helped her to bring back n pass back to her on sat..haha..after bowling very tired..so mapled a while n went to sleep..haha...lol...

hmm...next week is spare test week...that is how uncle billy decide on which player goes to which team...i think for this C div..team 1 is the best team...although debra said that normally is team 2...hmmm i dun really knw..but anyway..thank God tht all of us will be playing for the C div...no matter wad team we are in...all of us have an equal fighting chance to win the other schools...i knw we can do it!! =DD..kinda scared on the spare test..haha...hope tht it`ll turn out well...coz this test determines yr accuracy...if u r accurate..normally yr score can be high??? haha..guess so....anyway bowling is a sparing game...then vincent also said today..bowling is an easy game..haha yeahh only to those pros..whether u agree is up to u..haha..

hmm...i think i shall end here...blog of ytd n today..haha...=D...thats all!! =) byebye!

2007-06-12T23:06:00.001+08:00

OUR EMO BOWLING BAGS...hahaha..so nice..=DD...i didnt realised it sia..hahaha...duno who was the one who took notice..=DD..

O.o...this was eunice debra n me..haha we took this picture coz its like kinda emo?? haha all red n black...quite nice i must say..=DD hahaha!!

haha had training today...woke up quite late today...lucikly my mum woke me up haha if not i think i`ll oversleep sia..haha...opps..=X did trg on spares...haha guess really need to train even harder every day..n uh oh...still really never started on my holiday homewrk...ARHH!! i`d better hurry n do sia..haha lalala~~ nth to update much...haha

2007-06-11T22:51:00.000+08:00

Woah!! so fast already 2 weeks of the june hols have passed sia..so fast..T.T..i still wanna enjoy sia..haha but anyway..all good things must come to an end..but why must they come to an end so soon?? =(...its just part of life i guess..haha..

this week gonna chiong on my homewrk liao..haha no time to do in the last week...n i ARH!! still havent even do 1 hr of CIP yet..i`m so lazy though the library is just opposite my grandmother`s house...need to complete the full 6 hrs sia..so long..just like shelfing books in the library n stuff..haha...n i gotta finish tht pile of homewrk i have...ARH!! i think i`d better slog starting from tml onwards..

n also recently going bowling very often..whenever i`m free i go to plaza bowl..haha..cheap sia $1 per game during the morning n $2 after tht..haha..cheapest rate in singapore?? xD yeps! gd for trg...haha..x)..so normally kinda tired everytime..haha..but nevermind..its all for the upcoming C div.. i`m trg hard for a place in the national youth..really hope to get in..but have to train up my speed if i want to..haha

today went to plaza to bowl..haha..reached there at about 12 plus i guess...haha so early..the rate was still $1 per game so i bowled as many games while waiting for ansen n wanting i guess..haha then later ansen n his friends arrived..then he bowled at lane 1 while i was bowling at lane 19 ard there..-.-'''then after tht they ban their stuff to my lane err...nxt lane 20 haha...then went for lunch..after tht they came back n we bowled games...while waiting for wanting..shortly after she came..haha...i bowled 10 games then went home le..T.T...tired sia...chiong 10 games in a row...haha..then i took 145 back to tp my grandma`s hse..=DD..haha...

kinda tired after tht..actually today i`m supposed to do cip but woah..so tired after tht..haha...my sms all gona burst soon..smsed jx whole day sia...woah..didnt realised..till now also smsing..=.=!!..hahaha..nvmm...i use my sister`s phone..=DD...opps..=X

ooo...n another thing..c division is another 35 days away...everyday pass is just 1 day nearer...so fast sia..T.T...time flies REALLY fast...T.T...tml still have trg...haha..err..YAY?? haha kinda yay i guess..=DD...gotta train real hard now..anw shall stop here..haha...=DD...shall post another time...=)

2007-06-08T16:39:00.000+08:00

Hmm...this past week after age grp wasnt anything much for me..haha since the june holidays started..i havent been going anywhere but going bowling?? haha kinda sian i must admit..sry to my friends whom i promised to go out wif during the june hols......=(..really sry...T.T...haha..

Monday-->had bowling camp in the morning..we had to reach hougang superbowl by 9am..so early..when i reached there..the bowling alley wasnt even open sia..haha..so early..then celine told me tht she went for the COE(centre of excellence) trails..which really made me regret coz i didnt even go for it..haiz..wish to turn back the clock..then had rolloff..i just realised tht i cant bowl in the morning..i still feel very sleepy..=P..hahaha..xD..then after tht went back to sch for activities..blabla..then at night went to dhoby ghaut for dinner..with our bowling bags..haha..it feels kinda weird..xD..together wif all the bowlers n mr yap of coz..haha..had fun...=)

tuesday-->uhh...i stayed at home kinda of the whole day? brought e laptop along to my grandmother`s house..haha..effort kinda wasted coz i couldnt connect to the internet..err..i forgot to bring the disc along..=.=!..hahhaa..thot of going to the gym to work out..but i fell asleep in the afternoon..hehh...T.T...i cant be so lazy..haha..lol..

wednesday-->thot of going to textile centre to bowl..$1 per game only..CHEAP! haha..but me n my mum was feeling kinda lazy i guess coz afternoon so hot..so it errr...kinda spoils the mood..heehee =DD..

thursday-->had trg in the morning..we did some experiment..n uncle billy said tht if we do this exercise properly..we will be able to spot our mistakes n correct them...so all of us had to play 2nd arrow..something liddat..haha n its FINALLY at SAFRA!!! not occ anymore sia..THANK GOD!! hahaha..=DD..after tht stayed back for bowling games..which made me feel weird coz its like all juniors n i`m the only senior..felt kinda uncomfortable...haha..

friday-->last night my sister went crazy coz she had her results..woah woah..not bad sia..i think nxt year she can get first class honours..haha..she was VERY VERY happy wif her results..haha...gd gd..i think i shld learn from her..slack less n study more..lala~~ hmm..today i went to textile centre for bowling..only $1 per game..trained speed..i guess its faster now..haha..err...to me?? but i dun really think so..i think its just my thinking..hahaha..weird though..i`m not used to having more acceleration..so shld train hard..=D...C div is only a month or so away...dun have much time left..=(...

haiz...for some reason i think debra is kinda pissed wif me?? hmm..thts wad i think though haiis...o ya recently i`ve been having weird dreams..n its all related to bowling..haha..duno why..hmms..sometimes i think life is kinda unfair..haha..its like..err...just my observation i guess...erm its like..ppl gives better treatment to others n not be fair to everyone..hmm..tht seems kinda familiar to me..haha..haiis...anw gtg..shall post again..=)

2007-06-01T01:01:00.000+08:00

HEYS!! the NAG is over..didnt get into masters though..haha..i didnt expect anyway..=)..i`m gonna choing for C div now..thts my priority..i`ll aim for the masters..=)..haha anyway..today`s team event was kinda okay i guess...but its over..no point thinking about it..time to move on..=)..

After NAG went to ansen`s chalet at aloha loyang..haha..kinda fun??me n debra got lost i guess..then ansen had to come out of the chalet n escort us..haha..lol..after we ate..then wanting came...haha..after that his friends went to those kind of old abandoned houses to xplore..omg..me debra n wanting all freaked out n so we decided to go back to the chalet n play in the room..haha..at least is better than scaring yrself back there..haha..

Hmm...when its time to let go just let it go..<---well wad does tht means?? i duno..i just feel like saying it out..yeahh..let go wad?? i think u all shld knw..haha..yep..xD..LOL!! i`m crapping..=D..some ppl are kinda lucky which is so gd..yeps..x)..

anw this is all i gt to say for now..is like..kinda erm..weird...i mean recently i keep saying all this kind of stuff..like so..sad?? i`m not sure whether its the right word to use..but still yeah..maybe i guess..

everyone is special n unique in his or her own ways..different ppl hav different personalities n gifts..but lucky ones have more..not so lucky ones have less...haha..but wadever it is..God has a plan for each and everyone one of us to prosper in life..it could be not the way u want it to be..but rather even the small gd things u experience in life can be God`s blessing..i mean its like..God is helping u even in small little ways which u think is for granted..is it like this?? haha i`m not sure how to explain..=)..but anyway is time to move on.......

haha..yeahh..i guess..thts all i have for now..tag my board pls!! =DD thanks!! cya guys soon!!..=)

2007-05-31T00:51:00.000+08:00

Hmm..this post is gonna be kinda weird i guess..i duno y this few days ever since the age grp has started i`ve been more like depressed..maybe is just that i`m not bowling to my expectations..thts y..hmm...on my way to OCC today i had this thought that struck my mind..erm..is like..what am i living for?? haha..

and also wad is life?? some ppl i heard says that life is tough,easy,happy,sad,cold,warm,selfish,stress,biased..haha..etc..well i think thts from me la..lalala~~..omg..since when i learn to think like that?? so weird i guess..haha..but its true la..lalala~~..okay nvmm..

anw had the doubles event today..well..didnt do as well as my singles ytd..but its okay..as long i`ve tried my best..i wont have any regrets..yeahh..tml is the team event..i wont let my team down..yeah..hmmm..my mum asked me whether i have a shot at the masters event..hmm...well..errm...mayb..if i do VERY Well for the team..yeps!! haha..

but this NAG is just an experience i guess..if i get into the masters(which is kinna hard) is definetly a bonus..but my aim for C div is to have that radical inferno..hahaha..if u knw wad i mean..=DDD..hmm..tht one i have to train n slog my speed out..asked my mum go n get me some dumbells..err..is tht how u spell it?? haha..yeah..

uncle billy said tht the lanes will like somehow show how much accuracy u`ve got..haha..hmm..could be i guess..=DD..hmm..is tht all i have to say??? yeahh..i guess..haha..erm..thts all for now..=)

2007-05-29T10:23:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!! WEEEE~~~ back to update..hahaha...hmmm...today is the second day of the national age grp..really hope to bowl well..ytd wasnt really gd..my second pulled me down..scores were..157,110 n 176..hope to bowl well today..x)...

so fast..the hols r here..haha..i have a pile of homewrk waiting for me to complete..but i dun feel like doing though..but still i have to if not i`m gonna fail miserably at my end year..then ARH!! cannot do wad i want nxt year..hahaha..

nvmm but i still must jiayou!! yeah...then july c div..ARH!!! so many competitions coming right up..haha..gonna wrk hard..shall end here..nth to say..haha..x)

2007-05-19T12:15:00.001+08:00

Hmm...havent updated for a week or so...haha...quick update XD...okayy...erm...gt back my results..errrrr....not gd at all..

No A s at all...wth..haiz...

English-->B4
Science-->D7
Maths-->C6
Chinese-->C6
History-->C5
Geography-->C5
Literature-->D7
Art-->C5

cant do science nxt year already i guess..maths n science r one of the lowest..T.T..haizhaiz..i duno sia..maths actually can score high..its always my carelessness so thts y i gt to pay the price...tht one exactly 50..=.=...haha..yeahh...

at least still have the end year to go..last chance to prove myself i guess...=)

2007-05-12T19:00:00.000+08:00

Today was kinna up n down for me..haha..woke up at 10.30am..felt very sleepy sia..i duno y...didnt feel like going for training today...had a werid feeling...hmm...but in the end still went..haha..i think its bcoz i slept too late last night..haha..

hmm....left house at 12.55pm..lets hope i`m still early..yepp..reached there at 1.20pm..had fried rice for my lunch..wasnt hungry haha...okayy...enuf crap..reached there saw some guys alr there..haha..anw..

today during training wasnt really much coz uncle rick went for bangkok open..in bangkok?? yepp...so uncle hisham took over n err...jason?? haha..yepp..uncle hisham told me to speed up my ball..err..i`ve been trying to tht for months..n somemore now is competition period..dun think is really gd to make big sudden changes..haha

i`m training towards the competition..haha...national age grp..yepp...my aim is to get into the masters..keep reminding myself to train hard...coz after all i did say tht after exams im gonna choing??? haha..its a little bhb..haha...i think..lol..XD..

today during trg...i was like feeling weird at the start..i duno y..maybe everything just happens too fast..ever since last week..hah...shall not talk about it..also found out something i suspected..i was like..wad??? okay shocking la....nono...sry...err..all crap..haha...forget wad i said..

anw...recently for bowling..realised like my release is stabilizing..mayb the release changing period is over??? hmmm..i duno..but anw its gd i guess...at least it dosent change so much unlike last time..haha..yepp..=)..quite contented wif wad i have...=D..my mum is like..happier?? haha..glad to see tht too..=)..

during the whole trg..we like bowled game throuhgout the whole thing..haha..very fun..^^..didnt do much today...haha..=D..nxt week gonna resume sch trg...now thts really fast..haha..yepp..uncle billy is for sure gonna train us for national age..but of coz..the ultimate goal is for the c div..=D..

national age is only 2 weeks away...so fast sia..can still remember the time when they just came out the forms..haha..n when mr yap told us tht national age is coming up..which was 1 month away..b4 the exams started..haha...thts hw time flies..=)..

anw after trg..wanting had to rush down to pasir ris for her cousin`s bdae pt so didnt bowl..so in the end shengyao n i bowl lorr..haha..the lane was so dry sia..very dry..T.T...but got high game at the end..=D..214 haha..6 in a row...okayy..being bhb..lol...others was okayy..=)

went to norhtpoint for dinner after tht..haha..then took the mrt back home..was so tired...i was like sleeping while holding my bag n standing up..i think alot of ppl were looking..but really cant help it..very tired...

hmm....yeahh..thts all lorr..i think..after tht went back to my grandma house n went to the library to blog this thing out..yepp..i dun wanna blog at home coz i wanna play maple..=D...hahaha...yepp..thts all...wahaha...byebye!! pls tag..thanks!!..=)

2007-05-11T16:30:00.000+08:00

BACK to update again..=D...woahh..lots of stuff happen..firstly..i wanna say...EXAMS ARE OVER!!!! FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...wahahhahaa...=.=...nvmm...haha..on the day of my last paper..i was so happy after i finished my last science paper..hahahahaha!!!! very happy..^^...okayy..lets not talk about results for now...monday gonna get back soon...if i fail any sub...haiz...consequences r wad i have to face..

i`m enjoying as much as i can..during this period after exams n b4 the results come out..haha...had lots of fun ytd...went out wif michelle tang n faith..=D..together wif jade i think..but she went wif another grp of friends..but to the same place..VIVOCITY!!! wahahaha!!!

okayy..woke up very early..woke up at 9am..faster got ready n charged my MP3 on the com..haha..forgot to charge last night...T.T..haha...nvmm anyway..yep...quickly charged n went off to shower..haha...not long..i went off..

took 228 to bedok interchange..so many students finished sch liaoz...exam over can go back liao..hahaha...=D...took a train to outram park..in the train so many ppl...lol...morning crowd..=.=..haha...reached outram n took another train to harbourfront..haha...journey bout 1/2 hr?? haha...not really i guess..

reached there at like..err...10.40am?? forgot liaoz..haha...but when i was there..michelle was still at dhoby gourd waiting for faith..haha...n faith still havent arrive at dhoby gourd...haha..lol...they were late?? but its okayy..haha..i didnt wait very long anyway..=)..n i booked the tickets for bridge to terripithia?? haha..at 1.50pm..XD uhh...while waiting for them..=D

we first went to the rooftop of vivocity to see the scenary..n all of us thot bout the exams..haha...how we did n stuff...very happy tht the mugging period has ended..but results r a diff thing...=(..tht one...when the time comes..shall face it...

weather was so hot sia...haha..scorching hot sun...very hot..but nvmm..anyway..faith took out her shoes n went into the pond ard there..haha...=.=..like a small kid??? haha...XD..michelle took some photos..i was like...uhhh?? u tourist?? hahaha..=x..

then after tht walked round n went to food republic to have our lunch..ate sirloin steak..yum!! haha...i knw i`m gonna get fat...haha..but i promise to exercise during e hols..so there`s nth much to worry about..haha...yep...then after tht michelle said some DJS were gonna be at vivocity at 11.30am..giving out some roses for mother`s day..we quickly ate n went off..haha

went down...but no djs were in sight i think..haha...so forget it..scanned through the whole shopping centre..but nth at all....so nvm..both of them wanted to get a gift for their mums on mother`s day..i didnt..my results is my present..if they r gd..haha..n bowling score?? haha

went to minitoons there..haha...saw debra!! hahaha..=D...surprisingly..heehee..she said we might be pairs for the national age?? i was so excited...hahaha...YAY!!!!!!! =D...then she went off...n i went into precious thots..haha...faith bought some music box thingy for her mum n michelle bought a teddy??? n on it says..be mine...hahaha...

then we all went over to minitoons..bought a wrist pad n a present for cui lin on her bdae..haha..not going to her pt on 19th may...too far....haha...n i got training on tht day..sry cui!!...=(...after tht we went to the pet safari..went to see some dogs?? haha..michelle saw a cute n hyper active one...so cute!! haha..=.=...she even asked the price of it..cost $280..hmm..is tht suppose to be cheap or ex for a dog??? shld be cheap right??? haha...

saw some hamsters too..there were 2 fighting..so violent..bite each other sia..then the person had to errr....break up the fight??? they were fighting over the exercising thingy..duno wad u call tht..haha...x)...soon..had to go off for our movie..outside the cinema..dropped by 7-11 to grab some food..haha..=x..instead of buying food..i bought a teenage magazine..

front cover story is about avril lavigne..cool!! haha...shows her transformation...=D...anyway...faith bought some chocolate..haha...in the cinema..jade n her friends sat in front of us yepp...n i was sitting nxt to faith..haha..she was in the middle n michelle was on the extreme right..

on my left...was a secondary sch couple..omg...they were like...eeeyyeerrrr...smooching throughout the whole movie..half the time i was looking at them..its so..like...makes my hair stand..i was very bored..movie wasnt really interesting..haha...n i told faith...haha..she was like..hiyo..dun see...haha..

i think instead of watching bridge to terribithia..i`m looking at the couple the whole time...haha...after the movie..went off to hazgeen daze ice cream to eat!! yum!!!...hahaha..o ya b4 tht..i spoiled the escalator by jumping on it..erm..ran down n landed hard on the escalator there...hehhhhhh....opps...=x..

shared banna split...faith took strawberry...michelle ate cookies n cream..n i ate....chocolate!! haha...yum!! it was $16.90..so ex sia...wanted the fondue..T.T...but it cost $39.90.;..even more ex...i forked out $6.30..faith err...forget liao...hahaha...michelle also forget le..haha...XD...but it was worth it i guess..=D...

after tht we took the fast track to sentosa..haha!!..it was only $3 after all for the whole day..thts e entrance fee...n its like..so fun sitting it..haha..lol....we got off at beach station..went to siloso beach..rented 3 bikes..haha..faith paid for us all..THANKS!! haha...$5 for an hr..cycled everywhere ard the beach..haha..was sweating alot..

after tht was time to go off..=(...haha..for dinner...thot of staying for the show songs of the sea..but hehh....$6 for a person..nahh...too ex..haha...but its the ne musical fountain..maybe we`ll watch other times..haha..i was supposed to eat dinner at vivocity...but instead went to takashimaya for our dinner..haha..=x =x...ate duck noodles...haha...was so hard to find seats la..so many ppl..haha..

then after tht it was time to go home..so fast sia..faith went to kinokuniya..to see her japanese comics n stuff..haha...so michelle n i went home first..haha..

okayy..here comes the interesting part...from orchard..we were supposed to take the jurong east line..i was so blur sia...go n take the wrong train..which was going to marina bay..haha...so embarrasing...T.T..michelle also followed me..haha..it was only till dhoby gourd then we realised it was wrong..actually it was somerset..

i said bye to michelle then she said..uhh...is this somerset? i was like..!!!!!!!!!!..hahaha...second time this year taking the wrong train back...arhh...y is orchard so confusing??? lol..hahaha..then everyone in the train looked...so pai sei sia..hahaha...

so we crossed over to jurong east lorr..T.T..it was alr 8.40pm then..n i`m supposed to get home by 9 sia..haha...nvm anw..finally it was the right train..haha...reached my grandma`s house at 9.10...so late..i think my grandma was pek chek wif me..coming home so late...T.T...bought lots of stuff...of coz i overspent..=.=...haha..sad...

at home went on9..debra was on9 wahaha...told her wad happen bout me taking the wrong train back...she nicknamed me..sotong ball...hehh..wanting calls me sotong..she calls me sotong ball..i think i`m really am sotong..can compare wif vivian..wahahaha!!! =D haha...

hope to go out like this again soon sia...yepp...soon after is gonna be the post examinations activities haha..heard tht vivian is gonna go for a camp haha..so gd..going kayaking??? haha..cool..

anw..thts all la..exams r over..yay!!! but results r another thing i guess...i`m gonna get prepared for the national age grp championships..joining the under 17 catergory...haha...under 14 no space alr..sad..=(..means alot of ppl joining..i`m gonna strive my best to get into the masters...yepp...have to treasure every training that i have on sat..

no more nonsense liao..haha..yepp...getting serious i think..=D...anw...thats all for now..heehee...tml is sat?? now thts fast..haha..byebye!! pls tag..tyty! =)

2007-05-06T01:46:00.000+08:00

BACK to update about today again..haha...as usual..had training again today..monday is my maths and geography paper..yepp..very heavy though..i really wanna pass sia..at least pass all..i knw i can do it..must learn to have confidence in myself...i think if i`m not wrong..thats a factor that contributes into being a good bowler?? haha...yepp..must also have good mental strength which i`m lacking..

okayys..today woke up at 10 plus..i think...if i dun remember wrongly..haha...should be bahs..then studied my geography till like 11 plus then had to go shower...aiya..anw..shall fast forward..reached safra yishun very early...like i think at 12.30pm i guess..haha...saw alot of the people from junior collages bowling..yepp..in preparation for the a divsion thats coming up nxt week..haha..

went opposite to but lunch wif my mum..ordered a simple lunch..that`ll do..anyway i`m also not hungry..haha..nvmm..then after that training started..as usual i guess..except tht..something went very wrong i guess..haiz...y did this kind of problem started in the first place?? ALL this nonsense wouldnt have started if she hadnt..okayy...nvmm..shall nt talk about it..

bowled in wanting`s lane again..haha..thot of joining kj they all but cannot le..already alot of ppl bowling there..so no choice but to move back to my original..haha..did some drills during trg..yep..1 week never bowl n i feel so funny...its the mugging period...yep...study hard now then bowl very hard later..haha..i think??? yepp...

at the end of the trg bowled 1 n a half games?? first game arhh...wasted last frame....started to get pissed..then second..uhh...worst...my thinking changed to..at this rate i`ll never be able to make it into the c div n age grp masters finals..seems impossible..but told myself that dreams n achievements do come true..yepp..they do...so if u can dream it..u can do it..=)..

didnt bowl at the end of trg..had to go back n study...felt very sad...my mum..didnt even allow a game...havent touched for 2-3 weeks alr...haha..nvmm...anws..something damn bad happened during trg today...haiz..sad..the ppl tht u trust yr secret wif got spilled out...once is alr alot..twice is unbearable..if the third pops up...things are not gonna be nice...

then came back to my grandma`s house early...yep..haha..didnt have any mood..very sad about my games..but its okayy..concentrate on my exams first..then after tht i can so called "slack" all i want...but of coz...not just throw all my bks aside hahaha...n then forget all about them..XD...yep..but i promise tht age grp must really pia to the end..n perservere..takes alot of patience n peserverence to reach my goal..

anw..came home here early..like 8.15..n the com has been on for 6 hours...yep...came on9..saw many ppl online..many stuff happened too..anw..thanks kj..haha...i think today i have a dao attitude...duno y..but suddenly went into a bad mood...haha...but i`m okay now..lets hope tht nxt sat will be a fresh new one..but i doubt i can forget....nvmm..

shall end here guys...for those ppl in cba..sry if i gave u dao look...really am...pls tagg my blog..=)..thanks!! and gd luck for yr exams!!

2007-05-05T00:58:00.000+08:00

Helo!! back to update..haha...hmm...wad happen this week?? to day i had my history paper..didnt really have like time to write down wad i wanted to say n all..haiz..its like..a 8 marks question n i only wrote like..5-6 lines?? If i can get like 3-4 marks...i`m happy...

as for chinese...still okayy..haha..i mean its per normal..like a practice i guess?? hope to get at least an A for my paper 1..yep..today after exam..walked with michelle and pris out...haha..went back to junction 168 or something liddat to get some food to eat..haha..yep..

before that...met courtney at the canteen and she passed me the form for the national age grp championships..haha..i`ll be bowling for the school...my team consist of debra =)...celine..courtney..as well as myself..but the pairing isnt done yet..haha..i`m very happy..^^

WED:after drama..my shoes went missing..3 of my classmates shoes were in the drain..duno which idiot did that..my shoes ended up in the dustbin...its not funny okayy?? luckily its not dirty..inside the bin was some plastic..n its dry also..ya..after school reported to mr jiow..he stil stand there n laugh..hahhaa...very funny...T.T

THURS:only the first 2 periods had a teacher...were having CME..haha...did our own revision for the history paper and chinese paper for friday...yep..smsed wanting..haha..talking about school stuff??? haha...shh...^^..then after that the last few periods had techers..haha..sad..no more free periods..

hmm...by nxt wed i`m free like the wind..YAY!!!..hahaha..=D..dun have any more papers to sit for...actually thursday is my last paper..but then i happen to be in the lower half of the class..so i dun have to take the home econs paper..end year then its my turn..haha..yay!! but its heavier weightage i think..not really sure..

nxt wed i`m gonna play league..havent played for 3 weeks..feels weird though..havent bowled for a long time ever since i started revision for the exams..erm..i mean a week i only bowl once..haha...yep...so excited about tml..duno y but i think its because i get to see the lanes...yay!!!!!!! haha....maybe i`ll be changing lanes...yep...

after exams really must chiong bowling..really must...national age as well as c div are coming real soon..very very soon...my aim is to get into the masters for everything...i`ll work hard for it..=)..thats all i have for now..gonna slp liaoz...pls tagg...thanks...^^

2007-05-02T11:42:00.000+08:00

Hees...i`m updating again during IT lesson..teacher allow mah..so update lorr..haha..lol..=]...my first paper is gonna be on friday..gosh..history n chinese paper 1...hehh..then saturday and sunday is really study study..mon the first thing in the morning is maths paper..n after tht is geography...that day is really heavy lehh...T.T...tues not so bad..there`s literature together wif chinese paper 2..and the last..science!!! hahaha..

from wed at 10.30am..i`m free!!! very free...hahaha...then on thurs me,michelle,pris,faith and sharon are going out!!! yeahh!! hahaha...i`m so happy...^^...today is alr the 2th of may..am counting down to the no of days for the national age grp championships..as well as the c div..(but c div i never really keep count..hahahaha =D) its like..26 more days...thats so short...still remembered last year i said to myself i wanna join this year...haha..

hmm...ms wong(HOD maths) distributed the consent forms for our maths trail this year...actually i dunoo wad is it la..but it seems kinna fun to me..we r going vivocity..together wif the whole sec 2 for some activities there..woah...will the whole shopping centre look at us doing??? that`ll be very embarrasing lehhs...T.T..but i think its like those kind of sloving maths sums..then have a clue n run off to the nxt station i guess..

last year the 1993 badge went to changi airport for the maths trail..(also go see planes taking off and touching down..hahaha...x)...lolx...)..they say its fun...arhh!!! cant w8 cant w8..x)..hahaha..then after exams also will be having inter class netball tournament against other classes..cool man..i`m so happy...cant w8 for tht to come as well..hope tht i can play in the tournament...^^....

o ya...hope to go out after exams wif vivian they all...miss them ever since i transferred out..but i dun have any regrets..hahaha.....hmm...hope tht uncle billy will train us intensively if they want CHIJ to get into seeded this year...then sec 2 e juniors will be able to play against n fight for the top pos for sch...my goal for c division this year is to get into the masters final...may seem a little impossible..but i have confidence at least to get into the top 12 pos..

hmm...wonder whether my goal is achieveable...i do really hope so....uncle billy`s goal is to see us get into seeded...once tht is achieved..we plan on beating the sports sch..not easy also la...but i think we shld be able to do it..=]..haha...

friday is gonna fly pass...kinna scared though....scared of alot of stuffs..haha...shld treat this like a practice..then i suppose it wont be scared anymore??? hahaha...

anyways..something funny(to me) happen ytd morning...wahahhaa...i jumped out of bed coz i thot there was sch..hahaha...it was ard 6.45am-7am i guess...i suddenly got up n choing out of the room..then my mum was asking me..where r u going?? today no sch la..i was like..=.=!!!!!!! felt like a fool tht time..it broke my dream lehh..=.=...lol...hahhaa..

arhh!!! later still have drama...my grp supposed to come up wif a scene for us to act..but we still havent rehearsed n we gotta perform it for ms charmaine n half the class to see...last week we made a fool of ourselves..till ms charmaine said..go back n preprare then nxt week perform..hehh...in front of the class somemore..T.T..we plan to change the way of us acting..forgotten wad r the names alr..duno whether to take drama,DNT,home econs or art nxt year...i think most slightly is drama...haha

end of this year each n everyone of us have to act!!! ACT sia...i`m not gd at tht..the moment when we get serious when i`m in a hyper mood...uh oh...dun wanna think of the consequences...hehh..i`ll laugh like duno wad...spoil everything n i`m gonna get scolding?? hahahaha...jkjkjk...^^.. but its our end of year examination anyway..cant bear to think of it now...T.T...but the time will come sooner or later i guess...

hmm...i dun think i have any more stuff to blog out i suppose...hahaha...thats all for now i guess...try to blog everyday after exams...yepp...by then i`ll be so free...^^..yay!!!...haha...thats all...please tagg!!! =D...tyty!!!

2007-04-28T18:27:00.000+08:00

BAcK to update again..haha...hmm...today i was supposed to wake up in the morning at 10am..haha..i woke up at 11.30 instead...faster jump out of bed coz i`m late..if i dun do my wrk then cannot go for training...haiz..that is called..exam stress???

anyway..was late for training today..came at..1.45pm i think...haha..very "early"..lol..anyway,everyone was alr there...i`m the latest sia..hees...then wanting asked me to join lane 3..where S is..wont say the name..i was like..no thanks..hehh...then jianjie moved to the nxt lane...haha..thanks!!!

today we trained on release...was a little pissed at the start..coz my speed supposed to increase by now..at least a little better than b4..but it isnt..how long already...no more patience..told myself that i`ll increase my speed by c div..but i dunno whether can make it or not..

the national age grp championships registration is already open..means that the competition is not far away..starts on the 28th of may...crucial i guess??? haha..cant w8 sia..the more i think the more i get excited...hahaha..first time taking part as well as c div..=]..but must cross the exams first..haiz..

choing for another 2 weeks...then can slack liaoz...n choing bowling hahaha...=)..so slow lehh...sat seems like a month to me...monday passes the slowest..as well as the other days...hahaha...then very siann...T.T...haha..

anyway..during training..uncle rick was demonstrating on release..then call me kaox...i was like..so huh???? wallo...damn paisei la...ask me to demonstrate..lol..anyway...didnt get to bowl games or anything today..no lanes..haha..then during training..got 1 guy brought in so many balloons...woah..i was thinking n telling meiqi..if i carry i`ll float???? haha..

liddat then very fun lehh...=D..haha..actually it was some birthday party....bdae party nid so many balloons mehh??? =D...then lucas n meiqi was so sick la...duno say wad...dun wanna say..haha..also lucas n shengyao were wrestling each other..i think ansen saw le DIAO them...hahahhaa...make me laugh...LOL!!!..x)x)

after training no lanes so had to go back home lorr..haiz..SO SAD!!!!! my heart felt like...so heavy..my mind was saying..oh shit sia..like that means have to pull thorough another week...1 WHOLE WEEK....T.T.....how long more???????? somemore exam pressure..woah...can faint anytime.....

anyway...i think i had a dream..dreamt that i won the c div masters...woahh...if only that dream can come true..i told my mum..wad if i win c div?? then she said...u??? hahahaha...reallllyyyyy?????????(sacarstic).....T.T....anyway..been dreaming of that for quite some time i guess...i`ll do my best...

after training went to northpoint n bought some sweets wif my mum...hees...made her spend $3.80 i think hohoho...ltr i eat till my teeth all drop..=x=x..anyway i also have to wear braces this year i think...eeee...dun want...very funny...hahaha..then after that went to eat at the foodcourt downstairs...hee..ate steak...so "long" never eat liaoz..lol...

went home..forgot my keys to my grandma`s hse....!!!!!! i knew i was in deep trouble..got scolding n nagging lorr...AGAIN...............went library..which i`m in now..mum went back home liaoz i guess..hahaha...after all its only opposite my grandma`s house...hee...less than 200m away...=D...hahaha...

thats all i guess...haha...tml is sunday..gonna choing study again...haiz......2 MORE WEEKS..haha..my mum said that IMMEDIATELY after exams that is on wed i think can go bowling..

my plan is(for e june hols):
Monday-->rest day(or go bowling if anyone is free)
Tuesday-->school training
Wednesday-->go league if have...then bowl b4 the league starts
Thursday-->school training
Friday-->at night go to safra tampines for training wif that pro uncle????haha..
Saturday-->WEEEE!!!!!!!! normal training then after that bowl...haha..can go back at 7 she also dun care..^^
Sunday-->after church go for uncle rick`s training if have...at chevrons??? hahaha...YAY!!!!!

I CANT WAIT SIA...woahh..train like 5 times a week sia...HAHAHAHA...CHOING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! byebye..gtg..^^...lol...very lame...hehh...

2007-04-28T00:21:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!! back to update again..haha..=]..hmm..wads there to update about?? oh ya..today after sch...was raining..oh man..got a free bath from nature..lol..my bks were like a little wet i guesS?? haha..but it managed to dry

me and michelle tang walked out together after having home econs for our last period..decided to take 231 back to toa payoh interchange coz it was raining..n we also lazy to walk..X.X....lol..hahhaa...anws..in the bus saw familiar faces from whitley..haha..

reached interchange..michelle n i walked..the she saw her bus 157..o.O..ran for it..haha..walked home slowly..under the rain..thinking of my exams again..so scared sia..haha..yeah..n i told myself to choing for bowling after exams..yepp..haha

after exams...the sch is gonna plan lots of activities for us..post activities..YAY!!..haha..gonna have cross country..inter-class netball competition^^...haha..

yay!! also..tml is sat..XD..get to c CBA ppl..oh yeah!!..ermm..to kj:haha..dun think too much about yr godpa..he`ll get well soon de..dun worry be happy..=]..yepp...i wonder wad is training gonna be like..so fast...everything goes so fast...its been so long since i last seen my whitley friends...

miss them of coz..XD..=D..haiz..so busy nowadays that i havent called vivian n kelly..haha...=]..yep..thats all i guess for me to blog..my eyes very heavy le..gonna slp liao..byebye!!! please continue to tag..=DD...thanks!!!

2007-04-25T11:48:00.000+08:00

Random post..=D...haha...ehh...during enrichment programme some IT lesson thingy...here i am surfing the net..hah..i mean the whole class is...haha..jade touching up on our grp project stuff..haha..mr chan is here..he`s gay i guess??? opps..=x..haha..came to update update..^^....out of boredom i guess?? tagged ppl`s blog liao..wahahhhaa... went onto friendster..no one give me any testi..sad...T.T..nvmm...

cant w8 for sat to come again..time passes so slow when u want the time to come quickly..goes away so fast while u r enjoying yrself...right??? sad...tml there`s some chinese listening comprehension..oh man..my listening is bad...just passed when my teacher gave us a trial..haiz..cant fail cant fail..please lord answer my prayer

haha...but i`ll make sure i will pass all...better start to study now..since i have lots of time..shall list out my imetable for studying..

science-->problem is remembering all the chemical equations,not easy..cause there`s 20 over acids n alkalis to remember..
maths-->problem is remembering all my formulas..and i dont have enough practice..started to revise already...haha..
geography-->chapter 1,2,3,4..populations,settlements,transport and communications...cant rmb wads the last one..but i knw that its very important..
history-->nxt friday..studying about singapore`s history..japanese occupation,not easy..chapter 5,6..chapter 6 is alot...as in many stuff to read up on n many stuff to rmb..
literature-->see the bk which is so thick?? alot of stories to read up on..hope that i`ll have enough time to read on 7 stories..and remember the contents..
chinese-->hehh...i think there`s nth to study on..except remembering the ci yu..n probably read up more on my chinese newspaper..
art-->what????? some sova exam coming up this MONDAY!!! err...there`s nth to study i guess..except studying the portrait in the paper..and interpreit your analysis i guess..ohh..and and..remembering the artist..haha...

thats all for my subjects..after that is my freedom that i`ve always been waiting for..yeahh...nono...must choing bowling yeahh..june go bowling twice a week..hahaha...lol..thats all for now i guess..hmm...wish that my mind have a storage of 30GB..then can store everything..=D...hahaha..maybe will update later...byebye!!!

back!! i mean..err..i shall continue from where i last stopped..haha..hmm...after sch went back home..didnt have anything on..dropped by toa payoh interchange popular to grab some stuff..then walked back home..my mum called n said that i didnt have to buy my own lunch..yay!! means i get to save more $ on sat..ahha..=D..

at least now i get a little peace..my mum isnt at home..so i`m like.."free" to use the com?? ehh..my sister takes over my mum..hee..but i did all my wrk today..muggled hard..T.T..but fell asleep halfway..coz the weather was so nice..i mean..raining n so cooling..not so hot anymore..haha..

did all my homewrk till like 9.45pm..since 6.30pm??? err..including dinner..=D...haha..lol..very tired although i slept in the afternoon..hmmm..there`s nth much to blog about..except that its only 3 more days to saturday..n 3 more days closer to the exams..well better wrk hard..yepp..sat is my relaxation day..haha

right arm still pain..=(..oh no..hope that it`ll heal soon i guess..coz my muscle feels pain whenever i stretch hard..haha..lol..thats all i have to blog about today..hope sat comes soon.....=D..

Dear Lord please help me to have confidence and believe in myself

2007-04-24T14:34:00.000+08:00

HeLlo!!! back to update again..hmm..alot of stuff to say but no time...haha..o ya..recent updates first then..my handphone is spoiled i guess...now currently in sch..using the com lab`s com??? hahaha...supposed to do some enrichment project thingy bout steve irwin?? okayy...lol...=]..

sunday was rather boring..came back from church had lunch..then started mugging..studied geog i guess..for a few hrs..hah..yepp..its very boring i must say...studying human geography..to make sure that at least i get a pass for my mid year...sacrifice my time now..if not i will never continue CBA anymore..haha..

got alot of scolding from my mum ever since i got into IJ i guess...maybe i`m just slacking too much...she`s worried about me..especially my bowling scores...c div target 170 plus i guess...actually...i knw its the process that matters most n not the outcome..like wad uncle billy as well as wanting said..if no process how to have outcome???

exams are coming...meaning i`m getting more n more stressed...XD...haha...just hope that i wont be too stressed up..=]..really cant wait for freedom to come to me..after the exams..i`m free!!! i`m turning 100% bowling mood..of coz...preparing for e upcoming national age grp championship..as well as the 14th national schools c div for short la..haha..

pray hard n wrk hard thats wad i always tell myself..i striked a deal wif my mum..if i pass all my sub for md year.i wont quit CBA..n maybe get another pair of nike shoes..i only have 1 pair which i wear to sch everyday as well as sat during training..lol..n thats my only pair of shoe...hah..

i`m crapping about myself again..today have maths homewrk..some algebra thing..yep..have to finish it when i get home..the exams r only 2 weeks away..hah..hmm...wad else?? i guess i`m gonna help lucas create a blog..he duno how to create one..hah..junior bully??? wont allow ppl to bully anymore..hahahaha...lol..from this week onwards i`ll only be online for a very limited time only..i mean..as in a week twice?? normally its everyday...T.T..i wish i can get back to my slacking life back in whitley sometimes..

o ya..ytd..stayed back for some home econs project practical..it was raining heavily..n the teacher chased me n michelle(my partner) out of the kitchen..coz our time was up..hah..had to present the food in order to make it look gd on the picture..yepp..then the principle walked past us n i was like..omg..she said..gd afternoon girls..we forgot to greet back..n when she saw wad we were doing..she gave a comment...oh...so pathetic yes i knw..preparing food on the ground..heh..

my right arm is painful now..dunno whether it can heal by sat..played badminton ytd under the morning sun...was very hot..i think i`m tanner now i guess?? haha...but now my muscle hurts alot man..T.T..very..haiz..yepp..o.o..=.=...opposite me r my friends watching the com youtube..about singapore..u knw the mr brown show?? the history..its the video our history teacher showed us today..hah..nvmm..

i think thats all i guess..i`ll try to update tml...XD...haha..okayy...i gtg n do my project now..if not i`m not contributing..i`ll feel guilty like this...=(...okayys...cya ppl!!!..=D...byebye!!

quotes of the day-->never judge a book by its cover u`ll never know...