today we had to assemble at the kallang netball centre for our netball carnival event,haha its part of our post exam activities,haha while the sec 3s and 4s remain in school to study?? haha..



IN the morning,my dad was kinda lost in kallang finding the centre,and i also didnt know how to go,cause the place there quite quiet and there isnt any signboard to tell us where is it on the road..lol..then in the end,my dad went over to the nearby macdonalds to ask for directions,then another man whose daughter is also from IJ..was also kinda lost,and he wanted to follow my dad`s car to get there..haha..



SO in the end..we found the place,so many cars going in to drop students out..after all it was also raining..they should have cancelled the whole event..=.=...but anyway forget it..when i dropped,i had to walk all the way in haha..soon i reached the assembly point..woah..my first impression of the centre was..hehheh...kinda old..=.=...lol..




Our netball game started at 9.20am..its an inter-class thingy..our team consist of michelle tang,nadya,eunice,elizi,me,jingyun,audrey,faith,petra..hmmm...think so..those were the people who played at least 1 match against 1 class..aiya..but our class lost every match..=.=...nevermind..our class is the more on the performing arts kind..so we didnt expect to win anything..but i can tell we put up a good fight against the other classes..haha..



IN the first match against 2/4..i was the GS..shooter..=.=...i`m so short..haha..but i didnt manage to score anything though...T.T...sorry...so i switched pos with audrey..haha,which was good..better for the team..i sub out during the game against 2/2..after that game..faith came out and i went back in..this time as WA..wing attacker..=.=...its better...and more tiring running around the court catching the ball..haha in conclusion..we put up a good fight against the other teams..=)



5 days left of being in the same class..hmmm...though i`ve been in this class for not really a year..still i feel sad also,like..erm..the bond is kinda there i guess..=(..but its okay,after all we`ll all be still in the same school...so yeah we`ll still see each other in school...=D haha



okay erm i`ll blog till here..=)..byebye!

TODAY-->had training at safra yishun as usual..haha,started at 1.30pm and ended at around erm 3.45pm? forgot already haha,but first,my dad went to fetch my sister to CSC club at bukit batok for her NTU rolloff haha,something like funbowl i guess..(:..then i was kinda late when i reached yishun..heehee...did some drills,like 1 step and two steps..had alot of stuff to change though..erm,my speed is still the same..or maybe slower or faster? but whatever it is..still the same..no change ever since erm..singapore open..lol..



Thought of going to trinity @ adam today,cause i thought i had something on tml,but in the end..i rushed home,lol,false alarm..so in the end..stayed at home the whole day in my grandmother`s house..siann..hahaha



YESTERDAY--> got back all my papers..hmm..not say very happy with it..my SA2 results
ENGLISH-->67 B3
CHINESE-->62 B4
MATHS-->63.5 B4
SCIENCE-->63 B4
GEOGRAPHY-->57 C5
HISTORY-->57 C5
LITERATURE-->51 C6(after moderation of 5 marks..haha FINALLY I PASSED)
SOVA(art)-->60 B4
HOME ECONOMICS-->65 B3
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OVERALL its a.........B4 grade! no As.....T.T...I HOPE TO TAKE A MATHS AND COMBINE PHY CHEM NEXT YEAR..PLEASE PLEASE!! ..T.T...but overall for literature...failed...=.=...


oh ya,today(friday)..its kelly`s birthday! haha HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY if u are reading this..=D



HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY to vivian! =D,in 5 days time..from friday..haha..lol..

okay blog till here..=)..byebye!



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Just came back from my wednesday league today,haha bowled kinda okay i guess,sigh..wish that my blister on my thumb will heal quickly..xDD then i can start bowling again! =X..lol..but i think it should heal in 4 days time..=D


had a 168 avg today,first game was 212...then after that..what else? started to plunge...all the way down..then up then back to down again..its always like that...it will stay consistent till i get my release changed..because i keep overturning my wrist,no wonder my ball sometimes have alot of roll..sometimes there`s none haha..




Hmm...i just feel like saying this out..dont mind me..i think i`m just thinking too much..randomness..haha




Sometimes i dont wish to dao people,like erm..if i realy do dao ppl..its really for a reason...like..erm..for example,i dao people because they dao me,so what u want me to do? keep sticking to u and talking to u? no way..i do try but once i had enough of it,forget it..i can dao u all the way..i dont care..its kinda sad though..when i dao people..i will feel guilty inside..really,for some reason..but people say i`m too soft hearted..so yeah...must learn to have pride and not always humble yourself? if u know what i mean...





Would u feel sad if someone close to u just suddenly leave u for no reason?? like u didnt even do anything wrong! Hmm..or dao u after certain events that take place? imagine u saying always saying hi to that person first while that person just..take it for granted? u dont say...dont even think about that person saying hi to u..then u`ll be like..hey should i say hi first? or what? wait? or just treat the person the same way? so easy yet so hard..so difficult right? if u keep saying hi first..u`r too nice,should dao..aiya..after all that person is like that care so much for what? aint worth my time...EXACTLY!! treat the person the same way? hmm..so difficult especially if that person is someone whom u were once close with..people change overtime though..but i didnt expect it to be so fast..







Then on the other hand, the friends whom u arent close to u starts to get close to u...hmm..its like..woah..what a change..so weird..and so ironic! haiis..see the difference? haha..lol...its like so hard to make a choice..lol..for some reason..haha




omg i`m so random...but haiis..feel better after blogging this out..haha gtg ppl..bye!

Back to update! haha..WHOOS!~ i have an extra off day tml..^^.can slp late and wake up late..heehee cause its results processing day..lol..shall blog about today




TODAY--> Woke up kinda early cause i thought i had school..=.=...yep,now is like starting to feel as if its the december holidays..haha didnt go to school since last wed ever since my last paper ended..omg..but once back to school..its time..for RESULTS! =X..especially its streaming year..T.T... anyway..when i wanted to leave house at 1.00pm..it started to rain VERY VERY heavily at my house..RAHH!! so i prayed that the rain would stop ASAP..yep..and it did..haha half an hour later..^^..anyway its considered fast to me already..haha



sorry jenetta for making u wait...haha yeah yeah its my fault..=.=..sorry lohh...so i took direct sevice number 5 to novena or velocity to meet up with her..i almost got lost..cause its my first time taking no 5 to a foreign place..hoho..but wherever we go..singapore too small..wont get lost hahaha..=X...



so i met up with her at novena mrt station..she was lost while trying to find me..hahaha,lol..and then we had to decide where to eat,cause both of us were starving..thanks to me for being very late,when we were supposed to meet up at 1.30pm..=X..in the end we met up at 2.30pm..=.=...



so we went to yishun to eat our lunch,cause we wanted to eat something cheap then can save up for more bowling games..hahaha..lol..after lunch,i was so full..so we walked to the bus interchange to take 812,i was thinking of walking but jenetta said that she was lazy..lol..xDD..nevermind haha



when we reached there,kaox...so many ppl bowling..hahaha,luckily we booked a lane..^^..and my bowling bag was already there..haha xDD..my dad transported it there lol..started bowling lol..saw SJI ppl bowling..woah so on..sch training start lerr..while mine..duno when its gonna start..haha..but should be soon i guess..xDD...n i hope so..


haha so long never see jenetta already,i think should be about a month or so? haha,to me its considered long..xDD..kinda fun for me today..my scores were a roller coaster ride..RAH! 203,149,191,149 and then 158..=.=...up and down..ARH! in the end avg 170 lorr..haiiz...wasted...haha but nevermind,i`ll just treat it as self training xDD..


Think jenetta enjoyed herself today..haha and so did i..xDD..hope to bowl with her again some time..=) lalala!~~ hahaha..thats all for now,i`m gonna chiong my maple..WEE!~ haha..okays byebye! (:

YAY exams are over..had my last chinese paper today though haha,shant talk about it,i just wanna pass and get into the class i want! or combination,haha


BOWLING SEASON IS HERE..START TRAINING FOR MILO OPEN IN DECEMBER..meaning i`ve got less than 2 months to get back my accuracy or to get used to erm..some changes though..haha


school training is gonna start soon..yay? or T.T? i duno! why why? am i having mixed feelings? i`m excited yet like depressed kinda feeling..oh man..whats happening!? EXAMS OVER SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPY...something just dosent seem right..



Guess its something i`ve been wanting to share but i cant..its gonna affect another person..or..its gonna have a great impact on me! ARH i keep having that uncomfortable feeling........which i hate it..



i wonder:


WHAT IF i never transferred school?
WHAT IF i never took up bowling?
WHAT IF i never knew every single one of my friends?



my mind is so full of what ifs..what if when i show my dark side..so that people wont take advantage..right? making use of their kindness..taking advantage of their personality..being jealous of what they have and what they achieve..unlike some people who are just hypocrites being nice for the time being..and after a certain time..they just throw you aside


especially the ones u treat like your best friends..but they treat u like dirt..or a pain in their neck if u cling onto them,actions speak louder than words,dont have to say to know..its so obvious! Will just do anything to get whatever u want,when they something u want so badly can be obtained easily if you do well,i`m not even competiting with u la! u already more than me,probably everything that u`ve wanted,good for u............i cant be bothered not one bit...




I dont even know what to do now,to dao u? or to tolerate? i`m having this cause i`m taking account that u were once kind to me, but for now,i dont know...



anyway..i gtg...pissed.....byebye....

RAHH 1 more day to FREEDOM!!! hahaha..i shall update lorr..xDD..finally my maths PAPER IS DONE!! THANK GOD..i`m so happy..FINALLY..3/4 of e pressure is off..during the exams..like the HSM song keep ringing in my head!! RAHH!!..only for history..maths a bit..the SONG WORK THIS OUT! omg...i keep hearing the chorus..T.T...




BEEN HAVING BADDDDDDD HEADACHES for the past few days..RAH! very pain sia..whenever i think abit...like..u knw stare at the paper for a while(eg..learning history..need to read txtbk,read too long will get headache..T.T...)...nevermind..maybe its exams stress...never had it b4 though..hoho..




maths paper was kinda dfficult..paper 2 esp!! T.T...I WANT GO COMBI sci!! T.T...PHY CHEM RAH! i hope to get in though...haha...i guess true freedom wont come till after the RESULTS of streaming is released..its either full enjoyment..or mugging holidays for me....NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





I WANT PLAY GRANADO ESPADA!! uh oh....very addictive i think...faith is gona play..maybe shall join her..haha but i never play b4 though..she and i might wanna share to buy e limited signature edition of the game...n it cost both of us $40 each! $80 for 1 set! T.T....sob...


errr....thats all i`m gona update...all i`m thinking now..is...FREEDOM! FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM....lol!!!!!!! byebye

FINALLY I GET TO BLOG FOR A WHILE HOHO!! haha..exams are here..3 more papers to go..shall revive this blog..=DD..i`m blogging to destress...


10 things to do after exams:


1. GO BOWLING!! ARHH!!! my fingers too itchy already..MUST DIE DIE BOWL...haha loL!! (dont mind me i`m crazy)

2.go n cut my hair too long liao..shall cut short..i always say..but no action..cant bear to cut sia...T.T...so long..but nevermind..

3.BACK to wearing my glasses..cant tahan...walo my headaches are due to me not wearing glasses..i think my degree has shot up...shld be already 75 degress or higher...haha..


4.GO OUT WITH MY FRIENDS!! YAY!!!



5.GO BOWLING WITH MY FRIENDS!! YAY!!!


6.start thinking about which course i want for next year...in consideration with my results...the turning point of my life...>.< i guess??



7.start planning for milo..i think? nono..start packing my bag..HAH!! =.=..........lol



8.YAY!! WATCH HSM 2 OVER N OVER AGAIN!! YAY!!



9.START PLANNING FOR NEXT YEAR...HOHO..



10.LASTLY...BOWL BOWL BOWL!!! XD




YAY!! i`ve finished destressing..hahahaha..okay..this is considered an update YAY!! back to mugging..bye!