Hmm..this post is gonna be kinda weird i guess..i duno y this few days ever since the age grp has started i`ve been more like depressed..maybe is just that i`m not bowling to my expectations..thts y..hmm...on my way to OCC today i had this thought that struck my mind..erm..is like..what am i living for?? haha..



and also wad is life?? some ppl i heard says that life is tough,easy,happy,sad,cold,warm,selfish,stress,biased..haha..etc..well i think thts from me la..lalala~~..omg..since when i learn to think like that?? so weird i guess..haha..but its true la..lalala~~..okay nvmm..



anw had the doubles event today..well..didnt do as well as my singles ytd..but its okay..as long i`ve tried my best..i wont have any regrets..yeahh..tml is the team event..i wont let my team down..yeah..hmmm..my mum asked me whether i have a shot at the masters event..hmm...well..errm...mayb..if i do VERY Well for the team..yeps!! haha..


but this NAG is just an experience i guess..if i get into the masters(which is kinna hard) is definetly a bonus..but my aim for C div is to have that radical inferno..hahaha..if u knw wad i mean..=DDD..hmm..tht one i have to train n slog my speed out..asked my mum go n get me some dumbells..err..is tht how u spell it?? haha..yeah..




uncle billy said tht the lanes will like somehow show how much accuracy u`ve got..haha..hmm..could be i guess..=DD..hmm..is tht all i have to say??? yeahh..i guess..haha..erm..thts all for now..=)