TODAY marks the end of the B division tournament,didnt bowl well for the whole tournament,i bowled really badly,inside i felt that i could have done wayyyy better than this,it was truely a waste,



after the whole tournament,they announced the top seeded girls 1st to 4th,the pain was like,woahh,alot when i didnt see our school going up to get the prize,alot of ppl were like so sad,i mean,yeah,perhaps many of us knew that we all could have done better,start retraining...




gonna retrain after this,i bowled like shit overall in this B div,of course i`m sad,but i dun want to show it anymore,its over and i must stop dwelling on it,anyway every tournament is really a gd experience,well according to uncle billy,he said that we expected too much of ourselves,when we couldnt deliver,we came down on ourselves,like,became disappointed too early? =(,its really sad,but people be happy,cause it really could have been worst,and also,there are way much more competitions than this,like erm,NAG,milo,and of course most importantly,next year b div right? we want to get back that trophy,so dont lose heart,cause i believe IJ`s legacy is gonna continue...



anyway i shall do my post mortem here starting from,




SINGLES-->i bowled a 158.3 avg,had a 118 game,i expected too much of myself,and didnt concentrate on spares,my strike rate was also low,really low,but its a spare game,didnt get that into my head,kept missing target too,cause i thought it was me,overturning my ball here and there,i didnt have confidence,=(,which caused my downfall,and i fell real badly,


doubles-->slightly better,tried to concentrate harder,it worked a little,but i wasnt consistent,my games were like a roller coaster,up and down,didnt even hit a 170+ game at all,highest was only 181,lowest 140+ at least the gap in between was lowered,or became smaller,but it wasnt,performed an avg of 159.3,



quartet-->erm,this one,seriously nothing to say,i thought of the outcome too many times,and i couldnt get any roll out of my ball,my bad,i was thinking probably about every single thing,and not concentrating on my target,which led me to bowl a 151 avg for quartet,in the end my grand avg for the whole b div was a 156,i seriously felt that i really could have done better than this,maybe i wasnt prepared enough,better start to train again...



whats over is over,whats done cant be undone,gotta accept the fact that we got 5th again for the 3rd consecutive year for b div,i promise i promise!!! NEXT YEAR WILL BE DIFFERENT,i`ll go chiong training,make sure everything is gonna be fine,and yeah,12 more months before the next b div,till then,train train train..............


shall end till here (:

Back to blogging,not really in a good mood recently,partly due to b div singles,and also my results for CA1,got back my report book,=(,failed Amaths chinese and literature...i cant believe it...i practiced,yet still maybe its not enough...as for b div,haiis,everything is just totally wasted..a 118 game pulled my whole avg down like mad...




YESTERDAY-->i could still remember the night before b div i was super excited,managed to sleep well,then went to school,got my bag and waited in the canteen for the bus to come and pick us up,(:,on the way there i was like praying,that everything would run smoothly,and that i would not finish b div with regrets,but feel that i really did well,during the tounament,i told myself to keep the avg constant,no matter what,as long if u do your best,its fine,then pooped up my 118 game,i was super heartbroken,broke down,cant help it man,it was really pain,cant stop tears...even now when i think of it,i feel very sad,in the end,i bowled a 158.3 avg,came in 33rd position,was really disappointed..at least there another 12 more games to go,Praise God! (:,and also congratz debra! for getting 5th! haha, (:




now is like everything all in a downhill,but novice was something really surprising,haha (:,i`m satisfied with the results,except for masters,=(,wasted again,very heart pain,T_T,i seriosuly am gonna retrain...



gonna blog till here,=(

HEYYY!!!! back to blogging! march holidays gonna be over liao,so sad,this few weeks have been bowling mad,cause b div is just 3 days away! its like so fast! haha,i keep repeating that statement, but i mean haha,its true!



TODAY-->in the morning,went for novice masters,truely a wasted game,was pissed with myself,but like i was thinking,the more i was pissed with myself for not bowling well,as in,i`m underperforming!!! THATS WORST! my ball speed started to slow down eventually as the 8 games slowly progress,even if i changed ball,i both also still died slowly,splits here and there,my spares!! very bad also,aiya everything about me is bad,yes my bowling,studies and all,gotta buck up....anyway,thanks nic kor for coming down to see me play,and thanks uncle rick for guiding me in my lines (: i`m grateful (:



As for bowling,i have myself to blame for not being able to cope up with the lanes,even if the codition is "difficult" i should at least be able to take spares,but really i`m very disappointed with myself,another part of the reason for bowling badly today is because of my confidence level,i didnt trust my ball neither did i trust my line...=(,i hope i wont repeat the same mistake during b div...



But at least for consolation,i got 2 medals from singles and doubles,its inspiration for me,(: God has really blessed me even though i fared badly for masters,=) i`m contented with what i have,and sad for myself,due to me underperforming,contradicting right?



ARHH!! my homewrk for the march hols! i havent even finished it yet,=(,bowling crazy till i neglected my studies! thats super bad!!! =(,must go chiong tml ler,wed b div,whole day skip sch,well not really,got valid reason haha! for those days i miss sch,gotta catch up those lessons on my own,well sacrifices have to made somehow (: i just place my trust in God,and i believe He will help me (:





okay this is something random,ever since this year started,everyone been`s like changing,friends especially,guess its due to stress? haha,nono or should i say,BGRs,yepp whoops did i just say that? haha,but i just find it kinda weird,like so many ppl have got into BGRs and its like all in the same period of time? nono not referring to anyone in particular,haha..lol..





okay back to bowling stuff,since b div is just 3 days away,there`s nothing much i can do,but just pray,dream and hope to achieve my goals,and pray even more,with God,everything is possible even the impossible (:,ohh yes i`m serious,cause i`ve ever experience it before...=), must pray hard!! haha (:




okayy i shall end my entry here (: i`m feeling really sleepy,bowled 14 games today,8 in the morning,6 at night...haha (: goodnight,and i really hope to blog my stuff out soon again (:

yay! i finally got the time to update my blog,haha,been so busy recently with work work work,and bowling too,haha, ITS JUST 13 DAYS AWAY!~~ panic*,haha,yeah yeah its b div!!! so fast! i`m already in upper sec,i cant believe time flies so fast!!! =(,could still remember my sec 1 orientation camp and my first day at school,haha xD



nowdays i have alot of homewrk to complete sia,=( oh mann!!! i`m so tired from doing them,so difficult and tedious,so to all u ppl who are sec 1 and 2 this year,treasure your time! haha,its still your honeymoon year,XD enjoy bahhs,XD



oh yeah,the b div schedule,team and everything are out and decided,in team 2 this year xDD together with celine,debra and courtney,guess we`ll have lots of fun together during b div? yeah haha,xD the schedule is also out,we`ll be bowling with the seeded guys squad,T_T,in a way is good also? cause there are only 2 erm girls schs including my sch playing with the seeded guys,means we gotta clash with ACSI, haha, then uncle billy was like,ARH! he gotta run everywhere to guide both schs,=(,wonder why they put it like that this year,=(



okay,i shall update my life,haha,last week was fun,on saturday went to novice bowling challenge @ jurong superbowl,saw everyone i havent seen since MILO! haha xD,like lucas,annabel,meiqi,etc etc...its been so long,and like now annabel has shot up!! arhh!! why is everyone so giant to me? or maybe i`m small to them =( yes i know i`m short...=/....bowled with meiqi,xD she`s my double for novice..=D,i`m so happy..^^went to church after novice..xD,cause sunday morning had women`s doubles @ OCC,then cant go..=/








the next day,SUNDAY! haha,woke up early and headed straight down to OCC,picked yunping n her mum up from their house..xD,reached there,woah saw so many ppl! haha,sss ppl is like everywhere! as well as those NYs too,=) bowled badly..=( i should have learn to trust my line,haha,oh yeah i`m gonna buy a new ball soon though,shld be by this week bahhs,uncle billy says i dun suit brunswick balls,=( only either storm or ebonite..haha but i like brunswick balls,for some reason...maybe its because it sounds nicer? =D



yeah yeah,xD buying a complete NV by ebonite,yep yep,then from there i gotta work on my rev and speed,then the ball impact will be very good...xD,hmmm i guess so...haha,i and courtney have to get the same ball..quite cool sia,haha lol arhh i`m crapping again! =.=.....




hmmmmm,i guess thats about it,i need to slp now..=(,now very tired,finally now we r gonna have trainings on saturdays!! YES!!! xDDDDD THANK GOD!!! =DDDDDDDDDDDDD,haha,sry i`m being lame and hyper...=.=,haha oh yeah and also recently the song "my future decided" by hillsong keeps ringing in my head....the lyrics goes

Verse 1
You hold the future in your hands
You know my dreams and you have a plan
And as you light my way, I'll follow you

Pre-chorus
My eyes on all of the above
My soul secure in all you've done
My minds made up
And you are the only one for me

Chorus
Jesus, savior, in my life you are everything
My future decided, I will praise your name
And I know that I am, I am yours
Yeah, I know that that I am, I am yours

Verse 2
You hold the earth in your command
You are the rock on which I stand
And as I live each day, I'll follow you

Bridge
Unafraid, Unashamed Lord we know who we are
(We are your people and we won't be silent)
Unified hear us cry at the top of our lungs
(You our God and we will not be shaken)


kinda cool sia,haha can go youtube check it out,its a christian song,its quite nice..xD,okay i shall type till here,xD =) good night!