yay,its friday again,so fast,haha,and like the mid year exams are 6 days away,=(,i`m scared,well yeah,=(...



havent been bowling recently,its been a week since i touched by bowling ball,i feel like there`s rust growing sia,haha,i mean,1 week dun touch bowling,=(,whats worst is that,my release is super scary now,with the guard on somemore,i`m in the midst of changing probably everything,i mean,speed + my release,and now everything is like horrible,my oil track is over my thumbhole,really,and it can cross the span of the fingers =(,cross the span! i duno what i`m bowling either,i tried to stay behind the ball longer,but it turned out to be worst,=(,worst its okay,but my speed,i think its just the same,never increase,then now my accuracy sucks,my release is afecting everything! when i thought is supposed to be better? =(,i really wanna get to the bottom of this,but cant,exams....



ARHH!! been mugging recently too,alot! have alot to remember! and i`m extremely worried,especially on Amaths and LIT! and of cause Emaths and sci and bla bla,okay its probably everything! =(,Amaths,haiis,i dun even know whether i can pass,so many stuff,i duno how to do,i dun have that feeling of preparedness in me,like,erm,i always have to hope that they wont come out difficult questions,=(,i`m so sad,=(,everything seems to be a downhill,both bowling and studies...



T.T,oh lord please help me overcome this,T_T,B div was already ARH! wasted...opps why am i talking about that? T_T,



blog till here,T_T,continue some other time