Just came back from my wednesday league today,haha bowled kinda okay i guess,sigh..wish that my blister on my thumb will heal quickly..xDD then i can start bowling again! =X..lol..but i think it should heal in 4 days time..=D


had a 168 avg today,first game was 212...then after that..what else? started to plunge...all the way down..then up then back to down again..its always like that...it will stay consistent till i get my release changed..because i keep overturning my wrist,no wonder my ball sometimes have alot of roll..sometimes there`s none haha..




Hmm...i just feel like saying this out..dont mind me..i think i`m just thinking too much..randomness..haha




Sometimes i dont wish to dao people,like erm..if i realy do dao ppl..its really for a reason...like..erm..for example,i dao people because they dao me,so what u want me to do? keep sticking to u and talking to u? no way..i do try but once i had enough of it,forget it..i can dao u all the way..i dont care..its kinda sad though..when i dao people..i will feel guilty inside..really,for some reason..but people say i`m too soft hearted..so yeah...must learn to have pride and not always humble yourself? if u know what i mean...





Would u feel sad if someone close to u just suddenly leave u for no reason?? like u didnt even do anything wrong! Hmm..or dao u after certain events that take place? imagine u saying always saying hi to that person first while that person just..take it for granted? u dont say...dont even think about that person saying hi to u..then u`ll be like..hey should i say hi first? or what? wait? or just treat the person the same way? so easy yet so hard..so difficult right? if u keep saying hi first..u`r too nice,should dao..aiya..after all that person is like that care so much for what? aint worth my time...EXACTLY!! treat the person the same way? hmm..so difficult especially if that person is someone whom u were once close with..people change overtime though..but i didnt expect it to be so fast..







Then on the other hand, the friends whom u arent close to u starts to get close to u...hmm..its like..woah..what a change..so weird..and so ironic! haiis..see the difference? haha..lol...its like so hard to make a choice..lol..for some reason..haha




omg i`m so random...but haiis..feel better after blogging this out..haha gtg ppl..bye!