XD..back to blogging^^



Today was kinda slack day for me...=), as today is monday!





Now for the bad news...today i had literature test right after HHF...and it was on the unseen poetry...=(..looking at my answer...i know like..i'm gonna struggle to pass..just to pass,is it that hard just to pass lit? my answer was way short! 2 questions and only 1 and a half pages of answer long..=(..


after that, it really kinda ruined my mood for the whole day already...arhgg...i thought of the answer for too long..=(....didnt want to!!! cause i couldnt think of the right words to describe my feelings! sigh...seriously is it so hard to pass lit? been failing for so long! must pass in my EOYs....yesyesyesyesyesyesyes!!! i just dislike the feeling of knowing that u r gonna fail,it just gives u a sense of hopelessness.......yeah i know...failure is good,but i guess i'm experiencing too much of it...its time i do something about my studies...



had Amaths after that..learn to plot trigo graphs! somehow forgot how to plot cos 1/2 x...T_T...gotta go back and revise...



Recess was as usual...




Had CME! but no teacher came in,so we had 2 free periods...wanted to go back to class and get my amaths bk to do my assignment..but couldnt cause there was a lesson going on in my class..=(...rude to interrupt hehheh...


after CME,went back to class for history!.....sadly mrs yousuff didnt come today,so had another 2 free periods...and there wasnt any teacher in class too,so i continued with my assignment...but eventually slept at shanice's table...cause my table was crowded..=(..here comes the funny part...

fell asleep cause i didnt knw how to plot the graph...so when i slept...i think i was dreaming about that graph...cause i woke up..and i'm like huh? how to plot that graph? haha...zzz...lame though...



School was over and i walked home with Jade and Michelle...=)..after for quite some time...


yeah thats all,shall blog till here...=(

back to blogging...haha lol, just came back from bowling...but before i go onto that...gonna blog about today...





TODAY--> Woke up super super late...1.30pm!!!... but i woke up twice this morning, once at 7 and the other at 8.40am...i looked at my clock and i thought to myself...wait...isnt today saturday?? haha,blur me...


so woke up...just nice for lunch.....=.=...but i dun always wake up this late..its rare..^^.. yep, and so started the day with lunch and after went on to do my work.. my literature test is on monday!! i really had to study now,next year O levels...T_T...i just wanna get into SAJC!!! i duno why i'm like obsessed with SAJC, but i really really really wanna get there!! =).. i need my motivation!


Recently,i have a song that is stuck in my head...VERY NICE!!! haha,its from hillsong.. =).. its really nice, haha its like, whenever i hear it, i just feel happy,dont ask me why,but is just...happy,even how sad everything is,i just feel happy...haha,xD..looks like i'm gonna change my blog song...=)


When i was doing my work, my mum came to talk to me, cause i was complaining to her how hard literature was,cause its like, i keep failing & failing,and its really sickening, really! i just cant take it,cause i feel really sad each time i fail anything =(..and somemore this is pure literature,its hard..so she said something that really made sense, haha,erm she said,u think the teachers want u to write so much? (cause i was complaining to her i had to write 5-6 pages answer for my test)...yeah,i so agree with her, and she said,must make sure u fully make use of your free time,like when u r travelling,dun sleep or what,like try to read your study notes and remember something,even if u cant remember...but at least u tried...



it gave me some motivation...and she also said.. if u die die die die want to get into SAJC, so i'll have to work hard now...and start now, no slacking anymore,EOY's are coming..=(...i'm scared and sad...


After that, My sis,mum and me went off to the fullerton hotel,cause she had a dinner there,so yeah, followed her all the way there, and after that,my mum and i walked to raffles place to eat jap food...spent $50.95..=x, but before that,on the way there,we saw the rehearsals for the NDP!! the air show was really nice!!! haha the fighter planes went 360 degrees upside down! really nice with the smoke behind...xD...sigh..if only i can go for the actual day..=(..anyway,at the restaurant...it was very expensive,but its okay,once in a while u see..=) but the food there is shiok! =),so we queued for around 15 mins to get inside...cause the queue was super long...





after eating,we went to J.CO to buy doughnuts! =),really nice! haha bought 6 pieces,xD... gonna get fat! =x...after buying,went to walk around,but in the end,decided to take mrt to tampines,but instead we dropped at simei,cause it was faster to safra..haha..xD..just a bus direct there..yeah saw nicholas and uncle allan there...xD..bowling...


used that session to practice my speed...it was super slow...changed my WHOLE timing..really changed this time...i push away on my second step..now...and it seems faster...but duno whether is it...yeah and today i really trained..as in really pia speed! i cant stand slow ball speed anymore...my pin always no impact..and when i "changed" my timing, i ball also more "rev" as compared to before and speed also faster,now what i gotta do is to practice that timing!! i only left 5 months to get everything in order!! after speed is drifting liao...my drift problem...sighh...i can drift as much as 7 boards!! my hand is like going everywhere, and i'm controlling it,thats why i can spare..T_T...shouldnt be this way,shld just let it go naturally...must try to relax my arm...AH! so many things to remember and so little time!..


secondary sch league is just next week!! haha, but adly i cant bowl next week! =(..but nevermind...still got 5 more weeks! =D..


Went back home after 5 games,and here i am..blogging...xD...lol...


yeah thats all...xD...shall stop here...

haha yay,guess what this is my 101 posts....lol..xD...okay its too random...



well well,recently,been quite slack...cause of our saving gaia project,and finally is over! =),our hard work time and efforts...finally paid off...i`m just glad..=)..



Recently been feeling quite sad too,cause i've haven't been bowling =(..its like, there something missing...an empty feeling, its just hard to describe.. tues i couldnt go for training cause of my sister's graduation...=)..



talking about my sister's graduation--> yeah she went for her convocation on tuesday..haha,yay she's a graduate...gonna work soon,its like so fast...=(...when she goes to work...she wont be able to tutor me anymore...sigh...meaning i'll have to wrk hard on my own..yepp! next year O levels..=)..no its =(...i wanna go to SAJC!!! ahh!! i'm crazy over that school man! haha...hope to DSA in...=).. but long way more,so now my task is to study hard.. =)



As for ytd(thurs)--> couldnt make it for training cause our saving gaia IP project..the hong kong students from yingwa girls school came to our school, had all our presentation,was super nervous,cause its like 90+ ppl were looking at u,and 180 eyes staring at u...any mistake would be easy to spot.. haha,ms champion could tell that i was nervous,yeah,made it too obvious..=(...its was so embarrasing to speak inside the microphone..heehee,but gd exp...at least i get to exp what its like to stand infront of a crowd and speak..=DDD...


Secondary school league is starting soon! =),i'm happy yay! haha,at least saturday get to bowl,this coming tuesday training is cancelled due to the lanes...there wont be any lanes...-.-....zzz..didnt manage to book lanes...other places also dun have...sigh...gotta wait to thursday..=(...



lost the feel for bowling already...really...=(...probably thats the reason why i'm feeling very down, but Thank God is Friday! =)..YES i can bowl tml!!! ^^..




Guess thats all i have to blog! =)..



~~~~i shant be emo anymore~~~~ =)

I had the motivation to blog so yeah,here i am...was thinking to myself that blogs are a good thing cause it lets u express yourself...ppl like me use this to be emo.....


time already flies so fast...now already july..T_T...getting nearer and nearer to the end of year exams..AHH i cant stand it...i wish i had a computer in my brain...just save everything into a folder...then exam time just open it and take it out...T.T...GAHHH...alot of things to remember!!! =(...



As for bowling...really slackening up already...i mean...no more trainings anymore...but now c div is already over...and yeah its gonna resume..till now..i havent even trained on my speed...it was a goal going on for 2 years plus already..ever since CBA...when Alvin told me my speed was slow..then i could still remember i said..okay...by the end of this year...i`d better increase my speed....make sure that its fast enough...but then it dragged on to c div last year...then i said..okay...by next year b div(2008)...i dun care i`m gonna increase it no matter what...but come this year b div...its still so slow...i keep procastinating...Tried a variety of ways to do it....like changing my timing and higher my backswing or follow through fast...but it still ended up the same speed...gees....frsutrating....... lets hope that by the end of this year...my speed will somewhat increase before milo..otherwise...i duno how i`m gonna play on those dry lanes...i just cant imagine where my ball is gonna start hooking and how its gonna hook....





Recently been contemplating..about the topic on friends...i just wanna blog this out...cause i cant keep it in the inside of me anymore.... let me start by(i`m not gonna tell who or what i`m talking about): i`m trying to socialise...i mean like..TRY to talk about stuff they know...but i just cant...my topic always end up in the drain...then they just go on talking about ppl...ppl that i dun know...i dun blame them or what,but i just feel so out sometimes...



in their eyes i will always be someone new....like a clique of their own together...i`m being left out...i mean...i feel so small when i`m around with them...i`m saying not all are like this but then...i just feel so out..probably words cant really express what i`m trying to say,or even if u read this,its much more pain...God knows me...he knows my pain,and only he can heal them



and i remembered...i was so desperate just to come here,i was so happy when i got it...i told the Lord i would face the consequences,i knew that this kind of thing would like somehow happen, cause i`m new...even how much i want to say hi, i`m just afraid u`ll just diao me,when ppl diao u, u just feel like,very embarrased...arhgg,yes that feeling...it sucks...so since its like this,i`ll join the others,i`ll join ppl whom i feel happy with,

just pray about this,and i hope the pain will soon be gone.



i think that i should feel happy and blessed...i mean,it could have been worst,shall stop emoing and start counting my blessings,=).....





sry Lord for emoing..T.T,but i`m just sad...



guess thats all i wanna say, =)i know actually there`s many more stuff to blog about...yeah but i`ll probably them some other time...





SOMETHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO:SUNDAY!!! 10 GAMES SERIES WEEEEE!!!!!!!!
SECONDARY SCHOOL LEAGUE YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NOVICE BOWLING CHALLENGE!!
AIA OPEN WHOOHOO!!!!
AND OF COURSE WHO CAN FORGET THE LONG AWAITED
MILO INTERNATIONAL OPEN 2008

THIS is my 99th post ^^..xD haha tml is the last day of c div...quartet and i get to leave school during my recess! gonna miss Amaths and english lessons!!.....and Amaths we r gonna have a test tml!!!......sigh...english....practicing comprehension...i really need that practice.....my comprehension skills are like junk...and i almost failed my MYs because of that..
=(...mrs tutty`s practice is helping me to understand how to do comprehension better..it really helps..xD..



i havent been bowling for a week now...feels really weird..but when i start bowling..my thumb hole becomes too big...T_T...then have to add tape otherwise i`m gonna drop..=(...weeks have past..and till now..i`ve not increased my speed...i always get frustrated with it..=(..i really duno when my speed will actually go up to 2.4 secs...T_T...it always remain at 3s...=(..


hmmm.....having a funbowl on sunday at mt faber!! =)...and its gonna be a 10 game series.....need to train on my stamina..x)...


guess thats all for now..x)..gonna slp soon...=)..AND YES I`VE FINALLY UPDATED AFTER DAYS AND WEEKS OF PROCRASTINATION!!!! HAHAHA!!! YES!!! =)


byebye! =)

YAY! i`m gonna revive this blog,=)..woah its been like 2 plus months since i last posted my entry..hahaha...=)..actually i`ve got ALOT to blog for the whole 2 months...really ALOT!! like NATIONAL AGE GRP! but nevermind i shall just like summarise the whole competition..


UNDER 17...wasted...=(..till now i feel quite disappointed..almost qualified for the masters..i was in..and got kicked out...=/...sad...didnt bowl well..the feeling sucked...like eating bitter medicine...=(..but its a valuable experience


UNDER 22...if i could cut and paste my overall into my U17...i would have qualifed..so near yet is like miles far far away...=(..but overall,i did have fun! with team VANA! haha.. alicia,abigail & nicolette x) u guys are the best seniors i ever had! =) xD







C div is coming! its good for the c div ppl and not so gd for us B div...=(..guess we might not be able to go down and watch them bowl...have to stay in school for lessons...cant skip anymore...my results are experiencing a downhill...and if it goes down any further..i wont imagine the consequences... =(...cant watch the c div bowl...sigh...



sigh sigh sigh...this month is polling month..x) as in where the sch is gonna pick like those counsellors and student leaders...=)...i was hoping to get selected...but sigh...disappointment again...probably i`m just not meant to be a leader...sigh...........no leadership quality..=(..






hais..i feel super lousy now..my MY results were drastically horrible..i need to buck up on my studies..=(..as for bowling..havent bowled since sunday....and there isnt gonna be any more training till after c div! T_T...thats quite a long way more..=( i feel very hopeless in my ball speed...i duno why...its like no matter how hard i try to change my timing...the ball speed either stagnant..or it goes SLOWER!! T_T... i just duno what is happening....follow through fast also its still slow..but my spare ball looks faster...and its heavier than my first ball...=.=....what on earth is happening.......................................................


SIGH!!!!





i shall stop here...x)