Hmmm...let me start from yesterday...





SATURDAY--> had to wake up early in the morning again for my sec sch league..=) and this time it was all the way in west coast..super far away....yeah and the scores were quite okay...i guess...i mean...i really dun dare to expect too high otherwise...i'll just get disappointed time and time again..

yeah and after that,went all the way down to suntec for the comex fair, super crowded sia...really was a nightmare..haha,when i reached that time,we couldnt even enter the hall,it was too packed...but managed to get in after dinner...



went to check out the price of the PSP....but i thought of not buying it,cause my sister said that it was gonna be out of date...so yeah,might as well save money..haha yeah and went to safra tampines after that to bowl...


yeah when i got there,saw chin kiat...and its like finally now i know who he is...i mean now i recognise him haha...lol




TODAY--> woke up kinda "early" also today, went to church! =),and saw my cousins today...haha...havent seen them for quite some time though.. =)...


went over to bugis after that,haha,bought a new spare ball!! =),shant reveal which one i bought....its a gift from my sister for my early birthday present...haha,and plus a skin patch and a new pair of creative earpiece!!! xD....thanks!! haha,

yeah thats basically my weekened...although it was much more detailed....but i'm lazy to type all out...=x...


Gee....i just realised something,on friday when i went back to peichun,saw some of my old classmates and friends,or supposingly ppl i recognised...haha its like...so many of them change lah...all the guys now all so tall....gah....compared to me...i'm like a mouse...gotta look up 45 degrees!! AHH...haha...T_T,so sad right?
yeah...and i also realised...that many of them are into BGRs...hehheh.....-.-...



SAW VIVIAN! haha,yeah and found out that she was leaving for perth that night(geography field trip!!! so good!! =(,my sch wont have at all...cause the sec4s this year went last year already...ever alternate year then have field trip...=(...school apprently cant afford...=(...)...and her flight was 11 plus (pm)...so late,haha and she told me,that by the time she comes back,EOYS will be in a week's time...wow...how time really flies!! T_T,guess what,i still think that i'm a sec 2 girl....-.-... =(...so sad...



OH YEAH! haha i heard there's a latest show called camp rock right? haha i heard one of the songs called "this is me"...haha,i kinda like that song,its really nice...and i realise that its something like high school musical like that...u know the girl like the guy and the guy like the girl? haha something like that...and then they have a same passion for singing!! then they meet and they fall in love? is it something like that? pardon me if the content is wrong..haha cause i havent watched it yet...no wonder a couple of days ago..Joy asked me whether i have watched camp rock or not...haha..=)...


okay i shall stop here...=),i'll post another one next time...x)

Back to update! =), okay where should i start? hmmm....



TODAY--> woke up really early in the morning..haha,cause of the sec sch league..x) had to go all the way to chevrons...=(,which was super far away.....yeah left at 9am and reached there at about 9.45am? saw debra there first...she was the earliest...then followed by me....then panya and eunice...=)....




Went to our lanes to do warm-up and to get prepared....this week we were bowling beside marist ppl...haha...yeah....


First game i bowled a 167,then followed by a 166...=(...and the last game...i dropped like siao...dropped to 144...sigh it was truely a wasted game sia....my whole thumb was stuck...as in....my complete NV kept giving me splits...and i couldnt use my total inferno cause the thumb was too small, i tried to use my sandpaper to "expand" my thumbhole,but i was no use at all,tried one shot and my ball flew.....i guess that if i had continued...i would probably fly inside too..haha,its too big a risk to take..xD..



but i really felt super wasted for myself.....in the end...my avg was only a 159,sigh,but nevermind...at least its much much better than last year... =),well i mean,it could have been worst right? =)...i have to try and look on the bright side of life...hahaha...XD



I just wanna thank God for letting me bowl better as compared to last year... =),still have alot of tratining to do....and alot fo stuff to work on..xD



After that, went to bukit batok to eat duck rice...haha and went the westmall after that,walked round the mall and played the arcade there,xD...wanted to catch a show but we thought AMK hub would be a better place to see,haha,XD yeah,then we took a mrt down all the way from the west...tried to slp although i was tired but couldnt....sigh...dunno why,haha..


sadly when we reached there,there wasnt any other timeslots for journey to the centre of the earth,it was at 4.50pm..way way way too rush haha,so didnt watch in the end...oh yah...went there and saw chiew pang? i mean,though i dun really know him,but i still recognised him...haha...so funny,like see him there? haha lol...



Went back home to do my work,after all i was quite sleepy though,yeah and slept for a while at home before i started to do my homework...=),studied chem and had sushi for dinner,2 pieces of crabstick sushi and 3 pieces of salmon sushi...haha OISHI!!! >.<...


went off at 9.45 for safra tampines to bowl there,sigh...i guess now i know my mistake and my reason for my slow ball speed....



Slow ball speed is because i...


1. do not dare to accelerate
2. scared thumb stuck
3. u know the clot on my thumb there? it hurts if the thumb comes out fast,cause it always cuts that area...yeah,its awfully painful after a long while...
4. stepping got problem,as in my 3rd and 4th step...which equals to drifting alot and slow ball speed...



actually i combined all the advice ppl gave me,haha,from uncle billy also..yeah,but i mean all is interlinked,now i really duno where to start...



feel like going under a personal coach,but just duno who to go under only,or maybe go under COE? but is it too late? i duno,i'm in a mess here,i just cant decide my mind, i also thought of joining a country club for club trainings, haha,cause i heard there's a coach at each club to guide the club bowlers...



the club training sortta gives me more chance to practice,i feel rusty everytime i bowl, i also feel sad sometimes,like...my release has changed,yeah...now is super straight, =(,my spare ball can even be a back-up...i just duno whats wrong with me man...i need to know the answer!!! =(!!!



nevermind,i must have faith


FAITH--> faith is believing in the things which u do not see, but instead,u trust...yeah trust is the word....


i trust in the lord XD,


and who knows....i hope that the dreams i hope for in life will come true one day...=)

Yay! i;ve finally convinced myself to blog,haha after a long long time....must admit that i'm kinda lazy to log into blogger haha!! XD.. okay,finally common tests are over...well i hope, but i guess...i expect more test to be popping by soon,haha i mean after all...sec 3 isnt a slack life anymore...=(....its full speed ahead to O levels...T_T.... only God knows whether i can achieve my goals after O levels for next year...xD must have faith!!! =)



Time flies seh!! olympics gonna finish already, so sad leh..TV keep advertising the closing ceremony...makes me feel sad haha,cause its 1 in a 4 yrs thing..=(..then have to wait so long before the next one comes along in 2010...XD..


gee...haha all random stuff,but just feel like blogging it out after a long time though..xD


TODAY--> had training and came back kinda late..=(...kinda tired... and it has really been a long day for me,TGIF tml!!! XD Actually,i've been considering for quite a while on whether to join uncle billy for personal coaching,cause i hope that probably he can help me to improve on my speed and all the little mistakes i have...like drifting,release...how to create more rev etc...but unfortunately, my mum says cannot,cause like abit too ex lah haha, and have to pay all at one go,so yeah...abit heartpain...


told uncle billy today,then he was also saying that he agrees that his training is abit expensive,yeah,apologised and he said nevermind...haha...lol!! & he also said to make full use of the school training hours,have to change my stepping and all...now thinking about it...i seriously have a long long way more to go....& must train till i get everything right!! XD



But as i think ahead,its...almost impossible for me to get into NY...cause at the rate i'm going... its really really hard to picture myself...there? NY? haha....u know hahaha...that kind of feeling...like...err...val? NY??? errr.......... really ah? haha,yeah yeah....that kind of feeling...it feels weird...i everything also dun really have...although some ppl say my speed has slightly improved...but i still think it isnt enough, and i guess selections are very near soon...after the EOYS...so fast... sigh............... =(




thats why i keep saying i really need a miracle somewhere,gotta train hard...but exams are coming!! ah!! GRRR....so sad!!! =(..how to train....school training is gonna stop next week...=(... no training=no bowling which means my "training" will only be reduced to once a week.....it seriously isnt enough! =(, sigh.....




guess i need to pray hard and work hard...must have faith!! cant doubt God!! XD, and hopefully someday, that miracle will come... =)



okay shall blog till here,haha,shall update again some other time =)

Its been a long time since i've blogged...haha,and many things have happened(good and bad) this past whole week...x)



LAST SATURDAY-->woke up very early in the morning to go back to school for honours day,haha...=),felt really God have blessed me with this award...i got a outstanding performance award for bowling..=),its was kinda scary though...cause i had to go up to stage and get the award from the guest of honour...it was really a formal occasion..=)...a really memoriable experience..and gues what...on stage...i almost forgot to bow...=.=! haha,so embarrasing...but i did anyway...xD


after that...everything was per normal...



SUNDAY--> went to church xD...and after that went back home and study....as per normal..at night, went to downtown east to bowl...xD


-shant blog about the whole week-




FRIDAY--> yesterday,had national day celebrations...and school ended at 11.30am,we had a sec 4 farewell for bowlers only...


after the celebrations,i went down to the canteen to wait for the bowlers to come down...then saw courtney,panya and debra coming down..so walked with them to the canteen,amanda came down not long after...

we left the c div ppl at the canteen cause it was still early,we booked pizza hut at 1pm,so the sec 3s thought it would be a good idea to walk around toa payoh central for a while..so yeah walked around there...saw michelle tang on the way out of school, and she was also walking to the interchange...xD..well many things happened...sad stuff..



went to library and borrowed some books...etc etc...then went to pizza hut...ate,and paid $10 xD..the rest of the bill was paid by mr yap..haha xD...


then after that i went home...



sigh...actually when i was walking...i was thinking of this...why must we all act just to fit in into our group of friends? why cant we just accept the way we are? each of us are unique in our own ways...u dun judge ppl by their popularity...so what if this person is popular,so u mean that he/she is perfect in every way?


i feel left out,i feel sad...i try to fit in but i cant..i just cant
i just duno what to do anymore







praise the lord...




i'm gonna blog till here...