BACK to update about today again..haha...as usual..had training again today..monday is my maths and geography paper..yepp..very heavy though..i really wanna pass sia..at least pass all..i knw i can do it..must learn to have confidence in myself...i think if i`m not wrong..thats a factor that contributes into being a good bowler?? haha...yepp..must also have good mental strength which i`m lacking..
okayys..today woke up at 10 plus..i think...if i dun remember wrongly..haha...should be bahs..then studied my geography till like 11 plus then had to go shower...aiya..anw..shall fast forward..reached safra yishun very early...like i think at 12.30pm i guess..haha...saw alot of the people from junior collages bowling..yepp..in preparation for the a divsion thats coming up nxt week..haha..
went opposite to but lunch wif my mum..ordered a simple lunch..that`ll do..anyway i`m also not hungry..haha..nvmm..then after that training started..as usual i guess..except tht..something went very wrong i guess..haiz...y did this kind of problem started in the first place?? ALL this nonsense wouldnt have started if she hadnt..okayy...nvmm..shall nt talk about it..
bowled in wanting`s lane again..haha..thot of joining kj they all but cannot le..already alot of ppl bowling there..so no choice but to move back to my original..haha..did some drills during trg..yep..1 week never bowl n i feel so funny...its the mugging period...yep...study hard now then bowl very hard later..haha..i think??? yepp...
at the end of the trg bowled 1 n a half games?? first game arhh...wasted last frame....started to get pissed..then second..uhh...worst...my thinking changed to..at this rate i`ll never be able to make it into the c div n age grp masters finals..seems impossible..but told myself that dreams n achievements do come true..yepp..they do...so if u can dream it..u can do it..=)..
didnt bowl at the end of trg..had to go back n study...felt very sad...my mum..didnt even allow a game...havent touched for 2-3 weeks alr...haha..nvmm...anws..something damn bad happened during trg today...haiz..sad..the ppl tht u trust yr secret wif got spilled out...once is alr alot..twice is unbearable..if the third pops up...things are not gonna be nice...
then came back to my grandma`s house early...yep..haha..didnt have any mood..very sad about my games..but its okayy..concentrate on my exams first..then after tht i can so called "slack" all i want...but of coz...not just throw all my bks aside hahaha...n then forget all about them..XD...yep..but i promise tht age grp must really pia to the end..n perservere..takes alot of patience n peserverence to reach my goal..
anw..came home here early..like 8.15..n the com has been on for 6 hours...yep...came on9..saw many ppl online..many stuff happened too..anw..thanks kj..haha...i think today i have a dao attitude...duno y..but suddenly went into a bad mood...haha...but i`m okay now..lets hope tht nxt sat will be a fresh new one..but i doubt i can forget....nvmm..
shall end here guys...for those ppl in cba..sry if i gave u dao look...really am...pls tagg my blog..=)..thanks!! and gd luck for yr exams!!