TODAY marks the end of the B division tournament,didnt bowl well for the whole tournament,i bowled really badly,inside i felt that i could have done wayyyy better than this,it was truely a waste,
after the whole tournament,they announced the top seeded girls 1st to 4th,the pain was like,woahh,alot when i didnt see our school going up to get the prize,alot of ppl were like so sad,i mean,yeah,perhaps many of us knew that we all could have done better,start retraining...
gonna retrain after this,i bowled like shit overall in this B div,of course i`m sad,but i dun want to show it anymore,its over and i must stop dwelling on it,anyway every tournament is really a gd experience,well according to uncle billy,he said that we expected too much of ourselves,when we couldnt deliver,we came down on ourselves,like,became disappointed too early? =(,its really sad,but people be happy,cause it really could have been worst,and also,there are way much more competitions than this,like erm,NAG,milo,and of course most importantly,next year b div right? we want to get back that trophy,so dont lose heart,cause i believe IJ`s legacy is gonna continue...
anyway i shall do my post mortem here starting from,
SINGLES-->i bowled a 158.3 avg,had a 118 game,i expected too much of myself,and didnt concentrate on spares,my strike rate was also low,really low,but its a spare game,didnt get that into my head,kept missing target too,cause i thought it was me,overturning my ball here and there,i didnt have confidence,=(,which caused my downfall,and i fell real badly,
doubles-->slightly better,tried to concentrate harder,it worked a little,but i wasnt consistent,my games were like a roller coaster,up and down,didnt even hit a 170+ game at all,highest was only 181,lowest 140+ at least the gap in between was lowered,or became smaller,but it wasnt,performed an avg of 159.3,
quartet-->erm,this one,seriously nothing to say,i thought of the outcome too many times,and i couldnt get any roll out of my ball,my bad,i was thinking probably about every single thing,and not concentrating on my target,which led me to bowl a 151 avg for quartet,in the end my grand avg for the whole b div was a 156,i seriously felt that i really could have done better than this,maybe i wasnt prepared enough,better start to train again...
whats over is over,whats done cant be undone,gotta accept the fact that we got 5th again for the 3rd consecutive year for b div,i promise i promise!!! NEXT YEAR WILL BE DIFFERENT,i`ll go chiong training,make sure everything is gonna be fine,and yeah,12 more months before the next b div,till then,train train train..............
shall end till here (: