I guess that this is going to be my final blog entry before my exams,haha,(:,my english paper is like 2 days away,and i`m nervous,for i do not know for what reason but i`m just nervous,=( recently,problems seems to be multiplying,and i dont even know whether to blog about it(oh and amelia if u r reading this,its not about what you think) (:



Preparations for the mid year exams are really really intensive,its gonna be 30% in my overall,to see whether i can promote next year! haha arh! and i`m recently sick,=(,cough non stop in class....=(,very distracting yeahh..haha




okay gee,come to the "emo" part of this entry,yeah as i was saying problems seems to be like piling up right? i`m happy yet sad at the same time,what a weird feeling,and yes,problems not only here,in bowling too,i can just "predict" whats gonna happen next,i think i`m gonna be a very lonely person,cause everyone`s got their buddies with them and yeah blabla,haha,i mean i dont blame anyone,or maybe i`m just being sensitive? yeah,with my crazy self and all gets ppl irritated with me...maybe i`m being unsocialble with everyone around me....sorry i` just quiet..





i shouldnt be thinking of all these problems now,exams first then the problems solving comes later,means i gotta bear with it for 2 weeks before i can sought out my thoughts,yahh 2 whole weeks,T_T....GOD PLEASE HELP ME!!!! T_T i hate this feeling...too much politics involved...




i think i`m ending my entry here,shall blog after the exams are done(:

yay,its friday again,so fast,haha,and like the mid year exams are 6 days away,=(,i`m scared,well yeah,=(...



havent been bowling recently,its been a week since i touched by bowling ball,i feel like there`s rust growing sia,haha,i mean,1 week dun touch bowling,=(,whats worst is that,my release is super scary now,with the guard on somemore,i`m in the midst of changing probably everything,i mean,speed + my release,and now everything is like horrible,my oil track is over my thumbhole,really,and it can cross the span of the fingers =(,cross the span! i duno what i`m bowling either,i tried to stay behind the ball longer,but it turned out to be worst,=(,worst its okay,but my speed,i think its just the same,never increase,then now my accuracy sucks,my release is afecting everything! when i thought is supposed to be better? =(,i really wanna get to the bottom of this,but cant,exams....



ARHH!! been mugging recently too,alot! have alot to remember! and i`m extremely worried,especially on Amaths and LIT! and of cause Emaths and sci and bla bla,okay its probably everything! =(,Amaths,haiis,i dun even know whether i can pass,so many stuff,i duno how to do,i dun have that feeling of preparedness in me,like,erm,i always have to hope that they wont come out difficult questions,=(,i`m so sad,=(,everything seems to be a downhill,both bowling and studies...



T.T,oh lord please help me overcome this,T_T,B div was already ARH! wasted...opps why am i talking about that? T_T,



blog till here,T_T,continue some other time

okay back to blogging,mid years is just 8 days away,so near,yeah,i could still remember last year,yeah so anyway,today i had the routine lifestyle again,haha lessons etc,nothing much happen today except



during recess,went down to the canteen to eat,haha,as usual sat with faith,yun chieh,mich tang,amelia,kah yee and janice,yeah so mich tang told me something,about someone whom i consider close to me,but i`m not sure about she`s still close now,and i wont reveal who is that person,but she told me that she made fun of someone and that someone is i mean who is another friend,considered quite good friend la,haha,arhgg,so hard to explain,



so when i heard about it,cuase mich saw it with her own eyes,i was like feeling super uneasy,i mean like,i find it so hard to believe,i mean,is she really changing willingly? or is it like,just for show? ARHHHH i cant take it anymore man,i feel frustrated,no wait,sad,or frustrated,arhh,but all i knwo is that my feelings revolves around these 2,sad and frustrated at the same time,=(,i just dont know who to trust anymore,haha know the person`s face,but duno his/her heart, but i just find it hard to accept the fact,i mean,the situation,its like so unbelieveable,so now like,should i still mix with that person who i was once close with? like to give her a chance to change? or like to really see her true colours?or probably i`ve already seen it without knowing,what i know is that,i`ll be with her for quite some time,haha,doing the same kind of activity,haiis,



=(,today,a thought also struck my mind,and that is,does it really pay to be tolerant towards other people`s attitude? i was like thinking,to be tolerant,its like not easy,and when that person makes an unnecessary statement,i can just blow up anytime,like a volcano errupting soon,but what if that person`s feelings are hurt,AHH,i mean no one likes to get angry,but sometimes i just cant stand it,must errupt,but must be tolerant at the same time?


okay thats all i gotta post for now,haha,gotta slp =(,shall blog again some other time

YES! BACK TO UPDATE! haha,okay i`m being random,yeah so anyway,today was kinda fun,went to church in the morning,had breakfast before we went off for service,yeah,the preaching of the word today was kinda powerful,haha in fact its a powerful sermon,yeah it talks about christians,making church going a routine in their life,not because they want to go willingly but just that its a routine,every sunday going to church is a must haha,something like that...hmmm...




after that my uncle,debbie(my cousin) my sister and my mum and my grandmother went to huns to have some snacks,haha,observed that not many ppl ate there today,maybe cause its like examination period and everyone has to go back home to study,haiis,so sad...=(,after eating,my uncle gave my grandmother a lift back home..then gave us a lift home..xD



had our lunch and then my mum and i decided to drop by safra tampines to watch yunping and nic play the funbowl,xD haha but ended up yunping didnt play cause her hand was injured,wrapped with bandage,like so badly injured like that,very exaggerated sia,haha,



took 21 to safra tampines,yeah many people were at the bowling alley playing the funbowl,haha,i also didnt play cause i had muscle aches due to my NAPFA test..T_T,so went there and saw yunping, haojie, nicholas and many many others haha,saw yunping`s mum playing darts,and she got a free dart set(consist of 3 darts)!! haha,i was so excited and decided to play,its a rating test and she got it for free,but gotta pay $6 first to take this rating test,so in order to get those free set of darts,gotta play above 400 in 8 rounds,haha,i got a 413,xD,then in order to get a free box,gotta break the 413 record..T_T,but i couldnt,haha it seems easy,but it is actually very difficult..T_T,but it was really fun,haha play and play,brought my chemistry notes to read there,xD,but actually i didnt really read so yeah haha,xD



after that,we went straight home for dinner. my sister is going hong kong during june!! T_T with her friends...by then she already graduated already! haha,oh my gosh time flies so fast,haha,T_T,she`s gonna graduate!!! then she`ll start working haha,and yay! i can go bargain with her for new bowling equiments,bowling ball,bag,shoes,probably everything!!! ohh yeahh,i want a new polyester then i can start asking from her...and hope that when she comes back from hong kong,she`ll buy me back lots and lots of stuff there,haha,xD yeah and the best part is,her schooling life will stop after 2 weeks,then her sch life is out...o.o...





exams are coming super quickly..T_T,means mug mug mug...so sad,but after the exams,is bowling bowling bowling,haha,there are so many competitions coming up ahead,which is really fun,i`m really gonna work had on my ball rev and speed,apparently now my spare ball oil track is super scary,the oil is like crossing between the span,meaning in between the thumb and the 2 fingers, i was telling myself,how on earth did that happen,last time so nice,the oil track was WAYYYYY away from the thumb,but ever since i wore the guard,everything started to go haywire,=(,gotta wear guard throughout singapore open,PBC selections are on 3rd may,in the middle of my mid years,my mum allow me to go,but i have to plan my study time myself,and i`d better,i really dun wanna fail any subjects...


SATURDAY-->woke up at like 6.30am and had to report at NYJC,did my napfa 2.4km test,i clocked a timing of 13.55,didnt reach my target of going below 12 min though,i didnt run fast enough i supposed,=(,but even though i run fast,i cant get gold anymore,thanks to my sit and reach la...arhhh!!! my second time complaining about that item...haha,nevermind forget it,i shall try again next year, (:



then we went back to toa payoh by taking a 105 bus,then the bus was like packed and filled to the brim with people,then new passangers wanted to come up also cant,cause it was too full haha,many of them gave that pissed look,yeah probably,i mean who expected that the bus would be so full on a saturday morning,haha,so funny,me michelle tang,jade and yunchieh went to macs to eat our breakfast,haha,its been a long time since i had a macdonals breakfast,so i ate the big breakfast,so nice...=.=...yummy...xDDD then we went out to watch the fei chang superband( channel U show) auditions,many of them got in haha,but it was quite interesting...




then i went home to complete my work,alot of revision to do especially maths,do and do,then had sushi for dinner,just 4 pieces of sushi,went down to ichiban sushi to buy and i saw shanice! haha,outside the restaurant waiting for her turn to go in,yeapp...thats all for my saturday... (:




shall blog again soon..XD

haha,was thinking whether to blog again or not,i think i`m practically updaing everyday! haha,yes yes,tml is my PFT 2.4km run! =(,gotta go to NYJC in the morning,aiya,there goes my dream of getting gold for PFT,thanks to sit and reach,ARHGG,frustrated...over frustrated...



TODAY-->was really a normal day(as u can see my life is a routine),had lessons bla bla,13 more days to my mid year exams,and i dont think i`m one bit ready for the papers,i cant imagine,if mid year exams i`m so stressed,what about my o levels next year? =(,siann sia...



since preparations for the mid year was expected to be intensive,i stopped myself from bowling,haha,no more sch training,and i havent touched my bowling ball for almost a week already,i hope tml can go bowl,just for fun,as for my speed,arhg,no choice but to start training after the mid years,=(..i`m so sad,i just cant wait for the june holidays to come,and cant wait for the sch training to resume again,haha!




today i got the edusave form for my bowling fees(sch training),yeah and its $500 for this year,i guess its considered quite cheap already,but i got a shock,haha,cause like $150 increase from last year,haha,i thought it would only increase by $50??


today morning i met yijing outside her class,haha goofy junior! met chesna too! (another goofy junior) haha,yeah,and yijing passed me an international friendship day letter,haha,thanks yijing! and also sry to her that i didnt like write anything,haha,felt bad, =/...



okay recently,i duno why i always feel so down,like always so sad la,is it probably i`m super worried about my mid years,or is it due to bowling,like i cant really get speed,i duno what i`m worried about,here and there,problems start to pop out,people around me start to change,or is it probably me? i`m probably being too sensitive,




all i can do is just to tolerate right,oh yes and pray,pray for everything to be smooth,and a problem free life,(although its kinda impossible) haha,there is bound to be some ups and downs =(,i`m experiencing a downturn, OH GOD PLEASE HELP ME!!! T_T i dont want all these bad things to happen....i just wanna be happy, =(...




okiie i`d better go and sleep early,haiis,haha,my entry ends here..(:

Felt like typing ^^ so i started blogging,haha,my reason for blogging today..=.=...i`m so random haha,yeah so anyway,today was quite normal also like any other normal days...hmm



we started off with 1 period of chinese,haha,lao shi went through the new ke wen,yeah and added some words into my chinese vocab book,haha,have to take time to understand them..


then we had chemistry,ms champion went through the past year exam mid year papers,for 2007,haha,=(,but i didnt do,or should i say complete it,haha,spend the whole of ytd doing maths if i`m not wrong,XD,T_T,SA1`s coming...



after that had 2 periods of literature,went to the AVA to watch the movie version of the play "a raisin in the sun",haha quite funny,but the movie is quite old bahhs,cause the setting is in the 1950s,xD,so all like black and white,haha


then we had physics,ms lim came in and thought us a new topic on centre of gravity,and also stability? haha,i think so,all those topics are gonna be tested,T_T,must start to remember all my formulas already,no choice sia,plus maths,ARH! and literature,hmmm,


after recess,had maths class,mrs lee taught us Emaths,trigonometry,except this are the harder questions which we will be expecting for SA1,quite sad right? but its also good in a way haha,cause i get exposure,xD


haiis,since yesterday`s PFT,i`m still having backaches and muscle pains,sadly i cant get gold this year,nor silver,thanks to sit and reach,T_T,i got a E for it,just 1 more cm to get silver,haha to get D,T_T,i cant even smell silver now,=(,this coming saturday is the 2.4km run haha,but super early sia,must wake up so early =(



After school i came back home,was really tired and i started to do my homewrk,haha,cant tahan then went to take a nap..=.=...then goofy junior yijing(haha!) smsed me,saying that she wants me to go to her class tml,hmmmm cause she`s got something to pass to me,so mysterious,haha,naughty her,putting me in such suspense =(,haha (:



Recently also i havent been bowling,i think the last time i touched my bowling ball was on sunday,haha yeah,from sunday till now,sch training stop liao,will resume after the midyears are over,haha,WOOOPEEEE!! cant wait sia,my fingers very itchy to bowl,T_T,but must tolerate,haha,


now currently got nothing to do,just listening to hillsong songs,"from the inside out" haha,very nice,xD, the lyrics very meaningful (:


okayy i shall end here,(: God bless!

back to blogging,haha,actually there`s not much to blog about today,cause its just the usual stuff,okay shall blog for the sake of blogging?? (:




TODAY-->i was thinking to myself,its been like 2 weeks since i played b div,haha,so fast right? yeah so anyway,had chemistry in the morning,ms champion came in and gave us our surprise quiz test paper back,yeah yeah,failed by a mark on the chapter of the periodic table,T_T,she gave us 2 past year mid year papers for us to practice and to challenge ourselves...haha,up next is Emaths,hmmm we started on trigo,ARHH!!at first got really confused,yeah,and its only the basics,haha,then i`m like so confused,cause i didnt know how to solve for x on one side of the triangle,T_T,but i got it in the end,haha,mrs lee gave us 5 questions to do for assignment,cause she said alot of ppl never do their homework in their exercise book? after that was chinese,xu lao shi taught us a new ke wen,yeah,but was multi tasking,cause i was frustrated on how to find x using the sin,cos and tan,duno which method to use,hmmm,haha,yeah



RECESS!! was dying from hunger,badly,rushed to canteen started buying whatever i felt like eating,eeps,which i shouldnt have done? cant eat too much if not will tend to overeat hmmm,kah yee and janice joined me and michelle for recess,yeah and started to talk about our subjects etc...




after recess was english! haha,had to do my essay planning,about misunderstandings between friends,had no inspiration to write,each time i wrote my intro paragraph,i cancelled it,cause i totally didnt know what to write about! T_T,my mind was blank,totally blank but managed to write out all my planning for my following paragraphs...yay...


after english was CME! haha,watched mean girls the movie,was kinda nice i think,hmmm,bimbotic =X,yeahh,haha



after school,walked out with eunice to the bus stop and waited with her for 59 to come,talked about bowling and stuff,and yeah the ways to increase my ball speed,gotta start pestering uncle billy to help me do that heehee,xD,when i was about to go off i saw celine and we walked to the interchange together,talked about bowling and stuff too,haha,too bowling crazy already,=x,cant wait till the mid year exams are over,before i can have valid temporary freedom?? haha =.=,chiong bowling after exams yay....but first its time to mug mug mug...


okay i shall end till here,(:

finally its been a long time since i last blogged,haha,oh,it was only 2 weeks ago,haha lol,hmmm,nothing really much to blog about actually,my blog is yeah very dead,dun really have the time to go update everyday too,and arh! i wanna change blogskin!!! (:





gee,ignore that emo post about b div,be emo also for what?come to think of it,i guess i`ve gotten over it already...




i shall start blogging about last monday? okay i shall start: we had sports day on monday exactly last week i guess,yay and guess what blue house won!!! haha yay!! blue house rocks!! haha,xD but too bad i wanted to take part in some events,but didnt,haha,lazy to go for the heats i guess =x,no la actually in fact,i just cant run...=.=...returned home pretty early,well of course earlier than usual..went back n started to mug mug mug...




tuesday-->hmmm nothing much also,just the usual stuff,haha,u can see from here that my life is quite boring,its a complete routine..=.=...didnt have training,due to the sec 2s having their E-learning day,haha,walked to the interchange with michelle tang (:



wednesday-->hmmm,wait,i cant remember what happened on wednesday,haha! =.=.what a lame joke...wait its not even a joke at all...=.=!!! arhggg i`m super random yeah so anyway,



thursday-->finally TODAY we had sch training!! haha YAY! finally! and sadly its the last training,well yeah it will resume only after the mid years cause they want us to study hard,haha T_T,this coming tuesday training is only meant for the c div to prepare for their c division which is upcoming in july,cool sia,haha,yeap,ohh went home with yijing!! haha both of us,from safra yishun all the way home XD,talked practically about everything we can ever talk about?? haha,=.=...then met my mum at interchange,cause she say its gonna rain super heavily,scared my bowling bag get wet,then spoil haha..yeah yeah agree...(:


friday-->also,nothing much happen today,except yeah,mrs lee told us we were having an Amaths test on monday,yeah extra mugging...yeap yeap...and i told my chinese teacher to postpone my chinese SA1 oral to monday,haha clare did that too,she says to get over and done with earlier,then can study more for SA1..agree agree..haha scared sia,i dun wanna fail my chinese,cant afford to anymore....T_T...must go and prepare....haha...



SATURDAY-->YAY! haha,stayed at home for almost half of the day before me and my mum decided to go to mt faber to watch apple bowl...i mean train..haha,i was very tired of staying at home though i had exams...haha yeah,brought all my stuff there to practice for my amaths test on monday,well i did abit...hmmm,my mum and yunping`s mum started to bet on the number of pins left for yunping,gee,i lost 30 cents on that,haha,nic yeah he won probably all of my money,haha..T_T,no wait most of all our money,i guess...then at night went to safra tampines to bowl..cool,very cool apple and nic came down yay!!, i`ve got more company...won a drink from apple and $2 from nic and apple,haha...it was really fun...




TODAY-->went to church in the morning and guess what,i didnt know that it was pastor dowdy`s birthday,uncle timmy came with debbie and russel,i went to adult service too,haha so fun,today`s message was really a powerfu one i thought,it was about the full armour of God,and yeah,the explanation of each armour,which can be found in ephesians 6 yeah of the bible,shld go n read if u free bahhs (:,went to funbowl at safra tamp today,then apple n nic came too,was quite quiet...i mean like not hyper atmosphere as compared to last night,haha,wore my guard to practice,my fingers suffered T_T cause it was so pain...my guard got something wrong i think..erm nono on second thought is me,apple took a video of me bowling,and i realised that even with my guard,my backswing is still so high...and i break my wrist so early....so habitual...T_T...my speed was 2.7 secs,still too slow,but at least its faster than last time?? haha,my oil track for my spare ball is still over my thumbhole,more new problems are surfacing...=.=...haha got $10 for ladies high game,and because of that,my fingertips on my third and fourth finger are so painful now,i cant type directly on the tip,T_T....haiis,haha...yeapp thats all...



okayy i think i`m gonna blog until here,really duno what to say,=(,chinese SA1 oral tml,amaths test tml,midyear exams in 19 days time,20 days to temporary freedom,6 weeks and 4 days to spore open,time certainly flies...