okay back to blogging,mid years is just 8 days away,so near,yeah,i could still remember last year,yeah so anyway,today i had the routine lifestyle again,haha lessons etc,nothing much happen today except
during recess,went down to the canteen to eat,haha,as usual sat with faith,yun chieh,mich tang,amelia,kah yee and janice,yeah so mich tang told me something,about someone whom i consider close to me,but i`m not sure about she`s still close now,and i wont reveal who is that person,but she told me that she made fun of someone and that someone is i mean who is another friend,considered quite good friend la,haha,arhgg,so hard to explain,
so when i heard about it,cuase mich saw it with her own eyes,i was like feeling super uneasy,i mean like,i find it so hard to believe,i mean,is she really changing willingly? or is it like,just for show? ARHHHH i cant take it anymore man,i feel frustrated,no wait,sad,or frustrated,arhh,but all i knwo is that my feelings revolves around these 2,sad and frustrated at the same time,=(,i just dont know who to trust anymore,haha know the person`s face,but duno his/her heart, but i just find it hard to accept the fact,i mean,the situation,its like so unbelieveable,so now like,should i still mix with that person who i was once close with? like to give her a chance to change? or like to really see her true colours?or probably i`ve already seen it without knowing,what i know is that,i`ll be with her for quite some time,haha,doing the same kind of activity,haiis,
=(,today,a thought also struck my mind,and that is,does it really pay to be tolerant towards other people`s attitude? i was like thinking,to be tolerant,its like not easy,and when that person makes an unnecessary statement,i can just blow up anytime,like a volcano errupting soon,but what if that person`s feelings are hurt,AHH,i mean no one likes to get angry,but sometimes i just cant stand it,must errupt,but must be tolerant at the same time?
okay thats all i gotta post for now,haha,gotta slp =(,shall blog again some other time
