Yay! i;ve finally convinced myself to blog,haha after a long long time....must admit that i'm kinda lazy to log into blogger haha!! XD.. okay,finally common tests are over...well i hope, but i guess...i expect more test to be popping by soon,haha i mean after all...sec 3 isnt a slack life anymore...=(....its full speed ahead to O levels...T_T.... only God knows whether i can achieve my goals after O levels for next year...xD must have faith!!! =)



Time flies seh!! olympics gonna finish already, so sad leh..TV keep advertising the closing ceremony...makes me feel sad haha,cause its 1 in a 4 yrs thing..=(..then have to wait so long before the next one comes along in 2010...XD..


gee...haha all random stuff,but just feel like blogging it out after a long time though..xD


TODAY--> had training and came back kinda late..=(...kinda tired... and it has really been a long day for me,TGIF tml!!! XD Actually,i've been considering for quite a while on whether to join uncle billy for personal coaching,cause i hope that probably he can help me to improve on my speed and all the little mistakes i have...like drifting,release...how to create more rev etc...but unfortunately, my mum says cannot,cause like abit too ex lah haha, and have to pay all at one go,so yeah...abit heartpain...


told uncle billy today,then he was also saying that he agrees that his training is abit expensive,yeah,apologised and he said nevermind...haha...lol!! & he also said to make full use of the school training hours,have to change my stepping and all...now thinking about it...i seriously have a long long way more to go....& must train till i get everything right!! XD



But as i think ahead,its...almost impossible for me to get into NY...cause at the rate i'm going... its really really hard to picture myself...there? NY? haha....u know hahaha...that kind of feeling...like...err...val? NY??? errr.......... really ah? haha,yeah yeah....that kind of feeling...it feels weird...i everything also dun really have...although some ppl say my speed has slightly improved...but i still think it isnt enough, and i guess selections are very near soon...after the EOYS...so fast... sigh............... =(




thats why i keep saying i really need a miracle somewhere,gotta train hard...but exams are coming!! ah!! GRRR....so sad!!! =(..how to train....school training is gonna stop next week...=(... no training=no bowling which means my "training" will only be reduced to once a week.....it seriously isnt enough! =(, sigh.....




guess i need to pray hard and work hard...must have faith!! cant doubt God!! XD, and hopefully someday, that miracle will come... =)



okay shall blog till here,haha,shall update again some other time =)