FINALLY i`m updating my blog,well actually,i really duno where to start...lets see...




SATURDAY-->nothing much happen,just went bowling at night at safra tampines with apple,haha while nicholas is away in army camp...=.=...went to changi airport terminal 3 to check out the place,its really big and spacious..very nice too,with so many shops there,but very little people,except all tourists la..haha lol...just ate my lunch & dinner there...thats all...





TODAY(sunday)-->went to church in the morning,and went to ignyte service...(:,found the sermon quite interesting today,its about,responding to the call Jesus called us to do..yeapp..xD..then after service,went to meet my uncle and my cousins,Debbie & Russell..heehee..xD they are so cute,well although one is pri 4 and the other pri 3...my uncle sent us home and we shared twisties in the car...=.=....




after having lunch at home,went off to mt faber for my practice session for spore open there..yeap,my mum and i were going to meet apple and her mum at tiong bahru..haha,met them at around 6.30pm...yeap,we were on time..haha yay...=.=..then took 195 to mt faber...



got on the bus and oh my gosh,it was packed like sardines,plus my bowling bag,and i was carrying 3 bowling balls! -faints-..had to squeeze here and there,and i probably got some passangers irritated with me,cause i move my bag super slow...=.=...lol..but managed to squeeze through and apple too..heehee..



Reached mt faber and apple and i saw the some strike academy ppl there,like erm,uncle Don,Shaun,Uncle Billy etc..haha,felt very paisei...i also duno why...then ahhh uncle billy came and pinch my cheeks...OUCH! very painful...haha,



Then we placed our bags with Yuda`s friend there at mt faber,and rush off to have our dinner opposite..and to my surprise...we also saw all the strike academy ppl there! haha,so coincidental..


After we ate,we went back to the bowling alley...then Yuda was already there,bowling already...so we faster open up a lane and start our practice session



today,i thought of training my release and speed,well i mean like try try only,put on my guard and took it off,repeatedly,seriously,my guard is a big prob,its like,sometimes can use very nicely but sometimes cannot,=(..which can be really frustrating sometimes,i mean like,u put in tape and take it out...i cant afford that time during tournament sia...and i need my thumb to expand first,which is gonna require my practice time,oh my gosh...how to find my line?? =(


okay here comes the funny part..Yuda asked me,why u never your guard to bowl,and i said,cause i need my thumb to expand first...and he told my mum,spore open,no time to expand right? go take hammer and whack my thumb...=.=!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so pain la,no need to bowl already....=.=...



during our games,we joked and joked...=.=....all crappy stuff de..haha so lame...but had alot of fun...it got quite frustrating when i couldnt take my spares,my ball inserts are different from one another,so the feeling is a whole world of difference,i really cant stand it,i need to get my inserts done ASAP...its of course,better to get it done before spore open starts,or at least before i start playing..



bowled & bowled..and the worst thing is that i`m bowling without guard! i couldnt take the uncomfort...so i took it out and bowled...=(..i had no choice,otherwise i might have some blisters on my hand,and spore open is already next week! so yeah i didnt take any risk...


during the last game,we bet supper,doubles lorr,me and apple one team,then yuda and his friend another team,we negotiated 35 pin handicap,but yunping and i still couldnt win sia..T_T...and supper was at stake! =.=.....played a total of 7 games..and really had lots of fun and at the same time,it gives me a clearer mind of what to improve on..well i mean,how to improve



then went off to newton circus for supper! (:...yuda`s friend said he duno how to go there,so he followed yuda`s car...then halfway,yuda wanted to turn into boon lay! hahahhahahahahaha....seriosuly,really funny..everyone in my dad`s car burst into laughter..haha!!


reached there,and we ordered lots of food...xD,like duck noodles and some satay..ate quite alot...well its quite alot to me,as eating so late at night can get fat...and because this supper was supposed to be my "treat" and apple`s too...all the guests who were eating felt guilty..heehee...so poor thing..my pocket $, SOB! haha jkjk...


Joked & joked non stop,really super lame jokes,and i guess i picked up a few pointers or so...to help me in tournaments...haha...xDD,really very funny =.=....


then sent Yunping and her mum home...XD...then ta da! i`m back home... xD



thats all....had a fun but tiring day today...(:,i pray that God will guide me for singapore open,making a memoriable experience for me to learn from,having fun and at the same time learn valuable experiences which money cant buy...(:

Hmm,i shall start off on a happy mood now...(: its FREEDOM,i mean finally the exams are over... (:,something to be contented about,but is it really freedom? of course not,results so bad,hols would be slogging....yeap,slog bowling + studies...arhgg,i have bad time management...




YESTERDAY-->went through exams papers and stuff,finally passed my AMATHS! haha,i`m really happy,and i passed my history,yay! (:...but still not happy about the marks,=(...i still have to work harder...sighh...but the thing is...



TRAINING RESUMED YESTERDAY! haha,finally the long awaited school training isnt it? (:,went to erm CSC tessasohn(erm,yeah wrong sp)...it was my first time there though,haha,we went there with the tennis girls because they wanted to shoot a corporate video,its like promoting the school or something,then they took a video of us bowling! ARH!! so distracting! its like,when you get to your starting position,then they flim u,and when u go...the camera man follows u! AHHH,so scary...then when i came back,i kept laughing...=.=....for no reason...cause i cant stand the...erm....distraction...=.=...lol? ahh.....must learn to control my laughter....cannot laugh so easily...=.=...must be serious....



yeah then,my TOC mr yap told us about the activities coming up & all..like NAG! haha (:...seriosuly cant wait....xDDD,but firstly...spore open is first...haha,CANT WAIT! (: really must practice hard...(:...oh yes,my ball speed,hmmm i`m seriously frustrated about it....i mean so long...cant even increase...even if the speed increase..its still not enough...=(...sighh...





today,had IJ fiesta..quite fun....got food and games & all...really interesting....something bad happened...and its all my fault...i dun wanna talk about it





yeap thats all....kinda emo posts...but...thats just how i feel now...=(....Lord please help me...=(

BACK TO POSTING,haha reviving my blog,^^,well its been seriously an intensive 3 weeks of exams for me,and finally,on friday its down to my last paper...T_T...which is Amaths...T_T....and after that......AHHH ITS FREEDOM! haha,xDD,guess the mugging period is over,and its back to chionging bowling again,XD,yeapp....SINGAPORE OPEN,NATIONAL AGE GROUP....-faints-




okay okay,maybe i shldnt be updating..haha should be studying,but still i feel like updating...lol? yeahh haha,xD,recently,i like got nothing to update,well except for my lit paper,it was erm,quite difficult,haha,cause i hope i didnt write out of point,and give any wrong info...=(...my heart felt so heavy when i walked home today...it was like,a very unsure feeling on whether i can make it pass the passing mark...arrggg...its over,and i dont think i should dwell on it right? cause it might affect my Amaths paper? T_T....sometimes,the desire to do well,can affect in a more negative way,and its like,very disappointing too...=(...




oh yes,and recently....i feel like a coconut tree...why?(yeah haha i know i`m so random)...cause dione...=.=....keeps hugging me like a koala bear....hmmm,haha very scary...T_T....xDD


haha thats all i have to blog about..T_T,shall post some other time after my exam (:

THANK YOU LORD FOR MAKING MY DAY!!! HAHAHA!!! AND TODAY WAS FUN FUN FUN!!! (: haha o.o this is my 94th post btw....=DDD....




hahah i`m super happy today..xDDD,okay i shall blog out all the stuff that happened today (:...




Went to church yesterday so i didnt go today,as i`ve got a funbowl by Aranda Country Club at Downtown East`s newest bowling alley..xDD,it was a team of 4 and it consisted of yunping,yuda,yong shearn and me! haha all the names start with the letter Y....i feel so out..T_T,mine`s a V...T_T...haha just joking...



Woke up quite early today,i woke up at 8am plus? haha i guess,then got ready to go to Downtown East...=)...when i reached there,woah,i was like so shocked to see like they revamped the whole place,its like so nice now..xDD,truely an entertainment centre sia haha..XD,on the way down to the bowling alley,i met yuda! hahaha!! so long never see him ler,hmmm ever since milo...his hair isnt spiked up,aha,so funny,XD...cause he say too long to spike =.=!...




then went to the bowling alley,woah,really very nice,looks like a spaceship or something like that at the entrance...it looks like u`re entering a tunnel...but inside is really big,the whole alley is 32 lanes! xDD,haha...its really very nice...



then met yong shearn and yuda called yunping to ask her for our team name so that we could check in and get to our lanes to settle down..and guess what,our team name is team name...so diao right?? yeah haha,& i wanted to change it to team lame....for being so lame for having team name as our team name...haha...=.=!



then yunping reached and we all settled down quickly...before we started...they had some delay,and it delayed for half an hr..we couldnt bowl or start our practice throw..T_T,so i studied...no wait,i read my history notes...then yuda was like haha wallo here also can study arh?haha confirm cannot absorb one...yeah haha i agree...cause i couldnt,well maybe a little...


finally we could start our practice throw,and i only threw 3 shots before they say to stop practicing...=.=...haha,xDD,then when we were about to start...i bowled my first frame and something cropped up again,waited for about 5-10 mins before everything was resolved...xDD,



in the first game...i bowled a really bad game...only 127,practically my whole game was opened,with alot of numbers on it...=(,yunping,yong shearn bowled a 170+ & yuda 265!!! haha so zai right? yeah i feel that he already improved alot...really nice release & rev and speed!! arhh!! I WANT!!! T_T haha i`m gonna work hard after my exams for that (: anyway,during my first game,i was super emo...really emo,its not that i purposely,but i wasnt in the mood for any jokes or any mood to laugh,i was blaming myself for like bowling so badly...=(...really sad then...Thank God yuda covered my scores with his 265,haha thanks man,and thanks to yunping and yong shearn for maintaining,and pulling me up haha (:



The second game i was like kinda pissed,wanted badly to bowl well too,i bowled a 203,xD,was quite satisfied,but i was still sad because i could have gotten higher,if i didnt open 2 frames! T_T,really sad,missed all my pin 10 spares..=(,really sad..then yuda bowled 215 i think woah,its like a 200+ avg!!! T_T,haha,xDD and yong shearn and yunping bowled 17+,then during the game,me and apple caught up on yuda,cause we both didnt see him for a very long time ler,haha,xDD,yeah,and found out that he`s going NS really soon,yeah so fast....haha it was really fun...




then in the middle of the 2nd and the 3rd game,we went to take food!! free!!! only meant for bowlers who are bowling in the funbowl =DDD,really nice food,got alot of stuff to eat,and yeah drinks too....xDDD,then we started off with our 3rd game! (: our final & last one...xDD,and during the game,i was laughing like mad,for duno what reason,thanks to someone who kept making me laugh so much,haha xDDD so fun...


i finally broke my perosnal high game,i got a 248,xD haha Thank God!!! xDDD,i was really happy cause i finally broke my 235 record!! xD,haha so fun!! ^^,Yuda also bowled really really well today,with an average of 230+,yong shearn and yunping did really well too^^,haha,xDD...



At the end,our team won!! haha its like the first time!! i mean yeah,the feeling,and it reminded me,like i prayed to God,saying to him that 2008 has been really somehow a bad year for me,a sad one and the more bad things are outweighing the good things that are happening to me,haha...and well indeed God has answered my prayers,(: Thank you so much for blessing me,i`m really very elated,brimming with joy...haha xDD yuda got the men`s best series and i got the women`s best series,haha!! it was really a surprising thing,haha,xDD,i really had alot of fun today (:




Then after the whole thing,yunping went with nicholas to safra tampines,then yong shearn,me & my mum followed yuda in his car to safra tampines,but we send yong shearn home first as it was really near safra tampines,haha


reached safra tampines and yunping,nicholas & some others played the funbowl there,oh yes and one more thing,i saw vincent! =.=....................playing at the funbowl with me at downtown east there too,haha with felicia teo,erm,and some others,haha xDD,


i tried to study there but couldnt still cause it was too noisy,all the pins dropping and all haha,xDD,it was really fun...xDDD,Thank You Lord for blessing me with such good friends,xDD,i really appreciate it (:...




haha okay i shall blog till here,haha,xDD i`m so happy,but for now,gotta concentrate for my history paper tomorrow...otherwise i`m gonna get spanking..T_T,(: till then..xDD

back to blog.........5 papers down.....4 more to go....i feel so depressed all of a sudden...my physics paper.....i found out......the answers....i`m devastated.....my heart sank when i saw the answers.....and i was hoping to do well for mid year.....so that i can enjoy my spore open tournament & my national age grp tournament......






i realised...ever since 2008 started....bad things started to outweigh all the good stuff happening to me...and its not like......abit...but rather alot.....i`m sad...i`m angry....i`m depressed....i`m frustrated......my heart is in great despair............i feel so useless....no wait...failure is the mother of success? have to be more positive........




after exams i`m not going out........i dun want to.......must stay home and study......espcially all those subjects i`ve failed..........i dun care...........by the end of this year.........my end year exam......all my marks shall be something satisfying.........then i can enjoy my milo trip........cant wait........i hope.......





Dear Lord,my soul is weary and in despair right now,i need some peace & comfort.....so that i`ll be able to face challenges ahead......i need a restoration in my spirit.......i really do......ever since 2008 started......i just feel that nothing has been going right for me........everything has been like turning upside down.........i cant explain......people whom i know have become the person i dont recognise..........T.T......help me resist temptation to play after the exams.....bowl can but cant play too often............guide me....help me please.......T.T.........Thank You Lord....Amen (: