back to blog.........5 papers down.....4 more to go....i feel so depressed all of a sudden...my physics paper.....i found out......the answers....i`m devastated.....my heart sank when i saw the answers.....and i was hoping to do well for mid year.....so that i can enjoy my spore open tournament & my national age grp tournament......






i realised...ever since 2008 started....bad things started to outweigh all the good stuff happening to me...and its not like......abit...but rather alot.....i`m sad...i`m angry....i`m depressed....i`m frustrated......my heart is in great despair............i feel so useless....no wait...failure is the mother of success? have to be more positive........




after exams i`m not going out........i dun want to.......must stay home and study......espcially all those subjects i`ve failed..........i dun care...........by the end of this year.........my end year exam......all my marks shall be something satisfying.........then i can enjoy my milo trip........cant wait........i hope.......





Dear Lord,my soul is weary and in despair right now,i need some peace & comfort.....so that i`ll be able to face challenges ahead......i need a restoration in my spirit.......i really do......ever since 2008 started......i just feel that nothing has been going right for me........everything has been like turning upside down.........i cant explain......people whom i know have become the person i dont recognise..........T.T......help me resist temptation to play after the exams.....bowl can but cant play too often............guide me....help me please.......T.T.........Thank You Lord....Amen (: