Hmm..this post is gonna be kinda weird i guess..i duno y this few days ever since the age grp has started i`ve been more like depressed..maybe is just that i`m not bowling to my expectations..thts y..hmm...on my way to OCC today i had this thought that struck my mind..erm..is like..what am i living for?? haha..



and also wad is life?? some ppl i heard says that life is tough,easy,happy,sad,cold,warm,selfish,stress,biased..haha..etc..well i think thts from me la..lalala~~..omg..since when i learn to think like that?? so weird i guess..haha..but its true la..lalala~~..okay nvmm..



anw had the doubles event today..well..didnt do as well as my singles ytd..but its okay..as long i`ve tried my best..i wont have any regrets..yeahh..tml is the team event..i wont let my team down..yeah..hmmm..my mum asked me whether i have a shot at the masters event..hmm...well..errm...mayb..if i do VERY Well for the team..yeps!! haha..


but this NAG is just an experience i guess..if i get into the masters(which is kinna hard) is definetly a bonus..but my aim for C div is to have that radical inferno..hahaha..if u knw wad i mean..=DDD..hmm..tht one i have to train n slog my speed out..asked my mum go n get me some dumbells..err..is tht how u spell it?? haha..yeah..




uncle billy said tht the lanes will like somehow show how much accuracy u`ve got..haha..hmm..could be i guess..=DD..hmm..is tht all i have to say??? yeahh..i guess..haha..erm..thts all for now..=)

HELLO!!! WEEEE~~~ back to update..hahaha...hmmm...today is the second day of the national age grp..really hope to bowl well..ytd wasnt really gd..my second pulled me down..scores were..157,110 n 176..hope to bowl well today..x)...


so fast..the hols r here..haha..i have a pile of homewrk waiting for me to complete..but i dun feel like doing though..but still i have to if not i`m gonna fail miserably at my end year..then ARH!! cannot do wad i want nxt year..hahaha..


nvmm but i still must jiayou!! yeah...then july c div..ARH!!! so many competitions coming right up..haha..gonna wrk hard..shall end here..nth to say..haha..x)

Hmm...havent updated for a week or so...haha...quick update XD...okayy...erm...gt back my results..errrrr....not gd at all..

No A s at all...wth..haiz...

English-->B4
Science-->D7
Maths-->C6
Chinese-->C6
History-->C5
Geography-->C5
Literature-->D7
Art-->C5

cant do science nxt year already i guess..maths n science r one of the lowest..T.T..haizhaiz..i duno sia..maths actually can score high..its always my carelessness so thts y i gt to pay the price...tht one exactly 50..=.=...haha..yeahh...

at least still have the end year to go..last chance to prove myself i guess...=)

Today was kinna up n down for me..haha..woke up at 10.30am..felt very sleepy sia..i duno y...didnt feel like going for training today...had a werid feeling...hmm...but in the end still went..haha..i think its bcoz i slept too late last night..haha..



hmm....left house at 12.55pm..lets hope i`m still early..yepp..reached there at 1.20pm..had fried rice for my lunch..wasnt hungry haha...okayy...enuf crap..reached there saw some guys alr there..haha..anw..



today during training wasnt really much coz uncle rick went for bangkok open..in bangkok?? yepp...so uncle hisham took over n err...jason?? haha..yepp..uncle hisham told me to speed up my ball..err..i`ve been trying to tht for months..n somemore now is competition period..dun think is really gd to make big sudden changes..haha



i`m training towards the competition..haha...national age grp..yepp...my aim is to get into the masters..keep reminding myself to train hard...coz after all i did say tht after exams im gonna choing??? haha..its a little bhb..haha...i think..lol..XD..



today during trg...i was like feeling weird at the start..i duno y..maybe everything just happens too fast..ever since last week..hah...shall not talk about it..also found out something i suspected..i was like..wad??? okay shocking la....nono...sry...err..all crap..haha...forget wad i said..




anw...recently for bowling..realised like my release is stabilizing..mayb the release changing period is over??? hmmm..i duno..but anw its gd i guess...at least it dosent change so much unlike last time..haha..yepp..=)..quite contented wif wad i have...=D..my mum is like..happier?? haha..glad to see tht too..=)..



during the whole trg..we like bowled game throuhgout the whole thing..haha..very fun..^^..didnt do much today...haha..=D..nxt week gonna resume sch trg...now thts really fast..haha..yepp..uncle billy is for sure gonna train us for national age..but of coz..the ultimate goal is for the c div..=D..



national age is only 2 weeks away...so fast sia..can still remember the time when they just came out the forms..haha..n when mr yap told us tht national age is coming up..which was 1 month away..b4 the exams started..haha...thts hw time flies..=)..


anw after trg..wanting had to rush down to pasir ris for her cousin`s bdae pt so didnt bowl..so in the end shengyao n i bowl lorr..haha..the lane was so dry sia..very dry..T.T...but got high game at the end..=D..214 haha..6 in a row...okayy..being bhb..lol...others was okayy..=)



went to norhtpoint for dinner after tht..haha..then took the mrt back home..was so tired...i was like sleeping while holding my bag n standing up..i think alot of ppl were looking..but really cant help it..very tired...



hmm....yeahh..thts all lorr..i think..after tht went back to my grandma house n went to the library to blog this thing out..yepp..i dun wanna blog at home coz i wanna play maple..=D...hahaha...yepp..thts all...wahaha...byebye!! pls tag..thanks!!..=)

BACK to update again..=D...woahh..lots of stuff happen..firstly..i wanna say...EXAMS ARE OVER!!!! FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...wahahhahaa...=.=...nvmm...haha..on the day of my last paper..i was so happy after i finished my last science paper..hahahahaha!!!! very happy..^^...okayy..lets not talk about results for now...monday gonna get back soon...if i fail any sub...haiz...consequences r wad i have to face..



i`m enjoying as much as i can..during this period after exams n b4 the results come out..haha...had lots of fun ytd...went out wif michelle tang n faith..=D..together wif jade i think..but she went wif another grp of friends..but to the same place..VIVOCITY!!! wahahaha!!!



okayy..woke up very early..woke up at 9am..faster got ready n charged my MP3 on the com..haha..forgot to charge last night...T.T..haha...nvmm anyway..yep...quickly charged n went off to shower..haha...not long..i went off..


took 228 to bedok interchange..so many students finished sch liaoz...exam over can go back liao..hahaha...=D...took a train to outram park..in the train so many ppl...lol...morning crowd..=.=..haha...reached outram n took another train to harbourfront..haha...journey bout 1/2 hr?? haha...not really i guess..



reached there at like..err...10.40am?? forgot liaoz..haha...but when i was there..michelle was still at dhoby gourd waiting for faith..haha...n faith still havent arrive at dhoby gourd...haha..lol...they were late?? but its okayy..haha..i didnt wait very long anyway..=)..n i booked the tickets for bridge to terripithia?? haha..at 1.50pm..XD uhh...while waiting for them..=D


we first went to the rooftop of vivocity to see the scenary..n all of us thot bout the exams..haha...how we did n stuff...very happy tht the mugging period has ended..but results r a diff thing...=(..tht one...when the time comes..shall face it...


weather was so hot sia...haha..scorching hot sun...very hot..but nvmm..anyway..faith took out her shoes n went into the pond ard there..haha...=.=..like a small kid??? haha...XD..michelle took some photos..i was like...uhhh?? u tourist?? hahaha..=x..



then after tht walked round n went to food republic to have our lunch..ate sirloin steak..yum!! haha...i knw i`m gonna get fat...haha..but i promise to exercise during e hols..so there`s nth much to worry about..haha...yep...then after tht michelle said some DJS were gonna be at vivocity at 11.30am..giving out some roses for mother`s day..we quickly ate n went off..haha



went down...but no djs were in sight i think..haha...so forget it..scanned through the whole shopping centre..but nth at all....so nvm..both of them wanted to get a gift for their mums on mother`s day..i didnt..my results is my present..if they r gd..haha..n bowling score?? haha


went to minitoons there..haha...saw debra!! hahaha..=D...surprisingly..heehee..she said we might be pairs for the national age?? i was so excited...hahaha...YAY!!!!!!! =D...then she went off...n i went into precious thots..haha...faith bought some music box thingy for her mum n michelle bought a teddy??? n on it says..be mine...hahaha...



then we all went over to minitoons..bought a wrist pad n a present for cui lin on her bdae..haha..not going to her pt on 19th may...too far....haha...n i got training on tht day..sry cui!!...=(...after tht we went to the pet safari..went to see some dogs?? haha..michelle saw a cute n hyper active one...so cute!! haha..=.=...she even asked the price of it..cost $280..hmm..is tht suppose to be cheap or ex for a dog??? shld be cheap right??? haha...



saw some hamsters too..there were 2 fighting..so violent..bite each other sia..then the person had to errr....break up the fight??? they were fighting over the exercising thingy..duno wad u call tht..haha...x)...soon..had to go off for our movie..outside the cinema..dropped by 7-11 to grab some food..haha..=x..instead of buying food..i bought a teenage magazine..


front cover story is about avril lavigne..cool!! haha...shows her transformation...=D...anyway...faith bought some chocolate..haha...in the cinema..jade n her friends sat in front of us yepp...n i was sitting nxt to faith..haha..she was in the middle n michelle was on the extreme right..


on my left...was a secondary sch couple..omg...they were like...eeeyyeerrrr...smooching throughout the whole movie..half the time i was looking at them..its so..like...makes my hair stand..i was very bored..movie wasnt really interesting..haha...n i told faith...haha..she was like..hiyo..dun see...haha..


i think instead of watching bridge to terribithia..i`m looking at the couple the whole time...haha...after the movie..went off to hazgeen daze ice cream to eat!! yum!!!...hahaha..o ya b4 tht..i spoiled the escalator by jumping on it..erm..ran down n landed hard on the escalator there...hehhhhhh....opps...=x..


shared banna split...faith took strawberry...michelle ate cookies n cream..n i ate....chocolate!! haha...yum!! it was $16.90..so ex sia...wanted the fondue..T.T...but it cost $39.90.;..even more ex...i forked out $6.30..faith err...forget liao...hahaha...michelle also forget le..haha...XD...but it was worth it i guess..=D...


after tht we took the fast track to sentosa..haha!!..it was only $3 after all for the whole day..thts e entrance fee...n its like..so fun sitting it..haha..lol....we got off at beach station..went to siloso beach..rented 3 bikes..haha..faith paid for us all..THANKS!! haha...$5 for an hr..cycled everywhere ard the beach..haha..was sweating alot..


after tht was time to go off..=(...haha..for dinner...thot of staying for the show songs of the sea..but hehh....$6 for a person..nahh...too ex..haha...but its the ne musical fountain..maybe we`ll watch other times..haha..i was supposed to eat dinner at vivocity...but instead went to takashimaya for our dinner..haha..=x =x...ate duck noodles...haha...was so hard to find seats la..so many ppl..haha..


then after tht it was time to go home..so fast sia..faith went to kinokuniya..to see her japanese comics n stuff..haha...so michelle n i went home first..haha..

okayy..here comes the interesting part...from orchard..we were supposed to take the jurong east line..i was so blur sia...go n take the wrong train..which was going to marina bay..haha...so embarrasing...T.T..michelle also followed me..haha..it was only till dhoby gourd then we realised it was wrong..actually it was somerset..


i said bye to michelle then she said..uhh...is this somerset? i was like..!!!!!!!!!!..hahaha...second time this year taking the wrong train back...arhh...y is orchard so confusing??? lol..hahaha..then everyone in the train looked...so pai sei sia..hahaha...


so we crossed over to jurong east lorr..T.T..it was alr 8.40pm then..n i`m supposed to get home by 9 sia..haha...nvm anw..finally it was the right train..haha...reached my grandma`s house at 9.10...so late..i think my grandma was pek chek wif me..coming home so late...T.T...bought lots of stuff...of coz i overspent..=.=...haha..sad...


at home went on9..debra was on9 wahaha...told her wad happen bout me taking the wrong train back...she nicknamed me..sotong ball...hehh..wanting calls me sotong..she calls me sotong ball..i think i`m really am sotong..can compare wif vivian..wahahaha!!! =D haha...

hope to go out like this again soon sia...yepp...soon after is gonna be the post examinations activities haha..heard tht vivian is gonna go for a camp haha..so gd..going kayaking??? haha..cool..

anw..thts all la..exams r over..yay!!! but results r another thing i guess...i`m gonna get prepared for the national age grp championships..joining the under 17 catergory...haha...under 14 no space alr..sad..=(..means alot of ppl joining..i`m gonna strive my best to get into the masters...yepp...have to treasure every training that i have on sat..

no more nonsense liao..haha..yepp...getting serious i think..=D...anw...thats all for now..heehee...tml is sat?? now thts fast..haha..byebye!! pls tag..tyty! =)

BACK to update about today again..haha...as usual..had training again today..monday is my maths and geography paper..yepp..very heavy though..i really wanna pass sia..at least pass all..i knw i can do it..must learn to have confidence in myself...i think if i`m not wrong..thats a factor that contributes into being a good bowler?? haha...yepp..must also have good mental strength which i`m lacking..



okayys..today woke up at 10 plus..i think...if i dun remember wrongly..haha...should be bahs..then studied my geography till like 11 plus then had to go shower...aiya..anw..shall fast forward..reached safra yishun very early...like i think at 12.30pm i guess..haha...saw alot of the people from junior collages bowling..yepp..in preparation for the a divsion thats coming up nxt week..haha..



went opposite to but lunch wif my mum..ordered a simple lunch..that`ll do..anyway i`m also not hungry..haha..nvmm..then after that training started..as usual i guess..except tht..something went very wrong i guess..haiz...y did this kind of problem started in the first place?? ALL this nonsense wouldnt have started if she hadnt..okayy...nvmm..shall nt talk about it..



bowled in wanting`s lane again..haha..thot of joining kj they all but cannot le..already alot of ppl bowling there..so no choice but to move back to my original..haha..did some drills during trg..yep..1 week never bowl n i feel so funny...its the mugging period...yep...study hard now then bowl very hard later..haha..i think??? yepp...




at the end of the trg bowled 1 n a half games?? first game arhh...wasted last frame....started to get pissed..then second..uhh...worst...my thinking changed to..at this rate i`ll never be able to make it into the c div n age grp masters finals..seems impossible..but told myself that dreams n achievements do come true..yepp..they do...so if u can dream it..u can do it..=)..


didnt bowl at the end of trg..had to go back n study...felt very sad...my mum..didnt even allow a game...havent touched for 2-3 weeks alr...haha..nvmm...anws..something damn bad happened during trg today...haiz..sad..the ppl tht u trust yr secret wif got spilled out...once is alr alot..twice is unbearable..if the third pops up...things are not gonna be nice...




then came back to my grandma`s house early...yep..haha..didnt have any mood..very sad about my games..but its okayy..concentrate on my exams first..then after tht i can so called "slack" all i want...but of coz...not just throw all my bks aside hahaha...n then forget all about them..XD...yep..but i promise tht age grp must really pia to the end..n perservere..takes alot of patience n peserverence to reach my goal..




anw..came home here early..like 8.15..n the com has been on for 6 hours...yep...came on9..saw many ppl online..many stuff happened too..anw..thanks kj..haha...i think today i have a dao attitude...duno y..but suddenly went into a bad mood...haha...but i`m okay now..lets hope tht nxt sat will be a fresh new one..but i doubt i can forget....nvmm..


shall end here guys...for those ppl in cba..sry if i gave u dao look...really am...pls tagg my blog..=)..thanks!! and gd luck for yr exams!!

Helo!! back to update..haha...hmm...wad happen this week?? to day i had my history paper..didnt really have like time to write down wad i wanted to say n all..haiz..its like..a 8 marks question n i only wrote like..5-6 lines?? If i can get like 3-4 marks...i`m happy...


as for chinese...still okayy..haha..i mean its per normal..like a practice i guess?? hope to get at least an A for my paper 1..yep..today after exam..walked with michelle and pris out...haha..went back to junction 168 or something liddat to get some food to eat..haha..yep..


before that...met courtney at the canteen and she passed me the form for the national age grp championships..haha..i`ll be bowling for the school...my team consist of debra =)...celine..courtney..as well as myself..but the pairing isnt done yet..haha..i`m very happy..^^


WED:after drama..my shoes went missing..3 of my classmates shoes were in the drain..duno which idiot did that..my shoes ended up in the dustbin...its not funny okayy?? luckily its not dirty..inside the bin was some plastic..n its dry also..ya..after school reported to mr jiow..he stil stand there n laugh..hahhaa...very funny...T.T


THURS:only the first 2 periods had a teacher...were having CME..haha...did our own revision for the history paper and chinese paper for friday...yep..smsed wanting..haha..talking about school stuff??? haha...shh...^^..then after that the last few periods had techers..haha..sad..no more free periods..


hmm...by nxt wed i`m free like the wind..YAY!!!..hahaha..=D..dun have any more papers to sit for...actually thursday is my last paper..but then i happen to be in the lower half of the class..so i dun have to take the home econs paper..end year then its my turn..haha..yay!! but its heavier weightage i think..not really sure..


nxt wed i`m gonna play league..havent played for 3 weeks..feels weird though..havent bowled for a long time ever since i started revision for the exams..erm..i mean a week i only bowl once..haha...yep...so excited about tml..duno y but i think its because i get to see the lanes...yay!!!!!!! haha....maybe i`ll be changing lanes...yep...



after exams really must chiong bowling..really must...national age as well as c div are coming real soon..very very soon...my aim is to get into the masters for everything...i`ll work hard for it..=)..thats all i have for now..gonna slp liaoz...pls tagg...thanks...^^

Hees...i`m updating again during IT lesson..teacher allow mah..so update lorr..haha..lol..=]...my first paper is gonna be on friday..gosh..history n chinese paper 1...hehh..then saturday and sunday is really study study..mon the first thing in the morning is maths paper..n after tht is geography...that day is really heavy lehh...T.T...tues not so bad..there`s literature together wif chinese paper 2..and the last..science!!! hahaha..



from wed at 10.30am..i`m free!!! very free...hahaha...then on thurs me,michelle,pris,faith and sharon are going out!!! yeahh!! hahaha...i`m so happy...^^...today is alr the 2th of may..am counting down to the no of days for the national age grp championships..as well as the c div..(but c div i never really keep count..hahahaha =D) its like..26 more days...thats so short...still remembered last year i said to myself i wanna join this year...haha..


hmm...ms wong(HOD maths) distributed the consent forms for our maths trail this year...actually i dunoo wad is it la..but it seems kinna fun to me..we r going vivocity..together wif the whole sec 2 for some activities there..woah...will the whole shopping centre look at us doing??? that`ll be very embarrasing lehhs...T.T..but i think its like those kind of sloving maths sums..then have a clue n run off to the nxt station i guess..


last year the 1993 badge went to changi airport for the maths trail..(also go see planes taking off and touching down..hahaha...x)...lolx...)..they say its fun...arhh!!! cant w8 cant w8..x)..hahaha..then after exams also will be having inter class netball tournament against other classes..cool man..i`m so happy...cant w8 for tht to come as well..hope tht i can play in the tournament...^^....


o ya...hope to go out after exams wif vivian they all...miss them ever since i transferred out..but i dun have any regrets..hahaha.....hmm...hope tht uncle billy will train us intensively if they want CHIJ to get into seeded this year...then sec 2 e juniors will be able to play against n fight for the top pos for sch...my goal for c division this year is to get into the masters final...may seem a little impossible..but i have confidence at least to get into the top 12 pos..


hmm...wonder whether my goal is achieveable...i do really hope so....uncle billy`s goal is to see us get into seeded...once tht is achieved..we plan on beating the sports sch..not easy also la...but i think we shld be able to do it..=]..haha...



friday is gonna fly pass...kinna scared though....scared of alot of stuffs..haha...shld treat this like a practice..then i suppose it wont be scared anymore??? hahaha...


anyways..something funny(to me) happen ytd morning...wahahhaa...i jumped out of bed coz i thot there was sch..hahaha...it was ard 6.45am-7am i guess...i suddenly got up n choing out of the room..then my mum was asking me..where r u going?? today no sch la..i was like..=.=!!!!!!! felt like a fool tht time..it broke my dream lehh..=.=...lol...hahhaa..


arhh!!! later still have drama...my grp supposed to come up wif a scene for us to act..but we still havent rehearsed n we gotta perform it for ms charmaine n half the class to see...last week we made a fool of ourselves..till ms charmaine said..go back n preprare then nxt week perform..hehh...in front of the class somemore..T.T..we plan to change the way of us acting..forgotten wad r the names alr..duno whether to take drama,DNT,home econs or art nxt year...i think most slightly is drama...haha


end of this year each n everyone of us have to act!!! ACT sia...i`m not gd at tht..the moment when we get serious when i`m in a hyper mood...uh oh...dun wanna think of the consequences...hehh..i`ll laugh like duno wad...spoil everything n i`m gonna get scolding?? hahahaha...jkjkjk...^^.. but its our end of year examination anyway..cant bear to think of it now...T.T...but the time will come sooner or later i guess...


hmm...i dun think i have any more stuff to blog out i suppose...hahaha...thats all for now i guess...try to blog everyday after exams...yepp...by then i`ll be so free...^^..yay!!!...haha...thats all...please tagg!!! =D...tyty!!!