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why is everything so hard to understand? guess this world is like that,i mean like,people will only be your "true friend" when u have fame,wealth,somehow i finally know why ppl always say money makes the world go round/money is the root of all evil? haha..



how would u feel if someone treats u badly,but treats everyone else around u so well,when u have done nothing wrong to that person...sounds so unreasonable isnt it? i can tell u that feeling is SICKENING...so hypocrite..and especially that person is someone u have to go through for the next 2 yrs...



like when that person has all his/her friends around himself/herself,that person just throw u aside,pretending u never exist...and when that person`s friends all went home,HAH! that person comes talking to u...so hypocritic..=(,why is this world full of such people?? no matter how sad or angry,cant do anything about it...cause i should just ignore,unfortunately i cant,that person always appear wherever i go,especially when i`m doing my fav stuff...nevermind,what goes around comes around..God is gonna have a purpose for me and i know it...=).. i shant care about this person anymore,cant stand it..



----------A day in the house of the Lord is much much better than a million days on earth--------------------------------------------------------

YO! finally i`m going to update this blog of mine,haha,recently i`ve been bowling alot,but very little training,its like very rusty,and still played for AIA open,its like so much stuff to say so lazy to type out,even i`m very lazy to say out...its really so much stuff to say...




TODAY i woke up at 5.30am in the morning,was really excited about the masters event..its like..my first time playing,and its like,my first ever masters event! i finally made it..the experience...haha,heyy btw that MQ score was tyco okayy? really,i mean i got in by God`s grace,cause i prayed very hard the day before i played my MQ,but of course i tried a few times haha...



today i bowled like a i was running a marathon....really couldnt find my line..and my ball roll,speed,accuracy was like horrible..really horrible...it was worst than what i was training...imagine your ball u can see the thumb hole released already,but rolling only 3-4 times before it reaches the pin deck..yep that was how bad my rev was..duno what happen..eunice and celine mok were there too,haha and eunice said i was too nervous..till i forgot everything..guess so..after all it is my first time...


haha,but i felt relaxed..came in 12th,but heyy who cares? i know i humiliated myself there on the lanes,but i dun care,laugh all u want..haha,i bowled a 142.6 avg,yep,at least its not a 130 plus avg what..haha,okok enuf with my crap..i expected to get last too..i told God that if i got into the masters..it`ll be really good enuf for me,i just wanted to play to see what is it like..now i know how it feels,its like...really...your heart pumping very fast..very scared..missed alot of spares...ARH! what was i thinking!? really i`m lack of training!! PLEASE i hope my coaches will train me on spares and my fundimental stuff (is that how u spell?)really about release and speed..sometimes i think its like kinda useless,erm how to say,jsut have enuf can lerr..haha



as for speed...today i played with "speed"..as in just whack the ball down the lane,i didnt care much,didnt think so much...spares i had to whack the ball down...tried to aim,but the more i aimed..the more i missed....=.=...what logic is that right? haha,felt happy and very sad at the same time,maybe now i know what celine mok means by saying she dun wanna play for milo in KL,cause she scared her face will be thrown away,i understand u now...yep,and i just did that...humiliating myself by bowling a 142.6 avg on the lanes during the masters event...=.=...and MQ i was 6th....wow....what a big drop..somemore in masters bowl so badly? tsk tsk....




my mum scolded me lor,but she said i did well,i mean again,its my first masters,she dun even expect me to win anything,or even get 11th place..haha okayy...its my fault...alright,i`ll promise myself that from now on,i wont play play anymore,as in even though i cant find my line during competition,i`ll have to be patient and analyse,but for now...i`ll just try to hide...scared lerr...




after the whole event was over,saw denise,anthony wee,yingxin they all one big grp of about 7-8 ppl,going to vivo together,debra was talking to hen xin and eunice and mok were no where to be found xD..haha,then its like i realise its like,only when u r good,ppl will just come sucking up to u,like see? those NY players so many friends,they dun have to open their mouths and ppl will just talk to them,but for me its so different...people treat me like...nevermind...in summary,they only talk to those very gd bowlers,but when i talk to them...they give me that whatever attitude..



fine...do that,for now u`ll give me that face...but later i`ll train harder..just dun be too snob,pride really comes before a fall...i`ve exp watching ppl fall..like someone who said..OH!!! close my eyes can qualify masters already!! and i`ll only remember those people who treated me well...and whom are not hypocrites,who treats me like a second hand friend,all the friends go home lerr...then come talk to me...think i duno arh? i`m sotong,but i can tell who are really good and treats me badly...




though this AIA competition is just a bowling tournament,it has like "taught" me alot of things in life,never be too proud,for pride comes before a fall,another one is money really talks,wont say why,but it just remains in my mind...wont forget,well its time to move on,whether i`ve humiliated myself today or not,its just the beginning,one step at a time,i mean everyone will need to have a starting point somewhere right? cant just jump up the ladder...after all we all reap what we sow...and i didnt sow enough..xDD...so must start training early (: hope to go milo,i`ll really be looking forward to that..(:


i`ll blog till here...taggies please!~ haha thanks ^^

YAY!! finally its back to blogging for me! (:..finally the december holidays are here,6 november is gonna be that day where i`m gonna find out which class i`m going to next year,and yep..the combinations of subjects i`m doing..really hope its gonna be 3/8...>.<...combine phy/chem,A maths,SS hist and pure geog..i think..haha,(:




School training started recently too,kinda cool..(:,but i guess nothing improve much for me,=(...no speed no rev,but its okay,i`ll just keep going..(: train and train,after all, practice makes perfect? xDD..



TODAY i had rolloff at mt faber,didnt do well..=(..guess i didnt have much of confidence,thats why,uncle rick said that i needed a whole load of confidence for me to perform...cause thats what i really really need,to believe what i see on the lanes and change accordingly,yep..guess i`m not really used to it..=/..



no matter what happens,i can just leave it to God,cause i know he has a purpose for me,and everyone else too! (:..i just gotta be patient..must not rush things,cause bowling is kinda long term,so yepp,1 step at a time..xDD..but seriously,i`m gonna pray hard to play B division..=(..i dun wanna be dissappointed in myself anymore,spend so much $$,time and effort for trainings and those funbowl tournaments..its like gonna be such a big waste if its gonna go down the drain...i know i`m capable of better scores,but just lack of confidence? yet again...haha..



gonna count down the days left for milo open,if i`m ever going to KL for this competition,i`d better give it my all,meaning coming back to singapore with no regrets,yep,its a really really really big bonus if i can even smell the trophy there..haha,just joking...my wishful thinking?? xDD but of course,i do hope to get it...someday..(: guess the time hasnt come yet...



Well...i guess thats about it,really nth much to say already,but at least my blog had an update..^^..xDDD okay byebye!!~