Back to blogging,not really in a good mood recently,partly due to b div singles,and also my results for CA1,got back my report book,=(,failed Amaths chinese and literature...i cant believe it...i practiced,yet still maybe its not enough...as for b div,haiis,everything is just totally wasted..a 118 game pulled my whole avg down like mad...
YESTERDAY-->i could still remember the night before b div i was super excited,managed to sleep well,then went to school,got my bag and waited in the canteen for the bus to come and pick us up,(:,on the way there i was like praying,that everything would run smoothly,and that i would not finish b div with regrets,but feel that i really did well,during the tounament,i told myself to keep the avg constant,no matter what,as long if u do your best,its fine,then pooped up my 118 game,i was super heartbroken,broke down,cant help it man,it was really pain,cant stop tears...even now when i think of it,i feel very sad,in the end,i bowled a 158.3 avg,came in 33rd position,was really disappointed..at least there another 12 more games to go,Praise God! (:,and also congratz debra! for getting 5th! haha, (:
now is like everything all in a downhill,but novice was something really surprising,haha (:,i`m satisfied with the results,except for masters,=(,wasted again,very heart pain,T_T,i seriosuly am gonna retrain...
gonna blog till here,=(