haha,was thinking whether to blog again or not,i think i`m practically updaing everyday! haha,yes yes,tml is my PFT 2.4km run! =(,gotta go to NYJC in the morning,aiya,there goes my dream of getting gold for PFT,thanks to sit and reach,ARHGG,frustrated...over frustrated...



TODAY-->was really a normal day(as u can see my life is a routine),had lessons bla bla,13 more days to my mid year exams,and i dont think i`m one bit ready for the papers,i cant imagine,if mid year exams i`m so stressed,what about my o levels next year? =(,siann sia...



since preparations for the mid year was expected to be intensive,i stopped myself from bowling,haha,no more sch training,and i havent touched my bowling ball for almost a week already,i hope tml can go bowl,just for fun,as for my speed,arhg,no choice but to start training after the mid years,=(..i`m so sad,i just cant wait for the june holidays to come,and cant wait for the sch training to resume again,haha!




today i got the edusave form for my bowling fees(sch training),yeah and its $500 for this year,i guess its considered quite cheap already,but i got a shock,haha,cause like $150 increase from last year,haha,i thought it would only increase by $50??


today morning i met yijing outside her class,haha goofy junior! met chesna too! (another goofy junior) haha,yeah,and yijing passed me an international friendship day letter,haha,thanks yijing! and also sry to her that i didnt like write anything,haha,felt bad, =/...



okay recently,i duno why i always feel so down,like always so sad la,is it probably i`m super worried about my mid years,or is it due to bowling,like i cant really get speed,i duno what i`m worried about,here and there,problems start to pop out,people around me start to change,or is it probably me? i`m probably being too sensitive,




all i can do is just to tolerate right,oh yes and pray,pray for everything to be smooth,and a problem free life,(although its kinda impossible) haha,there is bound to be some ups and downs =(,i`m experiencing a downturn, OH GOD PLEASE HELP ME!!! T_T i dont want all these bad things to happen....i just wanna be happy, =(...




okiie i`d better go and sleep early,haiis,haha,my entry ends here..(: